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About Me

Myspace Graphics - Myspace Layoutshey everyone.. whats up...my name is Laura...i'm 21 and im from Freehold NJ! i used to work at Fridays (aka the shithole) as a Hostess. but after 2 years of dealin with the shitty management i finally had it with that place and left. now i work at walgreens pharmacy...and love it! othere then that, I was really starting to doubt life and thought that just give up would be alot easier but then things changed for me. Life wasn's so bad after all..well at least for now. now i have to find a guy who i will be happy wtih. i seem to always find the losers. but until that special someone comes into my life i like to stick with this saying......"GUYS ARE LIKE PARKING LOTS, ALL THE GOOD SPACES ARE TAKEN AND ALL THE REST ARE HANDYCAPPED......" figures! :( i guess ill just have to sit and wait for a spot for me :) well.... besides my outlook on guys im BIG on respect..so dont be and asshole...i love summer, hate winter..and love partyin!!! i love having a good time, i love eating and then working out. lol im a lil dittzy and i love laughing and makin other people laugh, even if its at me. i tend to crack myself up alot..i just love havin a good time!! ive been through alot in my life so far and its been extreamly hard but im greatful for it all. its made me who i am today and made me view the world for what it really is....i try not to judge people and i hope you all do the same for me....i love my family and my dogs hannah and lola...(muwah!!) ..it takes alot for a person to really truely realize thier worth and thier potential but im moving towards that everyday...life is way to short (mike RIP) for bullshit and never forget that!! i try to live my life as best i know how...and give people the respect they deserve (until u fuck wit me then its OVA lol) all in all im fun, im loyal, im layed back..and a whole bunch of other stuff i just cant think right now...lol not too many people take the time to read this part of the profile but if you got to this point then thanks...i wont be getting a message asking me what my name is..lol if you have any other questions feel free to ask me. holla girls layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com Link Hovers from: DollieCrave.Com.. language="JavaScript" src="http://www.dolliecrave.com/clock26.js"..Scrollbars From Dolliecrave.comSHE SMASHED THE REARVIEW MIRROR WITH HER FIST BECAUSE STARTING TODAY SHES NEVER LOOKIN BACK....o loved this quote!

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the truth: the flowers are expensive, dead and chiche. your forced dates make more for awkwardness and ego-stroking than anything else. when that guy you fucked five minutes after you met him doesn't think you're .."girlfriend material.." dont be suprised. girls-how do you expect him to respect you when you don't respect yourself? when he tells you .."it's not you, it's me.."--it's you. he's confused? fuck that. it's funny how they always know what they want when they get you drunk and alone with your panties around your ankles. oh, he doesn't want to be in a relationship? no, he just doesn't want to be in a relationship with YOU. so you think that he won't cheat on you even though you got with him when he was with someone else? think again. ditched your friends because you got a boyfriend? not a good idea, they'll be laughing behind your back when he dumps your ass for for some slut with a tongue ring, two inch thick acrylic nails that TyPeS LiK DiSs. saving yourself for marriage? makes about as much sense as not test driving a car before you buy it. and if you're still falling for the same .." i screech my tires, hey look what i can do with my benz that DADDY PAYS FOR.."...well then missy you deserve all the garbage he throws at you cause people are only as shitty to you as you let them be. still hanging on with hope that someday he'll change? don't hold your breath. your ideas of romance are as worn out and warped as that old ass vhs porno you've been holding onto since seventh grade. he cheated on you and.."it meant nothing?.. this is probably true, but in that case you also mean nothing. girls we need to wise up!i would like to meet every girls dream guy. (but of course he'll only be mine..hehe) but it seems that he's gettin harder and harder to find every day. :( o well i can wait.

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MyHotComments :: HotFreeLayoutsTomorrow - Confused... not any more. But at one point I thought that I was wrong. But you see he just wasn't for me. So I won't hurt anymore cause now all my pain is gone. So long to all my pain. Good night to my heartache. Goodbye sorrow I won't cry no more. If you would only treat me right, I'd stay here by your side. But I am down to my last cry. So I'm leaving you goodbye. You turned away from opportunities. But now when I say I'm leaving you, you have so much to prove. So long to all my pain. Good night to my heartache. Goodbye sorrow I won't cry no more. I'm leaving tomorrow. Stop writing me sweet letters and Calling me on the phone. We argued constantly when I saw you Always left me in the cold. I made my choice to finally go. Cause I can't stand this pain. It's time for my last tear to fall. And me to smile again. So long to all my pain Good night to my heartache Goodbye sorrow I won't cry no more I'm leaving tomorrow. Sorrows and heartache goodbye. I'm leaving you. Don't wanna meet again. Has got to be the end. The sun will finally shine on me. And clouds will drift away. There's something that's in store for me. That's my brighter day. So long to all my pain. Good night to my heartache. Goodbye sorrow I won't cry no more. I'm leaving tomorrow. So long to all my pain. Good night to my heartache. Now I just can't wait Tomorrow too late. I'm leaving you today .... :(

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My Blog

how i feel about life...what do you think?

SIMON catch your breathhit the wallscream out loudas you start to crawlback in your cagethe only placewhere they willleave you alonecause the weak will seek the weaker till they've broken themcould yo...
Posted by <3Bella<3 on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 10:16:00 PST

R.I.P MIKE ORR


Posted by <3Bella<3 on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 08:40:00 PST

broken heart

There was a timeWhen I thought you were for me.I saw no flaws in my choice;I guess I didn't see.You didn't treat me nicelyDespite how I treated you.I cared for you, I loved youAnd that you even knew.I...
Posted by <3Bella<3 on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 08:14:00 PST