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About Me

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My smile is the most sincere, honest, and veracious you'll ever encounter. ...the smile conveys joy and happiness... To concur with such a statement one would prove to be a simpleton.
I smile because I recognize my fears and I am willing to confront them.
I smile because I choose pain, physical or spiritual, over regret.
I smile because I do not embrace the safe choice. To live safely is to not live at all.
I smile because with each experience, whether ebullient or woeful, I learn.
I smile because I know my worth. I can only pity those that are blind to its richness.
I smile because I can see the value of others.
I smile because I am one step closer to finding what I desire.
I smile because I am haunted by heartache and longing. They ve become familiar old companions and bring a quiet comfort.
I smile for I would rather take the risk than label myself a coward.
I smile because my foundations remain strong and unshakable.
I smile because I am surrounded by a vast number of uncommon individuals who love and care for me unconditionally.
Their candescent spirits support me. Their beauty envelops me. It is an honor most can barely imagine.
I smile at the cruel ironic fact that despite being blessed beyond reason, I cannot help but grieve and morn the absence of my mother.
I smile because I am wise enough to know the chambers of my heart.
I smile because I am strong enough to ask for what I desire.
I smile, for I have the courage to reach out and take it.
I smile because unlike many, I devour life.
I savor the flavors and aromas, both sorrowful and rapturous.
The juices drip down my chin, neck, and bosom.
I bathe in life s bittersweet delicacies.
And so I smile. MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

I DO SYNTHETIC DREAD EXTENSIONS!
CUSTOM EXOTIC HAIR!

ALTERNATIVE LIFESTYLE EXPO!

TAKE A LOOK AT THE LINK IN MY BLOG ABOVE. THE ALTERNATIVE LIFESTYLE EXPOSITION IS A PROJECT I DID FOR TWO YEARS IN CONJUNCTION WITH MY GOOD FRIEND DAWN. IN ALX 2004 "CARNIVAL NIOR", I WAS THE CONCEPT CREATOR, DIRECTOR, AND FASHION DESIGNER.

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I ALSO PERFORMED AS RINGMASTER THROUGHOUT THE SHOW.

BARB as Ringmaster
Carnival Nior 2004

I WAS CO-PRODUCER OF THE WEEKEND EVENT IN 2005, CONCEPT CREATOR, WRITER, DIRECTOR, and FASHION DESIGNER FOR THE FEATURE STAGE PERFORMANCE "EL CORAZON DEL DIABLO" (THE HEART OF THE DEVIL).

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I am very interested in continuing this type of stage art in the alternative social scene. Other interests: Shakespeare Theatre, Stage Musicals, Old Movies, Dancing, Gothic/Industrial Culture & Music, Fetish Fashion

I'd like to meet:

Captain Kirk

Auntie Mame

Without this war, the oppression of this populace would have continued indefinitely, grinding the people down, dispossessing them of their property, starving them out. They would have died later, it is true, but in a worse manner – that of sheep led to the slaughter. Now they are learning to die in the manner of wolves defending their territory. VIOLENCE IS BUT THE MOST VISIBLE ASPECT OF A NECESSARY CORRECTION. BLAME NOT THE SYMPTOM, BLAME THE FUNDAMENTAL SOCIAL INEQUITIES THAT STIFLE INNOVATION AND FREEDOM AND CAN BE CORRECTED IN NO OTHER WAY. I come to right wrongs. I am the surgeon’s scalpel that removes the cancer. My edge may hurt for a moment, and some blood may flow, but my cause is just

- Mars, God of war

Movies:

Delicatessen, The City Of Lost Children, Hero, House of Flying Daggers, Sin City, Kiss or Kill, The Way of The Gun, Memento, Auntie Mame, Strictly Ballroom, The Sum Of Us, Bell Book And Candle, The Piano, O Brother, Where Art Thou, Addicted To Love, Identity, L.A. Confidential, Sunday In New York, anything with Rock Hudson & Dorris Day, cheesy stage musicals.

Heroes:


MY MOTHER

CHLOE 1937-2005

'Lo, there do I see my father. 'Lo, there do I see...
My mother, and my sisters, and my brothers.
'Lo, there do I see...
The line of my people...
Back to the beginning.
'Lo, they do call to me.
They bid me take my place among them.
in the halls of Valhalla...
Where the brave...
May live...
..forever.

MY FATHER

FREDERICK 1931-1990

MY FRIEND
APOLLO 1993-2007

My Blog

&.AND NOW FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT! tOd aLaN presents RECKLESS

Designer Artist, tOd aLaN presents, "RECKLESS," a show of fashion that deviates far beyond the conventional. An exhibition of avant-garde, industrial couture, dirty alley chic fashion as art. Join th...
Posted by BARB on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 04:46:00 PST

THE ALTERNATIVE LIFESTYLE EXPOSITION - ALX

THE ALTERNATIVE LIFESTYLE EXPOSITION CHECK OUT THE PHOTOS! http://www.xo-studios.com/Events/69911 Body Modification & Art Exhibit A provocative Art Exhibit & Body Modification expo. This ev...
Posted by BARB on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 11:19:00 PST