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~**On*WeAk*KneeS*I*StAnD**~

~*They always try to tell you you'll be alright in time, but what do they know? They're just another

About Me

I'm Chyenna... I'm a Licensed Massage Therapist in Algona, Iowa. I work at an Aveda salon called Innovations Salon and Spa... that's right, I rub people for a living! I love to go out n have a good time. I like to dance and I LOVE music. If ya wanna know anything else... just ask!~**As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back**~ love layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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My Interests

I love DANCING... dance team, the club, parties - anywhere there's music, I'm dancing!

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who's into havin fun!! Someday I'd like to meet Jenna Jameson for being so brave; Orlando Bloom because he's just that hott; My grandpa Fred because he was supposedly a LOT meaner than my daddy and I quite honestly didn't think that was possible; the creator of boy shorts because I'm obsessed and I'd like to thank him/her for being the genious he/she is; J-lo for the mere fact that I'd like to compare our asses; and many more people... I just can't think of them right now!!

Music:

Submersed, Alexisonfire, 10 Years, Alter Bridge, Aiden, Shadows Fall, Sick Puppies, Feul, Trapt, Tool, Faktion, Evans Blue, Revelation Theory, Skillet, Pillar, Red, Cold, Theory of a Deadman, Staind, Chevelle, Mudvayne, Breaking Benjamin, Collective Soul, Seether, It Dies Today, Kill Hannah, Revis, Three Days Grace, The Exies, 12 Stones, Building a Better Spaceship, Smile Empty Soul, Saliva, and tons more!!!!!

Movies:

My very favoritest movie in the whole wide world is The Notebook. Believe it or not, there are guys out there like Noah, you just have to look really hard for them!!

Television:

I could say I want to die by your side one day, but I could never speak the words because they haven't wrote the words that mean enough to me. . .

Books:

~**One day I'm gonna forget your name and one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain**~

Heroes:

I look up to nobody but myself. I am my own hero, my own friend, and my own enemy. I know that my actions come with consequences, sometimes good, and many times bad. I've taken the card of life I was given, and have played it game by game. Sometimes I win and sometimes I lose... I've lost loved ones, but I've won experience... like they say, don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened!!

My Blog

PART 2 - Piece of complete and solid BULLSHIT

FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE NOT READ THE FIRST HALF, PLEASE REFER BACK IN YOUR BULLETIN BOARD (or to my blog) TO A MESSAGE ENTITLED "Piece of Complete and Solid BULLSHIT" - before reading this one, so ...
Posted by ~**On*WeAk*KneeS*I*StAnD**~ on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 04:38:00 PST

BULLSH*T

Stupid, selfish, arrogant, dumbass exes.  I hate them.  At this moment... with a PASSION.  They break up with you and then expect EVERYONE they're remotely friends with to forget you ex...
Posted by ~**On*WeAk*KneeS*I*StAnD**~ on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 11:54:00 PST

Another work in progress....

Darkness all around.  Silence.  No sounds.  No sight and no hearing, a tease in itself.  Surrounded by your sweet aroma.  Your lips, subtle, sweep my neck - heat probing deep ...
Posted by ~**On*WeAk*KneeS*I*StAnD**~ on Fri, 19 May 2006 04:35:00 PST

More...

You don't deserve me anymore You gave everything away Threw me out cuz you were scared I begged you to let me stay I wasn't good enough to be your girl Or maybe just too good? I loved you madly, deepl...
Posted by ~**On*WeAk*KneeS*I*StAnD**~ on Fri, 19 May 2006 04:26:00 PST

A work in progress...

You got away with me tonight Took me away from all my sins Take me, hold me closer I can feel you break me in Wrap your arms around me Hold tight, don't let me go Lay a kiss upon my lips If you do it,...
Posted by ~**On*WeAk*KneeS*I*StAnD**~ on Fri, 19 May 2006 04:23:00 PST

All in All I'm...

                                    &n...
Posted by ~**On*WeAk*KneeS*I*StAnD**~ on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 04:40:00 PST

Writer's Block x 3

Darkness surrounds me Swirling tight around my head I can't help but to think Of those fateful words that you said There's a burning in my lungs The air ripped out of my chest I've always known deep d...
Posted by ~**On*WeAk*KneeS*I*StAnD**~ on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 04:32:00 PST

Go away feeling......

You were beautiful to me. I don't know what happened, but I'm sad. I lost you.  I miss you.  I love you. What have I got left? I long to stare into those beautiful, endless, crystaline eyes...
Posted by ~**On*WeAk*KneeS*I*StAnD**~ on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 04:26:00 PST

I miss him...

I don't know what to do. I'm so confused about life... all around... It seems like when I find someone I'm happy with... SOMEBODY finds a way to screw it up... am I doing something wrong or am I just ...
Posted by ~**On*WeAk*KneeS*I*StAnD**~ on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 09:09:00 PST

Him

Blood drips From my fingertips I wipe away the tears Taking What it's making Shove it down your throat Smoke runs From the end of the gun Shot right through your soul Shattered Everything t...
Posted by ~**On*WeAk*KneeS*I*StAnD**~ on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 05:33:00 PST