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steph...

And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk

About Me

i see inherent possibilities, shimmering colors, and bright shiny surfaces when i look around me - and i'm focusing on those. i'm ready for something new.
overall, i'm a pixie. i enjoy people and i'll treat you just as well as you treat me and the people i love. i'll take responsibility for my actions and expect you to do the same.
*warning*: i have been known to bring rooms to a standstill by laughing. my laugh is loud and if you can't handle that, you probably don't want to get to know me because laughter is my favorite expression for every emotion.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 53%
Stability |||| 20%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 46%
Accommodation |||||| 30%
Interdependence |||||| 23%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||| 43%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||| 16%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||| 23%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||| 16%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||||||| 36%
Change averse |||||||||||| 50%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||| 36%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||| 17%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Indie |||||||||||||||||| 78% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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You Are Strength
You represent both fiery energy and steadfast will.
You are innocent and naive - yet unafraid and undaunted.
Perhaps you don't have the most powerful physical strength...
But your mental powers make up for any amount of muscle.
Your fortune:
Lately, you have been a pillar of ethics and moral strength.
And while things may be difficult, your faith in yourself will come through.
You may need to conquer the animalistic nature of yourself or others, with gentle force.
Although this may seem like the darkest hour for you, victory is near. What Tarot Card Are You?

My Interests

change growth getting up and getting out writing

Sun Sign: Taurus
Sun 24° Taurus 49' Taurus Horoscope
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Moon Sign: Pisces
Moon 13° Pisces 23' Pisces Horoscope
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Rising Sign: Scorpio
Ascendant 17° Scorpio 42' Scorpio Horoscope
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I'd like to meet:

honest, self-validated, opinionated lovers of laughter. i like people who aren't afraid to be themselves on a daily basis. that inspires me. people who like to talk AND listen. people who know anticipation is at least 75% of why the trip's worthwhile.
i'm not perfect and neither is my singing voice - sing with me anyway and we'll get along just fine.

people who want to hang out and do this:

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Music:



currently: imogen heap, everything but the girl, bitter:sweet, yeah yeah yeahs, natalie merchant, van morrison, belly, prince, U2, anything that strikes my fancy at the moment, and the ever present ani difranco. always amazed by ani. and i'm cultivating a taste for rufus wainwright...or rather those who love him around me are cultivating it for me....

Your Life Path Number is 5
Your purpose in life is to live freely and collect experiences.

You love life - new adventures, new people, new ideas.
You are very curious, and you crave novelty in all forms.
You tend to make friends easily, and you enjoy the company of all types of people.

In love, you are fun and even a bit intoxicating. But you won't stick around for long.

You are impulsive and spontaneous - which sometimes leads you to do things you regret.
Sometimes you can be overindulgent with food, sex, or drugs.
You have many talents, so many that you are often scattered and unfocused. What Is Your Life Path Number?

watch this!!! what a voice and it's hot!

Movies:

recently: pan's labyrinth - captivating; shortbus - exhilarating; the aristocrats - cracked me up; little miss sunshine - made me wish for a dysfunctional road trip with friends.

always and forever: david lynch movies, closer, moulin rouge, clash of the titans, excalibur, talented mr. ripley, garden state, big lebowski. i like movies that don't give it up right away.

Television:

television is filler and i don't need much of that kind of filler lately. but i will watch lost and bsg on itunes and will rent a good series when it comes out on dvd

Milton

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Books:

ishmael, cat in the mirror, any stephen king, prince ombra, firebrand, east of eden, and a bunch of books in my room i intend to read right now.

Heroes:

Major Margaret Witt - she's fighting the good fight for herself and others.
anyone who keeps running for the train after 7 or 8, they have to be running for some reason....i think they are out to change the world...

My Blog

fair warning 2

  this is pretty much a response to my last blog and the rut it represents.  i woke up this morning and for whatever reason&i woke up optimistic.  crazy, i know, but keep reading. &nbs...
Posted by steph... on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 08:49:00 PST

fair warning

libido&a slippery scamptempestuous at bestflashing teeththen running for cover heart&a clever beastconvincing mei never want to hunt again soul&a ruminating heathenalone in a dark corner ...
Posted by steph... on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 09:59:00 PST

the hormones are working....

i'm looking more masculine every day.......
Posted by steph... on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 11:11:00 PST

picture perfect

viewing events through the red shift of this life situations seem clear however, pictures rarely convey truth and always leave emotion behind burning quests for knowledge truly a keen ability to a...
Posted by steph... on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 12:10:00 PST

revisionist history - revised

i am fertile groundglowing light burstingwith the fervent energyof life unlivedburied secretsbegging to be unveiled spread me open a newfound joy push and pullstretch and weave the fabric of my mind ...
Posted by steph... on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 02:11:00 PST

unspoken

i know how deep anger flows it is all that keeps you bound to me, now i wish that you would let go,let me go, stop this circuitous flailing motion, start taking care of the only one that ever held the...
Posted by steph... on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 11:38:00 PST

misplaced

intelligence won't see you through molded undergrowth years of patient practice perfectly placed buoys keep you from feeling the undertow that will place those bones atop the hidden treasures ...
Posted by steph... on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 10:13:00 PST

goals

by the end of this year i would like to achieve these goals (drum roll please):50 lbs lostlife in new city gainedbankruptcy filedgre taken applications to schools submitted for spring/fall 2009 admitt...
Posted by steph... on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 03:38:00 PST

too fitting to ignore

this has so already happened - even the perceived importance is appropriately noted!  ; ) ..>'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com..> ...
Posted by steph... on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 04:18:00 PST

heres to the new %*&^%$ new year!

everyone has that time of year. the insert-your-depressing-annual-event-here period of time. birthdays, death of a loved one, anniversaries...etc. for me it's always been new years. i have spent m...
Posted by steph... on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 03:30:00 PST