Just...Joe

I write my history unlock some mystery, handful of joys, but mostly miseries. Open some doors peeks inside of me, pay attention, gain some insight to me. Who I was who I am perhaps the future man. I’m a slave to this pen slave to happenings. Slave to circumstance thought I had my future plans. All the ducks in a row tip toe not rock the boat. Too late now, care less if you sank now, reaching for my hand I can’t help you out now. Use to be nice guy use to wave say hi, extend my hand to all who came by. Place in positions change my disposition, every move I make now a calculated decision. From family to friends, but mostly women, want to believe in them want to trust in ‘em. More than lust for them hope they keep it real me that’s not the case they always cheat on me. It remains a mystery why they do what they do, check my history you know who I’m talking to. Lets shells rape em church bells God save ‘em. You can’t save them hoes, just let em go. Twice smitten twice bitten don’t trust them women. Put this pen to paper or make em victims. Decisions to make this my life at stake. Should I reach for that pen or reach for that nine?
Still at the back of the line, am I too black too shine? Too quite to rhyme? Am I wasting my time? Topics I’m addressing got a few persons sweating, a few heads shaking, couple hearts aching. This is painstaking calling out those I know those I knew killed that nigga Joe and created ChiXXen Bone. Verses in my flow conflict in my dome got me ripping pen & paper and packing the chrome. Frustration to your dome rr dealt in a song, bleeding your skin or bleeding this pen. Questioning, never winning always losing got me choosing. 2 Decisions now the beginning not the ending, writing or sinning, optioning. Kill with the pen or kill 'em with the nine.
Scared of myself at times --- "Changes"
JUST Joe aka ChiXXen Bone
About the muzik posted:
“Krazy” written, performed & produced by Joe; beat courtesy of Kasia
“I Get Money Remix” written, performed & produced by Joe; beat 50Cent “I Get Money-Instrumental”
“8x10” written, performed & produced by Joe; sample & beat TI “What you Know-Instrumental”
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