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Sam

The last few months I have been spent pursuing nothingness.There was no destination or journey.No re

About Me



I dislike Most Everyone over time. Trust is Virtualy Non-Existant the sooner you come to terms with this the sooner you can begin having Real Relationships with the people around you. I used to hate a lot of People now mostly I pity them. The people I once hated I now thank for making me the Angry, Bitter and Paranoid Man I am today. With that said, without you all I would not be here right now and I am as close to Happy as I have ever been or Suspect to be.

Self, is all about the choice. Finding the you that is best suited for you. The you that you wake up to every morning and go to sleep as every night knowing that you willingly became this man. No matter what did happen, has happened, and will happen that you have made a choice in these situations to outline your presence and your being with a pen all your own turning it into something nobody else could have and you become your Self. The man that I am today is one that was created through push and pull, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Broken down and reformed to make it stronger with each restructure.

Pain, the essence of a mans character. The way one recieves and deals with the pains he is subject to in life is a big part of what makes him up. It is easy for a man to get angry and revolt on life due to the struggles issues, problems, hurting, and pain that life presents us with. It takes alot to turn from the pain, heal your wounds and press on as a man. To live, learn and grow beyond the struggle.I have faced my fair share of problems in my life and without them I would not be the man I am today. I tip my hat to the struggles I have faced, because I have already dealt with you, therefore you cause me pain no more.

Perseverance, to face the shadows and darkness wide eyed still seeing nothing but stepping closer into the nothingness as it swallows you. Knowing that you know nothing, but instead you go not on knowledge but belief that there is a light at the end of the shadow. A reason to keep going. Finding that reason to clench fist and swing until you fall.I have always had the drive and determination to make it through the struggle. One day at a time I have made my life what it is, in the shadows and in the light, no matter the situation taking one step at a time in the right direction.

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.


Hustle.. To constantly be in motion. One cannot hustle if they are not constantly seen in motion. The drive of a hustler is seen not only when he is "gettin money" but when than man lives with an outlook on not only benefiting himself but trying to inspire those around him. Not everyone can be a "Hustler" but everyone can learn how to hustle...A true Hustler can manipulate money in ways that benefit all...Quaintly put.. the term "Hustler" is the corporate euphemism for Businessman.

Cogito Ergo Sum-"I think, therefore I am"

vincit qui se vincit-"he conquers who conquers himself"

veritas vos liberabit-"the truth will set you free"

propter vitam vivendi perdere causas-"to destroy the reasons for living for the sake of life"

omnia praesumuntur legitime facta donec probetur in contrarium-"all things are presumed to be lawfully done, until it is shown [to be] in the reverse"

non sum qualis eram-eram "I am not such as I was"

non facias malum ut inde fiat bonum-"you should not make evil in order that good may be made from it"


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My Interests


I'd like to meet:




Someone who is just like me.You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it

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My Blog

Pay attention.......................

Hey excuse me,Hi my name is Joe and I work at my job.I make forty-some dollars a day. I used to be the man in my hometown'til I started to lose my way. It all goes back to when I dropped out at s...
Posted by Sam on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 01:49:00 PST

One Day More......................

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Posted by Sam on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 12:49:00 PST

On Sunday Afternoon.......

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Posted by Sam on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 12:55:00 PST

Sere Nere

Ripenserai agli angeliAl caffè caldo svegliandotiMentre passa distratta la notizia di noi dueDicono che mi serviràSe non uccide fortificaMentre passa distratta la tua voce alla tvTra la radio e il tel...
Posted by Sam on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 09:42:00 PST

Sad Dreams

About the black nightsWhen there is no timeNo spaceAnd nobody will ever understand.You may stayBecause it hurts me,It hurts me like death,Without you.I would think that you're not hereBut the publicit...
Posted by Sam on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 09:25:00 PST

Moments of Weakness. . . . .

Life we all have moments that we remember. We all can relate to a specific feeling within that moment. But what about during that moment? What about when the moment we are going to remember is actuall...
Posted by Sam on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 01:28:00 PST

Alone and Lonely

..> ..>   "Alone is the way we were born, but  . . . . Alone isnt alway the definite solution. All that we survey in our heads consists of moments we can either  choose to accept ...
Posted by Sam on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 01:17:00 PST

Predetermined?

  I do not believe that  our lives are predetermined, that everything that happens in our lives are destined to be from the start. And I don't even mean that there is no Higher Being watchin...
Posted by Sam on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 11:01:00 PST

For your Ass only. . . .

This is One Funny Shit.. . .     ...
Posted by Sam on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 09:43:00 PST

Puzzle. . . .

Wanna Solve a PUZZLE?     In a small village in the middle of nowhere, three innocent prisoners are sitting in a jail. One day, the cruel jailer takes them out and places them in...
Posted by Sam on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 10:03:00 PST