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About Me

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My ancestors go back to the Shekomeko Indians near Pine Plains, where I grew up. It's a small hamlet in the northeast part of Dutchess County. I am also European, but, it's my native side that I embrace the most. I am facinated with their culture, how they view spirituality and take care of the earth. That may be why I love nature so much. Especially animals. In the native culture, each creature has it's own meaning. Therefore, I'm always looking to the animals to see what message they may have for me at that time. I also love rocks and minerals. I collect raw gems and crystals. They are not only beautiful but also have a healing quality. My mom and grandfather were dowsers many years ago, when that is how water was found for wells. Dowsing rods are tools that are used to find a wide variety of things in this era. Back then, they used Y shaped willow sticks for dowsing. Today, I believe that copper is used most often probably because is it such a good conductor of energy. I recently bought a set of copper dowsing rods and so far, they appear to be freakishly accurate. According to what I read, the more that a person uses their rods, the more "attuned" you become and the more accurate they become. I bought them for "ghost hunting", but, at this point I'm just practicing by finding objects. My son can attest to how strange it is to watch them move and point to exactly what you asked them to find. I am extemely into the paranormal, though, I feel that the modern equipment we have to use these days are great, I still think there is room for "old fashioned" practices as well. I'm sure many "ghost hunters" will argue this, but since it isn't an exact science, I feel that anything that could possibly help should be tried. I will say that I am not one to believe everything that I see. For instance, some paranormal researchers still believe that orbs are entities trying to manifest, but may not have enough energy. I am of those that believe that orbs are dust, insects, glares, camaras pixelating, etc. Going back to crystals and rocks, etc, I believe that places that are built in an area with a large amount of quartz crystal may tend to have more "spirit activity". Quartz is known to intensify the energy around it. This is one reason, you see people wearing crystals, to give them energy. If you have any questions, anything you are curious about, I have nothing to hide, (except for some rotting bodies of a few ex's in untold various places), please feel free to ask.

My Interests

I read tarot cards and I read Medicine Cards. (They are based on animal totems.) I tend to have good intuition and that is a major plus when reading cards. I am a Level II Reiki Healer, though I do not charge for any of these things. I feel that I was given certain "gifts" and it's more important to share them than it is to charge for them. I just started working with "dowsing rods". Back in the day, a willow stick shaped like a Y was used to find water for wells. Now, they are usually made of copper and are used to to find many different things. I will be using mine to search for "spirit activity". the paranormal is a passion of mine. Until very recently, I belonged to a paranormal group, but due to personality conflicts and a bit of egomania, it was time for a change. I wish them well, but it's time for me to move on. I've been facinated with the paranormal most of my life. I'd like to get involved in another, more established group where ego doesn't get into the way of the main objective.I also enjoy going to Pow-Wows, day trips, shooting pool, catching a good band or going to a comedy club for the evening.I like to laugh and to have fun. (Honestly, though, who doesn't like to laugh and have fun?) I also like to cuddle up with someone special and watch a good movie. If it's during a storm, whether it be rain or snow, that makes it even more romantic and cozy! There just hasn't been anyone "special" to do these things in quite some time, and I have to tell ya, I really miss that!

I'd like to meet:

PLEASE READ:I'd like to meet people with similar interests....also ancestors from this life and previous lives.I'm at an age where I really would prefer to not spend the rest of my life alone. I'd like to meet someone that I feel totally comfortable with. A best friend. A lover. Someone that I can trust my life, my soul and my heart with. I'm not sure that it matters what sex or color this person is, just as long as they meet all the other qualities that I am looking for. I insist upon a monogamous relationship that is totally honest and upfront. No hidden surprises. No users or abusers. This person must also understand that I am on disability for a reason. There are days that I have trouble getting out of bed. I'll probably never weigh 130lbs again. I am an insomniac. I get depressed at times because there are many things that I used to do, that I am no longer able to do. The Native American's call this "the little death". It's called this because life as it was once known, is over. I never thought that I would say these words, but sex is over-rated. Don't get me wrong, I still enjoy it, but, there are more important things to a relationship then an orgasm. I much prefer intimacy. (Which by the way, one doesn't have to have anything to do with the other.) If you can't have a conversation with me that involves sex and we haven't even become friends yet, then you are conversing with the wrong woman. In case you haven't noticed, I have a brain. If you want to get right down to it, the brain is the biggest sex organ that a person has. I also feel that I am a very sensual woman. Sensual and sexual are 2 different things also. To be sensual, you use all of your senses, i.e., sight, sound, taste, touch, and smell. (I believe there is a 6th sense also, but won't get into that at this time...)

Music:


Carnivore, Type-O Neg., Pink Floyd, Led Zep., The Doors, Neil Young, Blue Oyster Cult, Black Sabbath, Jethro Tull, Melissa Etheridge, Tracey Chapman, Barry White, John Legend, John Lennon, Louis Armstrong, Bob Marley, Ziggy Marley, Joan Jett, Van Halen, Marvin Gaye, Luther Vandross, Kenny Chesney, The Erratics, Wicked Tinkers,...Actually, I like a wide variety of music except for maybe opera..

Movies:

BURY MY HEART AT WOUNDED KNEE, GREY OWL, THE LAST OF THE MOHICANS, BRAVEHEART, GHOST, THE SHINING, MERLIN, ALMOST FAMOUS, THE BANGER SISTERS, THE CROW, LONESOME DOVE, DANCES WITH WOLVES, LEGENDS OF THE FALL, THE PIRATES OF THE CARIBIAN, DRAGONFLY, TOMBSTONE, AN INTERVIEW WITH A VAMPIRE, GIRL INTERUPTED, way too many to mention...

Television:

Rescue Me, Craig Ferguson's Late, Late Show, Ghost Hunters, Medium, Family Guy, The X Files, NYPD Blue, Sex in the City, That 70's Show, Will & Grace, House, Paranormal State, The Dog Whisperer, How I Met Your Mother, Two and a Half Men, I enjoy The Animal Planet, National Geographic, Comedy Central, Sci-Fi, The History Channel, etc...

Books:

The Vampire Chronicles and The Mayfair Witches by Anne Rice, most anything by Stephen King, Dean R. Koontz, or Hans Holzier, to name a few. I love a good novel, that keeps me turning the pages and wanting more at the end...I also enjoy books that deal with the paranormal.

Heroes:

HARRY B. WHEELER, JR. MY FATHER, MY HERO, MY FRIEND... R.I.P. DADDY...

My Blog

I WANT A DIVORCE!

I know that you can get a divorce from your spouse, and I've heard children divorcing their parents, but can you actually divorce your entire family as an adult?  Parents, siblings and children?&...
Posted by fEMERALD EYESf on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 07:07:00 PST

SHADOW PEOPLE

SHADOW PEOPLE   Has anyone ever seen something out of the corner of their eye only to look and it seems to escape?  Or have you ever had the feeling that you are being watched but when you l...
Posted by fEMERALD EYESf on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 08:56:00 PST

One of my ghostly encounters...

My Paranormal Experience   I can't really remember my very first paranormal experience.  It seems as though I've been having them a better part of my life.  Dreams that come true, prem...
Posted by fEMERALD EYESf on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 08:52:00 PST

FATHER’S DAY BLESSINGS

This is the first father's day without my dad.  It hurts like hell, but there are other emotions going on in my head and heart as well.  I'm worried about my oldest son killing himself ...
Posted by fEMERALD EYESf on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 12:57:00 PST

Mixed Emotions

I have so many things going on in my brain right now.  It's hard to sort it all out. My youngest son is going to be here Saturday night until the last weekend in July.  I'm stoked but at the...
Posted by fEMERALD EYESf on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 05:07:00 PST

Powerlessness...

As a mother, I can't think of a worse feeling in the world then to know that you are totally powerless over what happens to your children, or how they chose to live their lives and the way that they t...
Posted by fEMERALD EYESf on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:19:00 PST

LIFE & DEATH

AS MANY OF YOU KNOW MY DAD PASSED AWAY ON FEBRUARY 12, 2008.  I'M STILL HAVING A MAJOR PROBLEM ACCEPTING THE WHOLE THING.  FOR AWHILE, I WAS SMELLING HIM IN MY HOME RIGHT AFTER HE PASSED, FO...
Posted by fEMERALD EYESf on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 05:31:00 PST

the past...

I have noticed as of lately that I have a very bad habit of putting my foot in my mouth. I say things without thinking them all the way through, thus, hurting feelings or making others uncomfortable. ...
Posted by fEMERALD EYESf on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 11:06:00 PST

FOOD FOR THOUGHT...

Points to Ponder....... > I Believe - A birth certificate shows that we were born; a death> certificate shows that we died; pictures show that we lived! > > I believe - That just because two peop...
Posted by fEMERALD EYESf on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 10:20:00 PST

OLD INDIAN PRAYER

O Great Spirit whose voice I hear in the winds whose breath gives life to all the world.  I come before you as one of your many children.  I am small and weak, I need your strength and wisdo...
Posted by fEMERALD EYESf on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 02:54:00 PST