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(S)aiNT cHiMo † ..-*Lorem~Ipsum*-..

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About Me

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My Name is MeRcAdEs, but You can Call Me

or as some of you know me, Vicky or Victoria.

I'm aLsO KnOwN By
I love you. :p I may change like the wind, you may never figure me out, but remember these five things about me: I truly believe in God, I will always try to make people laugh, I love and live for art in all its forms, I'm always sick, and I suffer from depression. You know me as the weird one in the group that says things that make everyone raise an eyebrow. You'll remember me whether you want to or not.

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I'm a mix of a person; my personality is a compolation of my main surroundings. I have a weird sense of reality and some of the things I do don't make sense to anyone but me. But at the same time, they all work out in a wonderful way. I get emotional for no reason and angry at the silliest things. The smallest most insignificant things make me smile and the happiest I've ever been has been in the quiet of my heart.

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I'm an artist in all mediums. I'm a musician and my favorite instrument is the piano and all keyboard instruments. (keyboard, synth, marimba, xylophone, bells, chimes, etc.) I also play the bass, but not well. :pI'm a certified Graphic Design at Palladium Technical Academy.

View my art.
My main influence is Chad Michael Ward.


I take pictures like mad! I love taking pictures! But my main goal is to open up my own thrift store and become a published poet/artists/novelist and see my book on bookstore shelves everywhere I go!



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I also have a diaryland diary and a livejournal.

My Diaryland Diary

My Life Journal

My Interests



I'm into a lot of things, but to name a few... Reading up on useless and interesting facts of all kinds. Wikipedia and IMDB.com have definetly helped fuel the fire Dressing up goth/fetish/bondage/cosplay.:D Jewlery, stockings, garters, stilettos, make-up, gloves, everything!!!! I alter my own bags and sweaters all the time. Animals! I take care of sick/abandoned dogs, cats, and birds. I used to be the crazy cat lady on my block! :p Music, it's the air I breathe! I love getting into new music and keep an open mind to anything I listen to. I compose music and poetry/lyrics! Finding new and interesting art and liturature of all mediums. My favorite artists and literary heros include Chad Michael Ward, Mark Ryden, Michelle X, Victoria Francis, Edward Gory, Athena Mariah, Jhonene Vasquez, Roman Dirge, Joseph Vargo, Don Hertzfeldt, and many others &Daggers; Media Arts: Drawing, painting, photography, photo manipulation, collages, scrapbooking, web design, tattoo flash designs, banner making, etc. body mod, inclusive of peircing, tattooing (soon to come!), henna, creative hairstyling, nail artistry, contacts, etc. Exploring new and exiting places Being an extra in movies and music vids!!! :) Last, but certainly not least, always learning about God, my religion (Catholisism) and always inputting my knowledge when it is called upon me.

I'd like to meet:

On Myspace: Someone who has a different point of view than I do, is not afraid to be themselves, belives in God (not a requirement, but definetly a bonus), loves music, not prejudice, open-minded, an insomniac maybe a little crazy, willing to try new things, loving, and straight-out.Most importantly of all, someone who is unashamed of who they are.

In Real Life: Marilyn Manson so I can ask him what he was thinking???, Jason Satham cos he's so amazingly intriguing, Jason Schwartzman so I could have his beautiful grubby children <3, Chad Michael Ward (so I could lick his face and he can take awesome pics of me :p), Jonah Hill (cuz I LOVE nerds!!) Conan O'Brien, Jhonen Vasquez, Jack Black, Roman Dirge, Twiggy Ramirez, Demitri Martin (cuz he's sooo hawt and funny!), Jack Osborne (prrrr...), Kevin Smith (cuz he rocks hard! he's such a gifted and eccentric writer!!! I want to shake his hand vigorously!), the guy that's been stalking me and peeking through my window while I sleep, and (someday soon, maybe) my true love.

Someone who will love me like Mr. Gosh; unrelenting and unconditional.
Will you be my Mr. Gosh?

*!*!*!*!* I am worth $1,385,020 on HumanForSale.com

LeAvE mE yOur Love, YoUr LuSt, YoUr HaTe

†~*LoOk At ThE ScAr TiSsUe YoU'Ve LEfT Me*~†

Music:




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Whatever sounds good and perks my ear, but I'm mostly into indie, metal, black metal, death metal, gothic, rock, alternative, dance, some rap/hip-hop/r&b, industrial, underground, trip-hop, oldies, Christian rock, classic rock, psychadelic, noise, punk, rockabilly, psychobilly, and anything else that fills me! I'm barely getting into steampunk, it's awesomeness in all it's old-tyme glory!One of my favorite things to do is go to small venues and bars and see random bands and DJs play and expand my mind. My favorite venues are The Roxy and Bar Sinister.My favorite bands are The Beatles, Marilyn Manson, Portishead, and A Perfect CircleI've seen the following bands/people either live or in concert:

Mindless Self Indulgence (5xs)
Art of Chaos (3xs)
Skum Love (2xs)
Abney Park (2xs)
London After Midnight
The Birthday Massacre
Kill Hannah
End of Fashion
She Wants Revenge
Louis XVI
Suicide City
Metric
Nico Vega
Matt Maher
Heroes of the F.E.D.E.R.A.T.I.O.N.
Operation Downfall
Otto's Daughter

Movies:

My favorite movie is Across the Universe!!! LOVE IT!!!! And V for Vendetta! :D I love wierd comedy, like Scary Movie and Naked Gun movies. I also love indie flicks, like Spun! I love short/student movies and animation. KCET has the best showcases for those! I also love scary movies, dramas, and art films. Not such a big fan of action/adventure, but if the mix is good, I'll watch it. My other fave movies are Across the Universe, Kill Bill 1 & 2, A Day Without a Mexican, The Mist, The Number 23, Cloverfield, Snatch, An American Tail (yes, I love this movie! Leave me be!), Marilyn Manson: God is in the TV, House on Haunted Hill (1999 version), The Cell, Doki-Doki, Yellow Submarine, Magical Mystery Tour (two trippy-as-hell movies, eh?), Help!, To Kill a Dead Man (a movie from Portishead; they did the movie to promote their music!), Napoleon Dynamite, What Dreams May Come, Seven, Amelie' (such a sweet movie!), Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Scary Movie 1 & 3, all the Naked Gun series, Spy Hard (hell yeah! fun-ny!), Spun (of course), House of D, Garden State, Big Fish, Cherish, Mafia, Interview with the Vampire, Requiem for a Dream, Pi, The Heart is Decietful Above All, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Nosferatu, Thumbelina (it's cute!) and, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Kung-Fu Hustle, The Wall.

Television:


I'm starting to watch a lot of anime! :p My faves so far are Dai Mahou Touge, Elfen Lied, Samurai Champloo, Princess Mononoke, Genshiken, Hellsing, Lupin, Invader Zim, Cowboy Bebop, Spirited Away, Hamtaro, Akira, Gundum, My Neighbor Totoro, Hello Kitty, Excel Saga, InterStella 5000, Samuri Champloo, Wolf's Rain, XXXholic, FLCL and a whole lot more that I don't know about yet. :pFave Show: The Amazing Race, Simpsons, Family Guy, America's Next Top Model, Law & Order, Law & Order SVU, CSI, CSI Miami, ER, I Love Lucy, Chappelle's Show, Mad TV, Saturday Night Live, America's Most Wanted, and Fact or Fiction and Invader Zim (before it was canceled! bastards!)

Books:

The book The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky is undoubtedly my favourite book of all-time so far. I loved this book so much! I really related to the character, really related and in the end, it made sense why. I loved this book! That, and I Hate Myself and Want To Die by Tom Reynalds is an awesome book that catagorizes and explains the 52 most depressing songs of all-time in an informative and hillarious fashion!!!Anything by Jhonen Vasquez (Johnny the Homicidal Maniac series/Squee series), Tales from the Dark Tower, The Language of Letting Go, Thinner, Jesus Freaks, The Pigman, Bridge to Terrabithia, all The Chronicals of Narnia books, Where the Red Fern Grows, Broken Hearts Club, Snow Angel, (hehe) the Goosebumps and Fear Street books *classic* LOL. I read mostly scary/suspense/mystery books.

Heroes:

Hmm... that word is thrown around an awful lot lately...My friend Adrian is a hero. I love him so...and my best friend Fabian, aka Tonzy, for surrendering his life for the better! Tonzy is my heterosexual platonic life mate!!! He's knows me when I don't even know myself! :p

Tak, who helped me through so many trials and hard times and gave me a different set of eyes to look through.
Kevin aka Le Tigre, he stood by me despite some of the hardest times and makes me want to be so much more strong willed. He lights up my life and tears me down all at the same time.
Mike N. who was a great help in my transition to becoming a more productive and better person.

My Blog

RIP Little Miss Cookie (VID)

RIP Little Miss Cookie She drowned today in our pool. :'( Other Bad News:-I most likely will be denied for unemployment despite the letter that I got awarded for it. wtf?In Other News:-My cat...
Posted by (S)aiNT cHiMo † ..-*Lorem~Ipsum*-.. on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 08:48:00 PST

Troublesome Dream

i dreamt that I was riding in a car, possibly my dad's, and I was in the back driver's seat and then in the front, then in the back passenger seat and that I had a horrible tooth ache. When I opened m...
Posted by (S)aiNT cHiMo † ..-*Lorem~Ipsum*-.. on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 03:44:00 PST

A Lot a Bit of an Update

-I've been hanging out with Saul less but the quality of time has gone up dramatically. I really love spending time with him and I see how special he is each time I see him. -Kevin and I have been han...
Posted by (S)aiNT cHiMo † ..-*Lorem~Ipsum*-.. on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 10:11:00 PST

Chasing Cars

I feel like today was the day that I finally stopped to figure out what's wrong with me. I've been feeling horribly fatigued lately and my back pains came back earlier this week. My head just totally ...
Posted by (S)aiNT cHiMo † ..-*Lorem~Ipsum*-.. on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 10:53:00 PST

Riding the Rails & Walking at Night (PICS)

Today was the lovely day I was to ride the rails to go visit Tako. :) Before that, Saul and I went to the post office to ship off some e-bay stuff. I got my mail and guess what? The BP school district...
Posted by (S)aiNT cHiMo † ..-*Lorem~Ipsum*-.. on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 11:24:00 PST

Birthday Wishes, Losing & Selling Peices of Me

I've been loosing a lot of weight still. I still need to tone up but it's weird being the weight I am now. I haven't been this weight in quite some time. I'm kind of obsessing about how much I've been...
Posted by (S)aiNT cHiMo † ..-*Lorem~Ipsum*-.. on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 09:15:00 PST

2 Days Away/MSI Concert! (PIC OVERLOAD & VIDEOS!)

My lovely 2 days away started on Tuesday night when the lovely Miss Mayra and her friend picked me up from mi casa and we went to Walmart cos she needed some stuff and i forgot my kitty ears at home s...
Posted by (S)aiNT cHiMo † ..-*Lorem~Ipsum*-.. on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 11:55:00 PST

More Progress n Some Fun (PICS)

Sunday before church was frustrating/cool! I went to a tat shop to do a consult and they flat out turned me down, told me I needed to change my design even though I said over and over again that the t...
Posted by (S)aiNT cHiMo † ..-*Lorem~Ipsum*-.. on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 11:00:00 PST

Pseudo-Productivity (PICS)

Thursday Kevin drove me to my typing test in the morning. I got a 42 WPM score which disappointed me but it's the best I can do with these claws. Friday was a very productive day and counter-productiv...
Posted by (S)aiNT cHiMo † ..-*Lorem~Ipsum*-.. on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 09:44:00 PST

I GOT FIRED, YAY ME! (VLOG)

xoxo, mErci...
Posted by (S)aiNT cHiMo † ..-*Lorem~Ipsum*-.. on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 02:02:00 PST