Hi, I'm Dee. I am a single mom with two beautiful and amazing little girls. I am 32,I have always believed in spirits and ghosts.
My experience that turned everything into reality is a little bit long and some of it quite personal. It started with my children; after living in my home for a little over three years, they started giving me issues about going into their bedroom, especially at night, I couldn't get them to sleep in the room. I believed they were just going through stages or something, they were both saying they were afraid, mainly the oldest, I can hardly ever find it within myself to say no, so most nights I didn't fight, once in awhile I did make them, I ended up feeling guilty when I realized it wasn't just little kid imagination there was really something happening. Why it took almost 6 mos. for me to see it I don't know, but, it did.
For me it started during the day, I was alone, when a couple of little notes played on a flute in my kids room, I ignored it thinking it must have been outside but then the next day the same thing happened again, I looked in their room and there was a flute sitting right on the floor. I didn't get scared I didn't know what to think of it, I had a little girl very dear to my heart, pass away suddenly just a few months prior, so I thought she was just on a visit. It actually made me happy. Within days I started to feel awful feelings of depression, anxiety, I was wanting to cry for no reason, I asked the girls separately what was making them scared, they were seeing shadows, feeling the presence of not being alone, and both of them at different times saw a woman in black with black hair. I didn't tell them I was sensing all the same things because I didn't want them to be more afraid, but before long it was obvious it was happening to us all. I was hearing more and more things scratching on the wall, tapping, seeing things out of the corner of the eye, short and tall black shadows, very cold spots, feeling of being touched with no one there and the one thing that set me off was the shaking of the mattress on my bed. To me if your bed shook for lack of knowledge in the paranormal that means it was satanic.
I had to know what to do, two months of this no sleep every light on in the house 24/7. Nothing about my home felt like home. I started to read all I could on haunting's, watched every paranormal thing I could find on TV, I started to do things on my own, I started to do EVP's, bought a camera took pics all day and night, as soon as I started to get things, I started to talk about it(some pics are in my photos). I was able to get little help. I am quite stubborn I have lived here for 5 years now and no one is running me out. I wanted to learn how to understand what was happening, not to be afraid, and what I can do to protect my children, myself and my home. Unfortunately, MOST EVERYONE WANTED MONEY, all extra cash I had, was gone, they would offer a nice 10% discount. WOO HOOO, Duh, single mom and two kids, it was just frustrating to find help. I had frightened kids why the hell would you charge someone you know has nothing, when you have the capabilities to help them. It was really discourageing.
This experience has opened me up to alot and I feel compelled to help others. After all I went through, I can truely understand how it will disrupt your life, I wouldn't wish it on anyone, the feelings of complete insanity, the fear, not knowing who to trust or what to believe, the high electric bill from leaving all the lights on, I went through all kinds of emotions with this. I want to help those who feel uncomfortable within there own homes. I want them to know they are NOT ALONE! Please feel free to contact me anytime through myspace or [email protected].
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