morbid angel

an hours worth of dream is what i had. in that time i saw the blood spill between friend and i. open my eyes and saw that this dream did not subside. lying awake on my floor staring off into the music sleep my darling sleep for this time tomorrow you shall not wake. and none will foresee what lies behind closed doors. no longer your puppet cut the slack from the strings control is lost. what do you see besides a lifeless shell. i was never alive from the start. only life i had was when my strings were pulled even then my skin would crack. did you ever really listen. or were you to consumed by suicides lies. like an old toy replaced with a new IM put away for keep sakes for the memories you never wanted to remind you i have the life you would never want alone with the others that are forgotten everything die's in the end i just past before my time. to set the wrong things right it dose not matter how hard you hold on given time i will have my place in the dirt with only my name remembered in the stone six feet above. i am alone IM am what you fear the most of becoming the ((nothing ))body, .bodyContent { background-image: background-position:Top Left; background-attachment:scroll; background-repeat:repeat; border-width:0px; border-style:Solid; scrollbar-face-color:333333; scrollbar-highlight-color:bbbbbb; scrollbar-3dlight-color:bbbbbb; scrollbar-shadow-color:cccccc; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:555555; scrollbar-arrow-color:EE2222; scrollbar-track-color:666666; cursor:crosshair; }table table { border:0px; }table table table table { border:0px; background-image:none; background-color:transparent; }table table table { border-style:Solid; border-width:0px; background-attachment:fixed; }table, tr, td, li, p, div,.text,.redtext, .blacktext12 { color:882244; font-size:12pt; font-weight:bold; font-style:italic; }.whitetext12, .orangetext15 { color:8822CC; font-size:16pt; font-family:Verdana; font-weight:bold; font-style:italic; }.lightbluetext8, .blacktext10, .redbtext,.btext { color:cccccc; font-size:12pt; font-family:Arial; font-weight:bold; font-style:italic; }.nametext { color:AA22AA; font-size:18pt; font-family:Verdana; font-weight:bold; font-style:italic; }a:active, a:visited, a:link, a.searchlinksmall:active, a.searchlinksmall:visited, a.searchlinksmall:link, a.navbar:active, a.navbar:visited, a.navbar:link, a.redlink:active, a.redlink:visited, a.redlink:link { color:None; font-style:italic; }a:hover, a.searchlinksmall:hover, a.navbar:hover, a.redlink:hover { font-style:italic; }.contactTable { width:300px!important; height:150px!important; padding:0px!important; background-image:background-attachment:scroll; background-position:center center; background-repeat:no-repeat; background-color:transparent;}.contactTable table, table.contactTable td {padding:0px !important; border:0px; background-color:transparent; background-image:none/i7/4/1/21/ct_5ef685697a70.png); ;}.contactTable a img {visibility:hidden; border:0px!important;}.contactTable a {display:block; height:28px; width:115px;background-color:transparent!important;}.contact Table .text {font-size:1px!important;}.contactTable .text, .contactTable a, .contactTable img {filter:none!important;background-color:none!important;} .contactTable .whitetext12 {display:none;; }img { filter:Gray; }