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erin☆

The world is just illusion always trying to change you vnv nation

About Me

I'm Erin... I have a BFA in art..with an emphasis in sculpture and painting. I'm considered a "goth" although my personality does not reflect the stereotypical obsession with death, suicide, or sado/masachism. I am a fairly light-hearted person, i'm not afraid to laugh or smile, and I do not indulge myself in the cheesiness of much of the "gothic" to do. I love comedy, I love to laugh I'm not a huge fan of the zombie or vampire thing. i am highly interested in fashion, namely shoes, art, hair extensions, makeup and all things that are pleasurable for the eyes. In no way do I think that makeup, hair extensions and fashion are nessecities, but I am highly drawn to beauty and the embelishments of beauty, therefore these things to me are artistic and attractive. I once had a professor tell me that if you skimp monetarily on artistic materials such as paint, binders, wax, charcole, etc..., then the outcome will never be high quality, no matter how good your skills are. I truly agree and apply this to most areas in my life.I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

Art and science, especially the combination of both. Eugenics and other medical manipulations of the human body to breed "better" society.My work deals with the controversy of biotechnology, which represents a dualistic position pertaining to humans. This science transforms humans into objects and in turn becomes the subject. The research and practice of eugenics is an incendiary concept, and we have the technology to practice eugenics and are only steps away from the return of this horror which was previously employed by the Nazis. If bodies are farmed for scientific research what happens to the body when the research is complete? The medium I utilize is beeswax, which informs the concept of life through the historical reference to the human body, which has often been rendered in wax for medical studies and research. Through my process I also employ medical tools and materials to mimic filleted flesh. The machinery is a suggestion of technology, ancient or contemporary and informs my concerns as to where unregulated and unethical technology will direct humanity in the 21st century.

I'd like to meet:

Miss Siouxsie Sioux

Music:

My Music Personality .......... You must check out tormentedradio.com if you like industrial/EBM....... but here is a list of my favorite bands/artists.....The Cure, DepecheMode, Sisters of Mercy, The Smiths,Jill Tracy,Morrissey, Peter Murphy,Nick Cave & the Badseeds, Bauhaus, Crass, Radio Berlin, Bowie, Skeletal Family, Horror Popps, The Creatures, Tiger Army, Tilt, Black Tape for A Blue Girl, Switchblade Symphony, Joy Division, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Gary Newman, Dead Can Dance, Redemption, Lydia Lunch,Nico, Diamanda GalÃs, Tragic Black, The Cranes, Cruxshadows, Cocteau Twins, Tom waits, Leonard Cohen... Some EBM/Industrial: VNV Nation, Rotersand, Attrition, assemblage 23, neuroticfish, Wumpscut, High Blue Star,Android Lust, Mind in a Box, Psyclon Nine, Informatik, suicide commando, Blutengel, SITD, Hocico, Project Pitchfork,covenant, Carphax files, icon of coil, Wolfsheim, Diary of Dreams, Mend, Apoptigma Berzerk, l'Ame Immortelle, angels & agony,leather strip,And One, Android Lust, the Azoic. Art inspiring: VAST, Sugarcubes, Bjork, Radiohead, Dreseden Dolls, Aphex Twin, Portishead, Massive Attack, Tori Amos, LTJ Bukem, Interpol, Danny Elfman, William Orbit, PJ Harvey, 10,000 Maniacs (old stuff)....just to name a few.

Movies:

Blue Velvet, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Max, Edward Scizzorhands, Office Space (due to the ungodly job of telemarketing), Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind , Good Fellas, Being John Malcovich, Seven, Reservour dogs, Layerd Cake, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Amelie, Garden State, Great Expectations, The Cell, 12 Monkeys, SLC Punx.

Television:

That 70's Show, Conan O'brien, occasionally Sienfeild. if I get the opportunity...Six Feet Under, oh and I love court TV and Blind Date because it's the only thing on tv when i get off work at midnight.

Books:

strangley, i'm very interested in books about post modernism and art theories. I love books that make you want to argue, namely i love books that make you argue about art!

Heroes:

Eva Hesse

Kiki SmithSiouxsie Sioux

Joseph Beuys

Amanda PalmerValerie Solanas

(interesting philosophy....I really admire her for her balls...plus Andy Warhol did suck)

My Blog

Closer to you :)

well i'm moved (yeah!!) i know it's something that i've been talking about a lot over the last 2 months and i'm sure you all are so tired of hearing me talk about the big move...i'm sure it's this thi...
Posted by ^*^erin^*^ on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 05:37:00 PST

Home

well i'm determined to find it tomorrow.  it will happen, tomorrow i will find my new dwelling.  can't wait to see my stuff again, and my art...oh my art can't wait to be with it again. ...
Posted by ^*^erin^*^ on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 10:44:00 PST

in my head

sometimes i spend a lot of time in my head, i often think that i think too much, i know such a cliche, but it's true.  sometimes i wonder if i am out of touch from reality because of all the thin...
Posted by ^*^erin^*^ on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 06:29:00 PST

christopher

this song makes me sad, reminds me of my christopher, granted we didn't have a love that was romantic (and he's not a radio personality on NPR), but i love him, always will, this all kills me still, i...
Posted by ^*^erin^*^ on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 07:06:00 PST

people are people unfortunately

i think it's interesting how people have so many layers...you never really truly know a person.  you can spend years or weeks thinking you know a person's character...then they do something unexp...
Posted by ^*^erin^*^ on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 01:20:00 PST

cruxshadows coming to boise january 26th


Posted by ^*^erin^*^ on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 07:23:00 PST

Later.

sometimes i wish i didn't make mistakes that i make...sometimes those mistakes aren't even really mistakes i guess.  and sometimes i wish i wasn't always that honest or rational.  sometimes ...
Posted by ^*^erin^*^ on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 07:24:00 PST

Music does this to me

Last night i went to the Attrition/ and High Blue Star show... it was amazing. You ever get that feeling when you listen to amazing music where, there's something, a lyric, a melody, and there's somet...
Posted by ^*^erin^*^ on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 07:42:00 PST

apathetic echo

Apathetic EchoI'm standing in an abyss of anonymous lives passing me byand people around me speed by drive by walk by pace byon to their own livesand as this all goesi can't help but still achemy hear...
Posted by ^*^erin^*^ on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 06:56:00 PST

With Child (final images of bellas baby)

it's finally finished, did it last night. i took some images today these are better then the other images because they aren't in the studio space. just added a bit of red and a gloss to the final touc...
Posted by ^*^erin^*^ on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 05:10:00 PST