Shihouin Lillith

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who is real. Those who do not necessarily believe in the same thing as me, but are open minded to my dreams and interests and to the entire world itself. Those who are strong, but through strength find a gentleness. Those who can be firm, but yet still able to bend and find flexibility with things. Those who are realistic and understand the rythem of urban living, but yet can still understand and harmoninize with our roots. Mother earth nature and the swirling void from which we all originated. One who can love and is not afraid of their sexuallity and their views on sex, but at the same time, is able to exercise restraint and respect for those who are not looking for a cheap one night stand and for those who, like myself, are very faithful to those they love, honor, cherish, and respect. One who understands and can converse about the politics and corporate bueracricy of our modern day world, but one who is not consumed by the corruption hatred, dispare and longing in which it has deteriourated into. These are the people i wish to meet. For these are the people in which i place my trust and honor. And these are the people i respect. IF yer one of these people, then feel free to drop me a line some time.
These are some of my fave pics/pieces of my artwork. Again, the legal shit blog is in effect only these images that are not mine are copywrite their respective owners:

Your Deadly Sins

Elegant dark

Fallen

Naturally Dark

Murderous/Scary Dark

Music:

Metal and Rave. You want the names of bands? Okay here we go: Metallica (old not new sell out shit!) ACDC Static-X Stabbing Westward Slipknot (old stuff not the new shit) Ozzy Osbourne Black Sabbath Ill Nino Korn Disturbed Rob Zombie White Zombie Garbage Kittie Lords of Acid Juno Reactor Decoded Feedback Billy Idol (That's REAL punk music ya frag'n posers!) Therion Daphne Rose Mudvayne Mushroom Head Rachel Starr Seven Dust Fear Factory Drowning Pool Strata Ashley Jade Spine Shank Dope Mindless Self Indulgence Mind.In.A.Box VNV Nation Ahh the hell wit it lol! Just look at my music player. They pretty much play everything i love.

Yamato SpiritYou are Yamato Spirit. You are the most elder and
the most natural samurai. Elder rules and only
your own experience is your beacon in this dangerous world.
You think globally. Local deals are not
important for you. You work very hard to gather experience. You can
command people. You can tell them the truth.
You can call them and they will obey and follow you in any battle.
Actually you are more than samurai.

::What kind of Samurai you are?::
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Movies:

The Last Samurai (It makes me cry), Lord of the Rings Trilogy, and Underworld baby! I would so do Selena! That and the crow. Everything else is an anime title. I suggest FLCL it'll have you laughing for hours. Just dont' try to make sence out of it. Its supposed to be pointless.

Television:

TV SUX! Though i am kinda fond of Teen Titans! Take Raven and Starfire and mash them into one being and you have me. I wouldn't mind putting them in my bed either.

Books:

As a pegan i have read like a ton of books. I'll list you some to look into if you're interested in studying witchcraft or if you just wanna learn more. Also i'll give you the name of a few authors who are excellent writers. Necronomicon The Complete Book of Magic & Witch Craft revised edition by Kathryn Paulsen Earth, Air, Fire & Water; more techniques of natural magic by Scott Cunningham Nocturnal Witchcraft Magick After Dark By Konstantinos The Grimoire for the Apprentice Wizard By Oberon Zell-Ravenheart Any books by Nora Roberts! Books by R. A. Salvatore Graphic Novels of Masamune Shirow
MY SCHOOL HOMEPAGE
An awsome Pegan Store

Heroes:

Wow, do i really even look up to anyone? Not really, and that's not just because i hate people, that's cause no one has ever really gone out of their way for me for me to call them my "Hero". Instead here's a list of people who have kept me sane these past 23 years. There's been many people who have been there for me, my friends and family who have seen me through the worst of the worst. This is a shout out to all of you. (in no particular order): Carrie (motherfucking)Ickes: To my love, (my wife), and my eternal life mate. You've given me, so many reasons to love you. The first time we met..you told me dont forget what i want what i need. These things i must protect. I promise you, i will carry through my mind. You've taught me, so many things, i never knew. You are the first to know, the things i do not show. From my past, what i've done, these things i have let go. I promise you i will, never forget, all the things, that make me who i am. You've helped me grow in ways, i've never knew i could. You only want the best for me, to help be what i should. I promise you i will do the best the can. To open up the eyes of those who just dont understand. You've given me so many reasons to love. And i do, i do love you. Forever and always. Ted: Love you Teddy, you taught me alot in my life believe it or not. You also helped me find the spirit within me. Thanks Donald (D): Welcome home Don! I'm sorry Arizona didn't work out. But you are still one of my heros. Melissa: You are still on this list cause you did teach me one thing....that everyone in Altoona...will only turn their back on me. I owe you a thank you for that much.. Bob: You are a good friend even though there are things about me you don't want to accept and my never understand. But still in the end you call me friend. Thanx for always being there. Jess: Of course, you can't mention Bob without his fiancee Jess. As psychotic as you are Jess i'd still call upon you if i ever needed your help in neway. I know, you're probably wondering what you could help me with when i'm usually always helping you but its not always about knowledge jess. Sometimes its just about needing a friend. Stay real always! Oh and Jess, relax once in awhile kay? ^_^ Corey: You're STILL a Dork! But, you're MY dork and always will be. I know you got alot of things to deal with and i haven't always been fair to you. Hell, i used to beat the shit outta you! But if i didn't would you be as tough as you are today? Probably not hun. neway, you've been there too. Sometimes even if its just to listen to me rant! heh. Don't lose u. Kevin: Kevin's been like almost a brother to me for years. Though for the longest time he was a big stoner, he's outta that stage now. You're probably the one outta everyone who's changed the most but yet not become ne less of a friend. In fact you're probably more a friend now than you were in the past. Keep up the studies and the good work. Thanx for being there. Shawn (Goliath): My big-lil brother. Heh, you are the like the apitumy of freak but you are also one of the most real people i know. We've had our ups our downs and that time that you wanted to kill me. You've been there through just about everything. And know alot about me that others don't. Stay strong, it will get better trust me. Joyce: Hey, you're still a little waify thing but i still luv ya like a sister! I hope your baby grows up strong just like Shawn. Keep him in order for me cause i can't all the time. You've been there too don't think you haven't. Take care. JB: Believe it or not i still call you friend. I dunno what you call me ne more because i havent' had the chance to get back with you lately. Don't let bitterness destroy a friendship. Greg: Man you are STILL a geek! And you are probably always going to be. I put you on here because believe it or not sometimes when i just needed company you were there. That counts for something. ^_^ Casey-san: CASEY! FREYA LOVES YOU BABY! heh, you've been like better than all my boyfriends and we dated for like what? a month? Hell i dun even remember heh! But neway. You've always been there to pick me up when i fell. I'm still gonna find you a girl one of these days! You WILL bow to my powers! Jus remember, Kalib rocks! -_^ Spur: You are like the voice of reason amongst a thousand gibbering idiots! Heh. THe way you've helped me is more as a becon of order in an ocean of chaos. We really need to talk more. Axel-chan: I so miss you axel. I only hope that you're out there somewhere and you're happy and healthy. Jus remember, you could have been mine! *winknuzzlefondlegropehugz* ^_^ I can't even begin to count the times you've been there. Jus remember, kitties are better than doggies any day! Suz: I dunno what to say to you. You are like a brother as well. The dopey goofy older brother that in his own stupid way gives me advice because he knows i won't listen to reason. Heh, neway, i hope you succeed in life. Best wishes. Janette: We dated for what like 3 days? heh, oh well, we make better friends. We may not have known each other for long but you've helped me through some things. I hope you become the second best anime artist in the world. (because i'm naturally the first!) -_^ Jason: i dunno where you're at now but you've always been kewl to me. You've helped me through some things that i probably wouldn't have gotten through if not for you. Give my love to the family. Paul: Whom i just got reaquinted with recently, has been like the main person i always bitched about stupid shit to just because he has the same ideals as me. Stay real HD! Sam: One of my many D&D buddies. I hope the family is doing good and thanx for always having something to say, whether it was helpful or not. You may not be a genious hun, but you are older than me. Age brings wisdom. That's something i respect. Allan (Taker): I dunno if you've really ever helped me with any personal problems but you're kewl so you HAVE to get a small spot somewhere! heh. Keep up the good work. You're also one of the only DM's that could play like me. Terry's Dad(i cant remember your name): You taught me disipline and things about the world. And proved to me that genius and strength comes in all shapes and sizes. Thank you. I hope you win the battle you fight with your own demons. Know that you have my undying respect always. Sarah: Thank you for just being you. You've helpd myself and my significant other. Thanx for just being there. And of course, my mom: I love you mom. Without you, i'd never be the woman i am today. Thank you. That's all i can think of right now. If i come up with any more i'll add them. And if i forgot anyone feel free to remind me you know my memory sux!