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Even worse. On May 23, 2007, Aj Brooks, step borther to Kevin Casella was tradgically killed in a car crash. He was 24. He will be missed.
It may seem like my life is full of sadness and sorrow. You have to look past it at the love and friendships that we had before the sadness. For it will pass someday and you will be left with all the joy and happy memories of the ones you loved who have passed on. It is this that I think of everyday to be able to move on with my life. To be able to love again.
To know me you must know my sorrow and my joy. For all of it is who I am. Take one away and part of me goes with it. Just as part of my heart is lost with Kevin. The one man I loved Uncondtionally. And forever will continue to love.
Very few people have had the privalige to get to that point to be friends with me and not get totally pissed at me with multitudes of missunderstandings. Similar to many problems I have had since I have moved to the damnable south....which I hate emensily! Many could say I live in a perpetual fantasy world were unicorns and dragons still roam.....:) I would say to them HELL YEAH! I do live out half my life thinking about anything that is not the reality of my dismal and routine life. If work and bills are all there is to life then I will keep my fantasy thank you very much. All that said ....you only need to know I am female, blonde and blue eyed....everything else changes on daily basis........
You know its rather hard to try and tell someone about who you really are with out sounding like a commercial. I have been thinking of trying to add to this so you might understand me better. But I have not come up with anything just yet. You could say that I live in a world where a knight will save me and true love reall will happen. That somewhere I know my soulmate is waiting. Its rather romantic and fanciful but in this world of hate crimes and war...I guess its inevitably that someone will shrink into their fantasy. Yes I know the line of reality and such and have no gone so far as to let it blur. I am an artist, a poet, a writer and much more. I think it would take a lifetime to learn everything about me.
Anyone careing to know more about me can get on these messagers:
AOL- portblackwench
MSN- [email protected]
Yahoo-j_hammett98
