small talk; dildos; soccer; freaking; coming on; getting off; getting on; keeping on; keeping on keeping on; being let off the hook; unsoldering the hook; oxygen; remaining calm in a crisis situation; minor crises; perspective; being aware, since it's like good and supportive, for the sake of the self-determined -as well as god's people's- freedom (i mean, argh, baa, we're all people too, and who knows, i don't need to know, or help anyone else prove that they're right in theor own way), and the security of this delicious, improper, spangly suck-off secular nation-- so, OK, ew, hey america, no comment, except like, unh huh, oh yeah, baby, shit, sorry about crawling up your skirts, you got all my respect, like we're not all like whoa-ass hot; other interests include but are not limited to: saying you can tell em what's up, they don't know you, admitting i'm the worst; admitting i'm the best; admitting that i'm both too little and too much to fight, i just make people wanna cry. But i'm digressing, back to the topic-- hide and go seek, if it's within boundaries, like the universe; marco polo--well, to be honest i just like swimming, i always had to be marco...; overwhelming people; reeling it in; pouting; catching myself pouting and really liking people who don't resent me if i smile about it; har-ing; girls named steve who dare to like me, but after i balk won't let me like them and only let me like myself, which i so painfully hate doing and really mostly don't, except when the stenciled-on world gets to vanish and the best parts of it are left to remain; all-stars; loons; buffalo; platen presses
some pistachios
Bonnie Raitt, pet shop boys, the who, weezer, cracker, erasure, the notwist, Donna Summer, sleater-kinney, the breeders, the pretenders,tom petty, pixies, roxy music, cyndi lauper, liz phair, joni mitchell, the who, led zeppelin, Bessie Smith, Ray Charles, Sam and Dave, Lena Horne, Martha and the Vandellas, Tracy Chapman, Marianne Faithfull, funky women singers and songwriters in general, madness, bob dylan, the kinks, the band, The go-gos, sha-na-na, the waitresses, beach boys, the fave, rocking chairs, old school rap, folk, punk, rock, folk punk, folk rock, drum n bass, hip hop, soul, motown, disco, flamenco, polka, traditional international music, esp. irish and celtic; brahms, frou frou, blonde redhead (equally damaged and in particular); air; air w beth hirsch; le tigre; cristopher cross; cat power; ladytron; rasputina; the go-gos; the bangles; stravinsky; mendelssohn, chopin, debussy, tchaikovsky, wind, freight trains passing, nina simone, ray charles, peter gabriel, led zeppelin, toots and the maytals, penguins milling, happy buzzing throngs; prince
Working Girl; Vibes; Regarding Henry; return of the jedi; Adam and Steve; best in show, shadow of the vampire, platoon, except the part about people dying and killing; inherit the wind, anne of green gables, ferris bueller's day off, ghostworld, wind, wild at heart, wild hearts can't be broken, switch, ma vie en rose (semi-), movies
Clicklist; Roseanne; for a rebus to freudian s&m/unraveling the feminine mystique, see tom and jerry (ow)
gertrude stein, edward gorey, colette, Thorton Wilder, Zora Neale Hurston, Maya Angelou, Bill Watterson, Tom Robbins, Truman Capote, e e cummings, Henry James, Jean Toomer, Edmund Spenser, William Blake; Virginia Woolf, Mary Wollstonecraft, Frank O'Hara, Jack Kerouac (besides On The Road), Ken Kesey, William Burroughs, Gilliaume Apollinaire, Joan Didion, Kurt Vonnegut; i'm sure there's someone i'm forgetting and feel bad about.. maybe it sometime comes to me.sometimes i wonder, how they stopped living their books enough times in a while to write down, and all so well, and if more than once, as many times, i do wonder that so much, and so often.. and where ~ is ~ the grotto. blotto. oh; sigh; oh, sigh oh
gunther gable williams, because his job was so neat, and while everybody was watching him he could still do what he did, embracing the joy with the tigers (was it lions or tigers, or both) every scintillating (gag me, what i mean is come on guys wow how bout that, that's something really cool) priceless, death-defying, breathless moment