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Dollface

I see the fragments of my dreams Shattered on the ground Everything is lost I gave you everything I

About Me


My name is Amanda Christina. I am a 28 year female.
I have a daughter Nadia,husband Daniel, and two step children Sarah and Ian.

I have three brothers and two sisters.I am the oldest daughter.My two older brothers are Joseph and David and my younger brother is Phill. My younger sisters are Jennifer and Lyla.I have three bad ass nephews so far and two nephews on the way.
I come from a big family my mom also being one of six so I have plenty of cousins.Family is very important to me and I do look out for loved ones no matter what and I always put them first.

I live in San Antonio,Texas born and raised all though I did live in the valley for the first ten years of my life.I don't have a Texas accent.Thank You.I have been told that people have thought I am from up north I asked them why they said I am very blunt and I actually talk properly.I still am not sure but I take that as a complaiment and a insult to Texans.Screw it though I don't like people here anyway.I am a nice person until you get to know me then you would probally just think I am a bitch I am very honest and rarely hold back feelings so if I think it you will hear it.Other than that I am straight forward not very emotional and hate drama with a passion so I don't have many friends cause people tend to create conflict



My Interests



I have alot of diffrent interests so here are some:
Anything in history that has happened on my birthday April 25 for example:
April 25,1792 Highwayman Nicolas J. Pelletier becomes the first person executed by guillotine.
People who share my birthday.
Video games(I love halo and my x box 360).
Forensics.
True Crime.
The Occult.
Cartomancy(the ability to tell peoples fortune by regular playing cards).
Astrology.The Paranormal.
Tattoos.
Piercings.
Writing.
Poetry.
Drawing.
Painting.
Sculpting.
Music.

I'd like to meet:


Who I would like to meet
and who I wish I could have met God
Jesus
Edgar Allen Poe
Marilyn Monroe
Brandon Lee
Franz Kafka
Albert Camus
H.P.Lovecraft
Maila Nurmi
Bella Lugosi
Johnny Cash
Asia Argento
George Romero
Tom Savini
Vinnie Jones
Madonna
Andrew Dice Clay
Kat Von D
Corey Miller
Paul Booth
Olivia De Berardinis
Dita Von Teese
Margaret Cho
Bettie Page
Poppy Z.Brite
Amy Lee
Joanie Laurer
Jeremy Shockey

Kevin Durand
Trent Reznor

Javier Bardem

Anyone who is cool and drama free.
I am not here to judge people on anything but their own actions so if you act like a fucking idiot be prepared to be treated like one.

Music:


Types of Music I like:
Ska.Punk.Oi.Rockabilly.Psychobilly.Country (the older stuff).Gothic.Gothic Industrial.Gothic Metal.Rock.Electro.Industrial.House Music(some).Classical.

Combichrist.
Panzer AG.
Icon of Coil.
Scandy.
Northbourne.
Agonoize.
Wumpscut.
Suicide Commando.
Kmfdm.
Hocico.
Klute.
Frontline Assembly.
VNV Nation.
Blutengel.
Bellamorte.
Lords of Acid.
Front242.
Aphex Twin.
Skinny Puppy.

Pigface.
Ministry.
Revolting Cocks.
Hanzel und Gretyl.
The Chemical Brothers.
Death in Vegas.
Grendel.
Zeromancer.
Gothminister.
Switchblade Symphony.
Darkwell.
The Misfits.
Danzig.
Nightwish.
Lacuna Coil.
Leaves Eyes.
Novembers Doom.
The Rasmus.
Sisters of Mercy.
Evanescence.
Bauhaus.
The Birthday Massacre.
Mindless Self Indulgence.
Xandria.

Tool.
A Perfect Circle.
Deftones.
Drowning Pool.
Mudvayne.
Rob Zombie.
Cold.
Marilyn Manson.
Chevelle.
Trapt.
Cradle of Filth.
Otep.
Arch Enemy.
Tiger Army.
Nekromantix.
Rancid.
The Transplants.
Suicide Machines.
The Business.
Horrorpops.
The Damned.
Social Distortion.





Movies:



Types of movies I like:
Anything Horror.I love foreign horror movies the best.Gore.Sci Fi.Action.Drama.Suspense.Movies that are unpredictable.Asian Horror Movies.Mob Movies.
I will give any movie a chance unless it is a romantic movie(chick flick,chick porn,snooze fest,boregasm,whatever you want to call it) I don't care if its comedy if its drama if it has a mushy ending I will hate it happy endings are for people who don't like reality
Faviorte Directors:
Lucio Fulci.Eli Roth.Mario Bava.Sam Rami.David Lynch.Stanley Kubrick.Oliver Stone.Robert Rodriguez.Clive Barker.John Carpenter.Quentin Tarantino.George Romero.Dario Argento.
The Bird With the Crystal Plumage.The Cat O' Nine Tails. Four Flies on Grey Velvet.The Five Days of Milan.Deep Red.Suspiria.Inferno.Tenebrae.Phenomena.Opera.Two Evil Eyes.Trauma.The Stendhal Syndrome.The Phantom of the Opera.Sleepless.Jenifer.Card Dealer.Pelts.Demons. Demons 2. The Church.Night of the Living Dead.Day of the Dead.Dawn of the Dead.Land of the Dead.Diary of the Dead.Martin.Bruiser.Creep Show 1.Creepshow 2.Blue Velvet.Dune.Boxing Helena.The Elephant Man.Wild at Heart.Lost Highway.Mulholland Drive.Heat.15 minutes.Taxi Driver.Audition.

Battle Royale 1.Battle Royale 2.The Eye 1.The Eye 2 .One missed call.Suicide Club.Last House on the left.Hostel 1.Hostel 2.Cabin Fever.Evil Dead 1.Evil Dead 2 Dead by Dawn.Army of Darkness.Dead Alive.Dead and Breakfast.Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Halloween 1.Halloween 2.Dead End.Kill Bill Volume 1.Kill Bill Volume 2.Pulp Fiction.Resevoir Dogs.No Country for Old Men.

Hellboy.The Devil's Backbone.The Jacket.The Machinist.3:10 to Yuma.Equilibrium.True Romance.The Usual Suspects.Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.Romper Stomper.Gladiator.Lord of the Rings.Kalifornia.Ravenous.Transformers.The Prestige.The Illusionist.Before the Devil knows your dead.King Kong.Bram Stoker's Dracula.Mary Shelley's Frankenstein.Nosferatu.

Subspecies.The Crow.Natural Born Killers.Full Metal Jacket.A Clockwork Orange.Howling.28 days later.28 weeks later.300

.30 Days of Night.Old Boy.The Orphanage.Pan's Labryinth.Ichi the Killer.Smoking Aces.A Beautiful Mind.Alien.Hot Fuzz.Shaun of the Dead.May.The Toolbox Murders.The Hills Have Eyes.Exorcist.Predator.AVP.AVP-R.Seven.Silent Hill.American Psycho.

State of Grace.Casino.Gangs of New York.The Transporter.American History X.Apocolypto.There Will be Blood.American Gangster.Iron Man.The Brotherhoof of the Wolf.High Tension.Phantom of the Opera.

Rambo.Requiem for a Dream.The Shining.Koma.A tale of two sisters.Prom Night.Rosemary's baby.Psycho.Ginger Snaps 1.Ginger Snaps 2.Ginger Snaps Back.Firestarter.The Prophecy 1.The Prophecy 2.The Prophecy 3.
Remakes:
The Eye.One Missed Call.Amittyville Horror.The Texas Chainsaw Massacre.Halloween.The Hills have Eyes.The Thing.Shutter.







Television:


Channels I watch:
Bravo.The History Channel.FX.Sci-Fi.Amc.Msnbc.Cnn.Fox News.True Tv (formally known as court tv).Mtv.Vh1.AnE.Hbo.The Discovery Channel.National Geographics.E.Tlc.Food Network.

Shows I watch:
Fight Science.Dr. G Medical Examiner.Cold Case files.The First 48.Forensic Files.Human Weapon.Last Man Standing.Lock-up.Red Eye.The Soup.Best Week Ever.Human Giant.Gangland.Modern Marvels.Dirty Jobs.Ace of Cakes.Taboo.Intervention.Cash Cab.Jeopardy.Robot Chicken.

True Blood

Books:


Faviorte Authors:
Albert Camus.Anthony Burgess.John Milton.Franz Kafka.Poppy Z.Brite.H.P.Lovecraft.Stephen King.Dean Koontz.John Saul.Neil Gaiman
Hunter S.Thompson.Edgar Allen Poe.
Books I like:

The Stranger.The Plague.The Third Man.Exile in the Kingdom.A Happy Death.The Fall.Paradise Lost.The Inferno.Drawing Blood.Lost Souls.Love In Vein.Mr.Murder.Intensity.A Clockwork Orange.Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
The Mammoth book of True Crime.A Brave New World
The types of books I like:New Age
Astrology
Fiction
Science Fiction
Poetry and Literature
Forensics
Occult
Mythology
Horror
History

Heroes:



My Mom for always being strong and being there we I needed her
My Husband Daniel for loving me for who I am and how I am
My little girl Nadia for being the sunshine in my life
My step children Sarah and Ian for accepting me as a mother and friend

My family who has given me strength to persevere in life
People that inspire me through their writings,art,music or personal style.

My Blog

I remember Halloween

Years go by and things people have said have only been just wordsnothing behind themmore empty promisesanother reason to not believein anyone or anythingOnce again I put my trust in someoneto only hav...
Posted by Dollface on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 05:31:00 PST

I honestly dont know what to call this

My eyes burn and are the color of blood my tears run down my face and it hurts every single piece of flesh every bone in my body my heart is heavy and my mind is fucked I want to run yet I want to...
Posted by Dollface on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 07:46:00 PST

Hey Coward

You sent me anonymous messages in my truth boxNow that the truth box is gonewill you leave me messageshaving to show yourselfI don't think soYou are a fucking cowardno matter what you say there are pl...
Posted by Dollface on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 08:05:00 PST

Shallow Grave

No matter how many years go by no matter how many tears I've cried your memory is still haunting me haunted by you in my dreams nothing is the way it seems I still feel you even though now y...
Posted by Dollface on Sun, 17 Aug 2008 02:43:00 PST

The One I Adore

I am dying tonight I am prepared for the grave that holds no wisdom only the never-ending cold and darkness which will imprison my body but not my soul for my soul has been given to the person that ...
Posted by Dollface on Sun, 17 Aug 2008 02:31:00 PST

You tell me and Ill tell you

post your name!   Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do ...1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind m...
Posted by Dollface on Sun, 17 Aug 2008 02:59:00 PST

To my Grandpa

You always accepted me for who I was and you never judged me for the mistakes I made you always loved me no matter what and your love is all you gave You touched so many peoples hearts ...
Posted by Dollface on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 01:06:00 PST

Melancholy

On sleepless nights I lay here and think only of you I don't think of sleeping alone I think of the nights when I slept with you  in your arms You were mine no worries no heartache no pain just...
Posted by Dollface on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 04:01:00 PST

My Death

Like a hungry vulture you eat away at my flesh till you take the bloody pieces of my heart        Leaving me empty and torn apart       &nbs...
Posted by Dollface on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 03:55:00 PST

Falling

I wake in the middle of the night and you are not here laying beside me you have chosen to end what we had you no longer hold me you no longer kiss me and you no longer love me And as much as I have t...
Posted by Dollface on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 03:53:00 PST