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About Me

My little brat Tai-Zong. This little boy has me so wrapped around his finger it's not even funny AND he knows it too! *sighs* ...and to think I once said I would never be one of those parents.
Selena loves:
-being taken out
-lying in egyptian cotton
-walking into a clean house
-naughty secrets
-feeling sexy
-being a goofball
-cuddling up with Tai
-trying new recipes
-seeing Angel overcome her hardest obstacles
-hearing Tai's giggle
-knowing how far we've come
-believing in how far we'll go
-waking up knowing I have the whole day to do with as I please
What I'm feeling right now:
-Empty in my heart. Sad, but true.
-The need to have a fresh start. I'm tired of goals that never are accomplished. I'm tired of waiting.
-Stronger and more confident that I can do this!
What I need:
-To find out what happened to my dad
-To feel loved
-To feel respected
-Life to be simple
My goals:
-To finish school
-To buy a house one day
-Recreating my body the way I want to look.
-To provide all I can for my family
-To touch the lives of all I meet
My best friend wrote this to me. I guess I just wanted to share how special it is by putting it here:
WHAT I LOVE ABOUT U
What I love about you is your smile,
your sweet softness,
the touch of your warmth,
as it reminds me of great things.
But WHAT I LoVE ABOUT U is I always know
what you mean to me,
that despite all things that happen,
I know I have you.
You as YOU and
That is something worth never ever
looking back,
and wishing you had something else
that you are someplace else,
that you are someone else.
But that U are U as grateful or flawed.
So it shall be.
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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If you want to visit me elsewhere, come see me on spidey's page. There's lot's of pictures and new members joining all the time. that's my brothers website.
And if you're already a friend of mine, you can check out my Xanga
My Family *My Loves* .. ..

To my son Tai-Zong:

Kuv hlub koj kuv tub. Koj txhais hais tias ntau dua ib hom hnub. Koj nqa lub neej thiab hlub thiab koj txiv thiab kuv. Ua koj tsaug koj tub.
To my daughter Angelica:
With all my heart, I want to love you more. And live my life, each day to know you more. All that is in me, is yours completely. I'll serve you only, with all my heart.
You can also chat with me at:
aim=break me
yahoo=imperfect_Souls
msn=finally letting go...
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My Interests

This could take awhile. I love music and video recording. I like soccer (the real football) the best out of most sports. Oh and I like hockey too. I love fun people. I like making films-though it can be ever so tiring!!! I love my kids. I like camping, fishing, hiking, mountain climbing and kayaking. I love all kinds of music, not a big fan of rap. I like to sing. I like dancing and hanging out with my closest friends who always make me laugh. I like meeting new people and finding out what makes them, well...them. I want to skydive. I love thrills. I like beer and wine. I can drink hard liquor, but prefer the smoother of drinks. I like all kinds of food. More recently, I've decided Hmong dishes are the best. I like martial arts-especially kung-fu and wing chun. I like watching my friend Nate be in character at Ren Fest. I like watching my actor friends in movies. I like concerts and theatre. That pretty much sums it up for now.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who has a sense of humor. People who know how to enjoy life. People with heart and belief in themselves. Can anyone help me with my Hmong? I like people who are diverse in culture and beliefs. I can be shy but you know I really like you when I'm blunt and poking fun at you. I love talking with people from other countries. I want to travel and live a day in the life of these people. Capture a moment of somewhere else. But still, know that I am American and proud of it. Hmmmm....that's all I can think of for now. If I think of anything else I'll let you know =D

Music:

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You are nice, trendy, and love to have fun!

Movies:



My favorite movie is...The Story of Us. Great movie!!!!! Other then that, I like many movies. Lord of the Rings has more recently become my obsession. I'm also a sap for korean films. Anything with Adam Sandler, Will Smith, Chris Rock or Jackie Chan for comedy. I like the Laine series and hope that one day they will actually make a Kabuki movie from David Mack's novel/comics.

Television:

That 70's Show, Everybody Loves Raymond, Friends...and more recently, we have cable and a bazilion channels. I don't even watch any of them, but I do like On Demand...it's pretty cool

Books:

Used to read, haven't read in a long time. Kids sorta took up that time. But if I did have that spare time, I'd be reading anything Tolkien. Actually, now that they have such addicting games such as HL2, WoW and Final Fantasy Eleven, I can't say I would be reading much of anything. Most of my spare time would be on quests and killing sprees. You can thank my brother and Meing for that change.

Heroes:



My Blog

7:59 AM

MY baby boy turns 4 today!!!!!
Posted by - on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 04:49:00 PST

We are all Thralls

And I think we should move to New Zealand where we can ride whales and dip it low in the moonlight while teasing the sexual demons into a subliminal trance of blasphemy.
Posted by - on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 06:07:00 PST

For You

Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.comWhat do your words mean? I haven't conceded anymore then you.Why can't you say what you mean Or...Mean what you say.I know this time is difficult for us both.Learni...
Posted by - on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 06:04:00 PST

Drunk Talk

"I'm fuckin drunk and I think my asthma is not doing well. And to add to that, I think...no I know I left my inhalor in the car which is back at the bar cuz us smart girls took a cab home...and now I ...
Posted by - on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 10:08:00 PST

The End...The Beginning...

After a long year of complete chaos emotionally and financially, I have to say the end came quit suddenly. But it was more fabulous then anything I expected.  I spent it with some of my closest ...
Posted by - on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 04:49:00 PST

Great News!!!!!!!!!

Update on Angel's magnet school application:I received her acceptance letter today. To be honest, I was quite in shock. It's one thing to get a brochure welcoming your child to apply, but to be selec...
Posted by - on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:08:00 PST

Magnet Schools

I received a letter and brochure from the principal of Salk Middle School today. Apparently my daughter's A-Honor role and recent assessment tests have placed her in a catagory for a pre-eng...
Posted by - on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 04:52:00 PST

Elusive

I know...I am using someone else's work on my page. I hate doing that. But for the time being, it'll have to do. I chose the Eiffel Tower because I have always dreamt of going there. It's beauty it br...
Posted by - on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 07:59:00 PST

Iridescent Lights

Blah Blah Blah... Blogs, online journals, that space you write your private thoughts in... I'm going to stop now. No. No I won't. I'm discovering what it means to have real friends. Longtime friends.....
Posted by - on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 09:56:00 PST

I give up

no I don't. I give up. no I don't. I give up. no I don't. I give up. ....*sigh*....
Posted by - on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 08:43:00 PST