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sdm

SDM will you see me again, plain as day hold my hand and let go its the end it's the end.-sdm

About Me

ME-SDM: a pallet of a being, virbrant in colors, although vibrant I can carry the darkest of all shades,optimitistic and that exact oppisite,a shelterd love to be dismantled and placed back together. I am notjust a ball of random emotion, i am real not the average preservitive to life to make you think its not old and keeps its "just opend scent",I am fresh, picked off the tree, as real as can be,ready to be loved felt held and touched, flesh blood and bone heart brused but not dead, i am me which is never nearly enough for the obvious worse, id be ever so lucky to find me that one that doesnt make me wonder why? why, am i your preservitive? instead of blooming beutifully in the soil, never perfect id be a liar, all i ask is that you see me eye to eye, the only hook i seem to carry is the one left in the harbor leftwith old wirey line..so here i am, the one the men want to conquer,but only defeat brused and batterd, There is no him him and i,.,.. let it be known i tend to love just about everyone, buddies family freinds from past years from born days of 84'... i am a soul waiting to experiance the world of living things and see the different soils and oceans that bask daily in our solorsystem.. I am a supposed lovely girl treat me like a daisy, but the boys never men they let me wilt over left without pedals... love me hold me treat me like im the cheapest of gold, wait until that day i find mine to hold ,who treats me as good as his mother. this isnt drama its just the words i hold blatent and in front face to face.. kiss me good bye kick me to a curb nothing is worse then the abuse of myself, i am doing what most dont is speaking from my heart thats real and full of ambition and life...-sdm http://www.purevolume.com/theredjumpsuitapparatus, guardian angel listen to it
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My Interests

music: eisley,taking back sunday,DESOLE,Thrice,Bran new,tegan & sarah.. strikeAnywhere,copeland,cartel,THE RECEIVING END OF SIRES!, AllreD,loveDrug,TheWeekends,HEartwellEnding, Link80,4thAvenueJONES,The fall of troy,Amberpacific, CALcutta,DBC,GoodByeTOmmarow,melee', RxB,Anything Acoustic!lots lots lots more, anything with amazing sound i love,-sdm

I'd like to meet:

Who I would like to meet, A creative mind, Individual with direction, a converstion that ends and starts in paragraphs, a curious mind and heart the other side of my balencebeam of life. The amazing jestur to make a stone face crack a smile, someone to correct my spelling not the word. Deep eyes deep heart deep mind and soul someone to sit beside and feel safe not violated. An emotional fisherman, with hook after hook on perspective and advice and genuine words with a genuine smile.. Who id like to meet, a wall to temptation and a partner to see the light, a fighter with me not at me a mixed media of an individual.. like i said a creative mind.-sdm

My Blog

I want to see you sad.

... Karma has slapped me in the face waited for tears to come, stared in my brown eyes, and slapped me again Lets just be freinds he says Grab my rist his grip razors to my vains, You fed from th...
Posted by sdm on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 08:30:00 PST