Existence in solitude... |
I would usually argue if I disagreed, but at this moment, I feel as if no words uttered would suffice. The sky is dark, the world is big, but not that big. My heart is open wide, but I still feel my...
Posted by Chela Bela on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 09:17:00 PST |
Satisfaction? |
Looking back over my life thus far, my blogs, and my other writings...I have noticed that I am always searching for something, never quite content with the space that I am in, with my current state. ...
Posted by Chela Bela on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 06:16:00 PST |
It's me, always here and always free... |
This journey that I am on continues to flow, ebb, flow, ebb, flow. I appreciate the lulls as well as the whirlwinds. In this here and now I feel a mixture of calm and deep deep depth of feeling. I ...
Posted by Chela Bela on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 12:13:00 PST |
Wandering vs. Being |
I spent the day doing, um...nothing. A time of reflection and wandering thoughts. Each thought impacts me as if it is the first thought I have ever had. Where do I go with this endless chatter? It...
Posted by Chela Bela on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 07:20:00 PST |
"It's Like I've Learned How to Breathe Easily..." |
I am learning to really appreciate this ebb and flow we call life. I made the decision to live a life where happiness is one of the key ingredients and since than, I have really been actively working...
Posted by Chela Bela on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 01:32:00 PST |
To each their own... |
So let it be, let it be...be what the fuck you wanna be and do what the fuck you wanna do as long as it is in peace and alignment with your soul and is not hurting others. Just let it be, be wit...
Posted by Chela Bela on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 09:51:00 PST |
What I Need!!! |
You see, what I need is something new, something I jump up to do in the morning, something raw and real, no florescent lighting, no computer tables and stuffy offices, something amazing, something tha...
Posted by Chela Bela on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 08:52:00 PST |
The longest day ever!!! |
I am at the very end of my bachelor's degree. In fact, today is my final day of classes, but as I have completed everything and just have to turn in my final paper at 3:30pm, I am just trying to...
Posted by Chela Bela on Thu, 08 Dec 2005 10:54:00 PST |
Itching to move |
I am in Flagstaff Arizona, but I have been inside almost the entirity of the day, except for when I went with dad and family to look at a prospective house, which lasted about an hour...
I am a bum bu...
Posted by Chela Bela on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 10:10:00 PST |
On the road to where? |
As I sit here in the USF library for the last semester of my bachellor's...I think to myself, where will I be in a few months, what will I be doing and with whom. What an interesting place to be...
Posted by Chela Bela on Tue, 04 Oct 2005 09:43:00 PST |
