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About Me

my name is monica.. and i'm a girl.. i'll need a table for 2.. me and the boy.. i m me at ::mluu3286:: on aim or yahoo..i ask you now not to be surprised at the changes that have turned me into the person i am today.. the experiences in which i have gone through can only be described as amazing..i've figured out a lot of things about the people i encounter on a daily basis.. the reasoning behind all of it makes sense to me but it seems alien to those who haven't been through the journeys in which i have traveled..there is nothing wrong with caring about someone so much it hurts to see them sad.. you can do so much more when you look at the upside of things.. we're so scared to admit that we have a fear of going out and grabbing what we want..there is nothing standing in the way of any of it except for the simple thought we put in our heads..don't ask me to explain something if you've already made your mind up about it..take time to look past the photos in this profile.. read a little bit and find out what really goes on..it's really easy to say you care.. [it really is worth the time to show them] do the tiny things that make them smile and when they look in your eyes you'll know you mean the world to them.. make meatballs for them even if you don't know how.. they'll be right by your side to help you along.. even if they don't come out perfect.. at least you tried..can you honestly be with someone and hold them close to you without feeling anything meaningful? not after a while.. it takes a lot to pull that off..
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My Interests

fam bam!fun in phillY! in the deli! passed out.. waiting for water

I'd like to meet:

there are no expectations of anyone.. you think he's perfect..live. learn. love. strength. onE there's nothing better than having the ones you love around all the time========================================================

Music:

lyrics to the song playing Goo Goo DOlls- [Let Love In]You wait, wanting this world..To let you in..And you stand there..A frozen light..In dark and empty streets..You smile hiding behind..A God-given face..But I know you're so much more..Everything they ignore..Is all that I need to see..You're the only one I ever believed in..The answer that could never be found..The moment you decided to let love in..Now I'm banging on the door of an angel..The end of fear is where we begin..The moment we decided to let love in..I wish..Wishing for you to find your way..And I'll hold on for all you need..That's all we need to say..I'll take my chances while..You take your time with..This game you play..But I can't control your soul..You need to let me know..You leaving or you gonna stay..You're the only one I ever believed in..The answer that could never be found..The moment you decided to let love in..Now I'm banging on the door of an angel..The end of fear is where we begin..The moment we decided to let love in..There's nothing we can do about..The things we have to do without..The only way to feel again..Is let love in..There's nothing we can do about..The things we have to live without..The only way to see again..Is let love in..You're the only one I ever believed in..The answer that could never be found..The moment you decided to let love in..Now I'm banging on the door of an angel..The end of fear is where we begin..The moment we decided to let love in..

Movies:

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My Blog

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[aye! this is a repost from an old blob of mine [30 november 03] its new to some of you so lemme know what's on your mind]why do asian girls perfer loser white boys over better looking asian dudes? w...
Posted by ♥.mon mon.♥ on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 07:13:00 PST

TRUST!? not at all.. it's too late

it's too easy for someone to go away for a year and forget all about them.. after being away from home for over a year and spending more time thinking about what's going on at home and wondering ...
Posted by ♥.mon mon.♥ on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 03:06:00 PST

good times in germany

so many times people come into your life for such a short time and make the biggest marks.. my friends i've made in germany will be with me always.. shaun the girl with the little 12 year old irish bo...
Posted by ♥.mon mon.♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my days here in the desert

hay everyone.. just wanna update you on what i do here.. if i told you what i really did.. i wouldn't have anything to say.. no.. i'm serious.. i sit around and wait for the sergeants to need people t...
Posted by ♥.mon mon.♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

just a little something from fun

hey I wrote this and i'll write you some more when Iget the chance.The world as others know it doesn't exist for me.My thoughts caught up in an incurable romantic tryst you see. A crumbling building f...
Posted by ♥.mon mon.♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hell yeS!. licking.. slurping.. sucking

dinner got cancelled around.. 941p last night.. ah oh well.. last minute idea to just have a movie night and some pizza.. ooh no no.. we had none of that stuff.. we had.. sean.. mecca.. quemille.. she...
Posted by ♥.mon mon.♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

with 9 days..

we all have something in common.. we are all taking steps.. away in different directions.. in 9 days.. you are going back home.. i'm going to basic training.. he is going for some more training....
Posted by ♥.mon mon.♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

its soo hard

just when you think everything is going great.. someone from the past comes along and makes you realize things.. maybe things you wish not to be true.. sometimes its even things you wish for so lon...
Posted by ♥.mon mon.♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

without knowing

without knowing.. you have touched me without knowing.. you have allowed me to enjoy my time without knowing.. you have changed without knowing.. you have set yourself above all things without kno...
Posted by ♥.mon mon.♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

finally.. a change

ooh ya.. finally a change in the way things are going.. well not so much a change.. but a boost of energy or hope or whatever you wanna call it.. i'm having fun.. its looking good.. and i'm enjoying e...
Posted by ♥.mon mon.♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST