i love z-money (he be fresh to death!), alice in chains, playboy, jager, porn, old school rock n roll vans, office supplies, the container store, bookstores, and being at navy pier.i am definitely into music, art, business, dancing, money, celebs, makeup, beauty, maxim, life & style magazine, inTouch magazine, love, chicago, california, books, writing, poetry, WoW, coffeehouses, jazz cafes, sushi bars, martini lounges, school, long drives listening to music, concerts, rockstars, shopping, summer, being the center of attention, the beach, sex, cocktails, interior design, architecture, dinner parties, gallery openings, alcohol, swanky lofts, photography, movies, modeling, singing, socializing, barbeques, tanning, and more! :-) but most of all i love the simple things in life. i could go to the pier and spend hours looking at the city skyline, its architecture and just gazing into the lake. i like wandering into long dark nights with my hands in my pockets and nothing but the music in my ears creating my soundtrack that fills my soul. i am an independent person with a sad dark past but a promising future.
I love my boyfriend with all my heart. I have been through many ups and downs and have dealt with countless demons and at times I didnt know if I was going to be able to pull through it. Marty has been by my side every step of the way. He is my everything. He has given me back my love, trust, and restored hope. He loves me unconditionally and treats me so well. He has changed me for the better and helps me believe in myself once again. He gave me somewhere to turn to when everyone else looked away, he took me in when I had no place else to go, and he has loved me for who I am and who I have become. We live together and are on top of the world. He completes me and I hope he will keep me for always.
Favorite Band: ALICE IN CHAINS . 311, A Penny for Jane, Abandoned Pools, All That Remains, Aqualung, Audioslave, Authority Zero, Beck, Billy Corgan, Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, Blackout, The Blank Theory, Blindmelon, Blindside, Blink 182, Breaking Benjamin, The Breeders, Bush, Candlebox, Cheap Trick,, Chemical Brothers, Chevelle, Chico, Ciara, Coldplay, Collective Soul, Continental, Copeland, Corinne Bailey Rae, Crossfade, Crystal Method, The Cure, Curve, Custom, The Dandy Warhols, Danity Kane, Dashboard Confessionals, Deadsy, Death Cab for Cutie, Deftones, Depeche Mode, Dexter Freebish, Dido, Die Trying, The Distillers, Disturbed, Dragpipe, Drowning Pool, Duran Duran, Eagle Eye Cherry, Elliot Smith, Engine Down, Erykah Badu, Escape from Earth, the Exies, Family Force 5, Filibuster, Filter, Finch, Flaw, Foo Fighters, Franz Ferdinand, The Front, Fuel, Garbage, Gnarls Barkley, Gob, Godsmack, Goo Goo Dolls, Gorillaz, Grandaddy, Green Day, Gym Class Heroes, Hatebreed, Hawthorne Heights, Heart-Set Self Destruct, Helen Steller, Hole, Home Town Hero, Hoobastank, Hot Hot Heat, Incubus, Interpol, Iron and Wine, Jack Johnson, Jamiroquai, Janes Addiction, Jason Mraz, Jennifer Lopez, Jesus Jones, Jet, Jimmy Eat World, Joseph Arthur, Justin Timberlake, Kanye West, Kastasyde, Keane, The Killers, Killswitch Engage, Korn, Kylie Minogue, KMFDM, Led Zepplin, Lemonheads, Lenny Kravitz, Lil Jon, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Lords of Acid, Love & Rockets, Love Not Dead, The Lovehammers, Ludacris, Luis Miguel, Lush, Madonna, Marcy Playground, Marilyn Manson, Matchbox Twenty, Material Issue, Mazzy Star, Mellowdrone, Metallica, Mickey Avalon, Midland Drive, Mighty Mighty Bosstones, Mindless Self Indulgence, Ministry, Missy Elliot, Moby, Modern English, Mudvayne, Muse, The Music, Musiq, My Morning Jacket, Nas, Necro, Nelly, Nelly Furtado, Nuetral Milk Hotel, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, No Doubt, Norah Jones, Oasis, Off by One, The Offspring, Ozomatli, POD, Pacifier, Panic Channel, Papa Roach, Paul Oakenfold, Pink, Pink Floyd, Plain White T's, Porno for Pyros, Postal Service, Prodigy, Puddle of Mudd, Pulse Chamber, Pussycat Dolls, Quarashi, Queens of the Stone Age, Radiohead, REM, Rammstein, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Res, Rise Against, Rob Zombie, Roots, Saliva, Santana, School of Fish, Seether, Semisonic, Sevendust, Shadows Fall, Slipknot, Smashing Pumpkins, Smile Empty Soul, The Smiths, Sneaker Pimps, Snoop Dog, Snow Patrol, Soil, Soundgarden, The Sounds, Spill Canvas, Staind, Stellastar, Stone Sour, Stone Temple Pilots, The Streets, The Strokes, Stutter, Sublime, Submersed, Sugar Ray, Sugarcult, Sum 41, System of a Down, Taking Back Sunday, Taproot, Tears for Fears, Third Eye Blind, Three Days Grace, Thrice, Thursday, Tommy Lee, Tool, Trust Company, Twista, U2, Unwritten Law, Velvet Revolver, Vertical Horizon, The Verve, Vex Red, VHS or BETA, The Vines, The Von Bondies, Wallflowers, Weezer, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yellowcard, Zebrahead, The Zutons,
too many.i love the shawshank redemption, mr. and mrs smith, oceans 11, boondock saints, gone in 60 seconds, wedding crashers, old school, cinderella man, the devil wears prada, you've got mail, all Xmen movies, gladiator, troy, the lord of the rings movies, wanted, girl interrupted, but i like movies with violence, sex and organized crime :-D
The Biggest Loser, Survivor, Americas Best Dance Crew, Project Runway, The Hills, Rock of Love, LA ink, Extreme Home Makeover, House Hunters, and watching music videos. My favorite channels are MTV, MTV2, VH1, FUSE, Discovery Channel Health, HGTV, and the Travel Channel.
Loose Girl: A Memoir of Promiscuity by Kerry Cohen, Night by Elie Weisel, Straight Talking by Jane Green, Jemima J by Jane Green, Mr Maybe by Jane Green, The Devil Wears Prada by Lauren Weisberger. My favorite author is Jane Green and my favorite genre of books are either romantic comedy or about the holocaust.
Natalie. The person who changed my life around. She is my best friend and is my other half. My Grandparents, Leopold and Josephine Arzola. They have always stuck by myside through everything and never turned their back on me once. They will always be in my heart wherever life takes me. and finally Marty. He has just given me so much in life. He amazes me everyday and showed me how to love again. He turned my life around from a past of temporary highs and cheap thrills. He loves me for who I am and everything I have become.