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Kevin DeMattia

Work hard, play hard

About Me

a.k.a. Vanilla Gorilla, VanGor, VG, K-Dog, KDM, Eyebrows
Dazed and battered by life's incessant ignominies I am still ecstatic to be here now. Incapacitated by procrastination I find beauty in the silhouetted buildings and people as the sun sets streets wet in pyrite light. The night calls and begs me out to skulk through downtown's vacant veins. Do art. You are blessed to know me ... .. ..
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My Interests

Fixed gear, exploring abandoned buildings, tattoos, beer, anything extreme.

I'd like to meet:

Earth Crisis facial tattoo guy, Lucky Diamond Rich, Kapal Nath (Gary Stevenson), Yngwie Malmsteen.

Music:

I am the hairless metal-head!! I also enjoy Jane's Addiction, Barkmarket, Lungfish, Bad Brains, Slayer, Mermen, the Sword, Hank III, Annihilation Time, Big Business, Clutch, Arcus Incus Ululat, Zen Guerrilla, High on Fire, David Allen Coe, the Cramps, and anything with loud, grooving guitars!!

Movies:

Solondz, Tarantino, Coen Brothers, documentaries

Television:

I only get 6 grainy channels so it's not much fun to watch...I'll see you on YouTube!

Books:

Killer: A Journal of Murder, You Can't Win (Jack Black), Apocalypse Culture (1 & 2), any Rollins, Amok Journal, Drinking: A Love Story, any Dali.

Heroes:

Perry Farrell, Genesis P-Orridge, Lucky Diamond Rich, people thriving outside the mainstream. Anyone who's died.

My Blog

you weren’t at Earthless, you are lame

Feel like the entire Universe is crawling back into my skull..I've lost everything. The onlt thing I can say is that I danced harder tonight than you ever have in your entire life, I cried harder toni...
Posted by Kevin DeMattia on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 07:58:00 PST

i i love love

As my body lays in state my soul ripples outwards/inwards at the speed of life ---the pebble of my existence dropped into this Life's waters the year one thousand nine hundred sixty-nine, ride the gen...
Posted by Kevin DeMattia on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 07:35:00 PST

YOU HAVE not SUFFERED ENOUGH

like an avalanche all the sunlight from your childhood gets compressed, stressed funnelled thru your parent's eyes and poured out with the melted rebar from the twin towers as humans cascaded Ear...
Posted by Kevin DeMattia on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 07:17:00 PST

fuvk yo!\]

AS I croak you will not look at your Father's portrait and picture how YOU were at his AGE... HA HA !! He didn't know about Vice mag or the OH ZONE layer...I crawl up the blade of grass and drink the ...
Posted by Kevin DeMattia on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 04:21:00 PST

go fuck your grandfather’s grandfather you FAGGOTT?

As your tears drip down my face, and the dirt that covers your lies dries in the morning sun.  Your smile evaporates as as God's light cleanses your percieved hate.  Perry's voice: echoes, e...
Posted by Kevin DeMattia on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 03:46:00 PST

WE are YOU!

I sing this song for YOU: I am the voice of the ants squished I am the voice of the lobsters I am the voice of mosquitos, crabs, and cockroaches. DON'T KILL US!!! WE ARE YOU!!!! End our Life...
Posted by Kevin DeMattia on Fri, 18 Jul 2008 05:30:00 PST

I drank alcohol tonite?

Space flickers it's tendrils  as Time grimly rolls (roils) on.  I was there. My backyard.  Dad carved me a Belt Buckle.  And all the Trees agreed that this guy was a 'good person'....
Posted by Kevin DeMattia on Fri, 18 Jul 2008 05:23:00 PST

Carl Panzram

Am I nuts or only living for Today!  But today is my 21st workday in a row...what a blur of crappy moments sheared thru with the incandescent sword of Fate's Jester spitting his laughter thru the...
Posted by Kevin DeMattia on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 06:55:00 PST

britney spears

and it all comes down as sunlight erodes everything that we hold holy...you sleep and i'm awake trying to untangle Life's obsessions with ruining everything...Your skull will reflect the lightt from e...
Posted by Kevin DeMattia on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 03:24:00 PST

yer fukked

Sipping from a  tainted thermos with sleep coiling and roiling waiting to hug me under the covers and lick my sleeping psyche with her problem-drenched tongue and whisper into my sleeping mi...
Posted by Kevin DeMattia on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 02:27:00 PST