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ahhhluhlay

there is more to me than i'm willing to tell.

About Me

i am a perfect balance of extremes, illogical but realistic. something of a writer, something of a poet. but, mostly a flawed woman who takes completely too many pictures of herself. i'm an undercover goofball with a "little sister to the world" smile. hoping one day i graduate from "cute". searching twenty something years for defintions beyond samoan, scorpio, wife and mother. i'm the antisocial person who has a lot of friends. i'm a fence rider, daydreamer, failure fearer, peanut butter lover who thinks black & white photos make everything beautiful. i'm a walking contradiction who appreciates mistakes that make life more interesting. plus, i'm a sucker for goofy random people.

& i mispronounce my name on purpose.

my book can be found @ www.sheflypaper.com .

My Interests

silence. tea cups. bruce lee quotes. black & white pictures. peanut butter. chocolate. tee shirt design. laughter. writing. being difficult. astrology. guitar. books on sale.

I'd like to meet:

people that life has made artists out of...

Movies:

loving jezebel. raising victor vargas. crooklyn. rabbit proof fence. entropy. once were warriors. x. the whale and the squid. my life without me. closer. thirty to life. harry potter. dinner with friends. xx/xy. city of angels. garden state. atl. lackawanna blues. snatch.

Television:

scrubs. best week ever. monk. weeds. barber shop on showtime. anderson cooper 360. flip this house. law and order reruns. frontline. the wire. rome.

Books:

08/08/07: missing mom by joyce carol oates

Heroes:

the only hero i know.

My Blog

the new book starts with YOU - Submission Info

the project: a book. some gorilla tactics. some fancy html. some chance of your words finding a person who needes to hear them. some exposure. redefining the art of journaling. but most important...
Posted by ahhhluhlay on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 06:21:00 PST

ten minutes in & im crying.

i told myself, sitting in the lobby, not to cry. whatever you do lei, Dont. Cry. i sign the papers & whisper it to myself. i stare at the clock. i start the habit of biting my nails right there. i...
Posted by ahhhluhlay on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 09:15:00 PST

morning dash & im turning ...104

yesterday morning i'm pulling out the driveway. & just like most mornings ant is at the door waving. he doesn't close the door until we're down the street. so we, the baby crew & i, are s...
Posted by ahhhluhlay on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 02:27:00 PST

i didnt forget...

or maybe i did. but i've never been one for staying committed to a task. so...forgive... it's been a hellish two weeks school-wise. but lemme tell you real quick before i have to cut out of here to ...
Posted by ahhhluhlay on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 01:59:00 PST

for baby sisters turning 15

a love song for 15   -----   i promise you nothing new will happen tomorrow nothing so amazingly different will change the distance between 14 & 15 & the 12 years that have passe...
Posted by ahhhluhlay on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 09:11:00 PST

i love your breasts, mommy. (a repost)

Kimi stands proudly when these words come out of her mouth with clarity. She has a lisp and gets irate when she has to repeat her words. Luckily for me I understood her the first go round. Typica...
Posted by ahhhluhlay on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 12:20:00 PST

marriage is overrated (a repost)

Nina Moon is a sponge & I know that everyone's child is a sponge, but allow me to think that my child is the most sponge-est just for the sake of this blog. It helps with the flow of thoughts...th...
Posted by ahhhluhlay on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 12:15:00 PST

My freedom only cost me 5 slices of cheese.

this is a repost from my other blog that i never told you about. i'm still thinking about what to tell ya'll about today...so in the mean & in between time here's what you missed this summer. --- ...
Posted by ahhhluhlay on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 12:16:00 PST

it’s no wonder i married him.

today i got my test back & well it was not an a.... (or b...or c.....) & what surprised me most was not my grade but my reaction. no tears. no head hanging down. no slumped shoulders. no fault...
Posted by ahhhluhlay on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 02:00:00 PST

shut up master p.

i'm on my way to get my pretty 1 & i'm listening to the michael baisden show & he's talking to master p about hip hop's role in the black community & fighting for justice aka jena 6 i...
Posted by ahhhluhlay on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 02:16:00 PST