I... |
I hate...
Being vulnerable, sick, confused, agitated, crazy, caged, stupid, scared, needy, emo
crying...
I need to... Work out, be more responsible, get a better job, get a clue, shut up..
&nbs... Posted by Giddy as a gang banger... on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 01:13:00 PST |
Blinded by the critical eye |
I don't know why I can't be happy with the way I look. I'm never satisfied no matter what I do no matter what anyone else says...
Its the same inside as it is outside.. People tell me all these things... Posted by Giddy as a gang banger... on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 07:06:00 PST |
I don't want to love |
I am a free bird and love is a cage with electric wires.
I don't ever want to be in love and why anyone would ever want to love me is, well, beyond me..
Its just fucking hurts too bad okay? It... Posted by Giddy as a gang banger... on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 08:09:00 PST |
Big Art Plans |
I can see it now! John Lennon dressed as Jesus with a peace sign standing on the earth!
Then a black jazz man blowing notes from a sax into a black hole..
Two of many different ideas. If anyone ever s... Posted by Giddy as a gang banger... on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 09:18:00 PST |
My Drunken Stupor |
Dickie is the bastard ass son of a pirate and he's not allowed to look at me haha!
Leah, Leah! Where are you?
Futurama is so funny!
Homo faggot!
I had a terrible morning. Major hang over ... Posted by Giddy as a gang banger... on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 06:18:00 PST |
troubles of the heart |
Someone once told me they couldn't breathe around me b/c their heart was beating too fast...
I'm sure though he hates me now I will love him with all my heart for the rest of my life. For when you fin... Posted by Giddy as a gang banger... on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 10:52:00 PST |
Who are you? |
I can't for the life of me remember who I wrote this about but I found it in my journal and now here it is...
It's careless and selfish of a person to saythey have your best interest in mind wh... Posted by Giddy as a gang banger... on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 02:57:00 PST |
My Life is Shit |
In one month I will have no car, therefore no way to get to my job. My credit is ruined due to an outstanding debt my ex failed to pay therefore I wont be able to buy another car or a house for Heidi ... Posted by Giddy as a gang banger... on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 10:21:00 PST |
I want to have my cake and eat it too... |
I want someone to love me and take care of me and I want to always enjoy being around them but...
I also want to be able to go off and do what I want when I want with whomever I want...
My desire... Posted by Giddy as a gang banger... on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 06:19:00 PST |
What makes you think... |
I would give you the rights to read my online journal? You havnt known me till you've read it.
I'm a bitch
I'm a tease
I make men beg on their knees
I'm vulnerarble
I'm a tart
I turn seduction i... Posted by Giddy as a gang banger... on Tue, 08 May 2007 10:53:00 PST |