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Valerie

Isolation smells like rubber and alcohol

About Me


I will attempt to sum myself up here I guess...I am Valerie.. Not really like everyone else in the sense that I might be a little weirder, but then again everyone in the world is weird in their own way. Everything interests me and studying everything around me is a favorite past time. I like to try new things and enjoy my life as much as I can. Psychology governs a lot of my life. Which means, Yea.. sorry.. I am going to ask a lot of damn questions if you talk to me. I am kind of shy but at the same time I'm not. I strive to make myself a better person as everyday passes. I am not without my own faults. I have stereo-typical bitchy girl moments, but most of the time I am easy to get along with. I am not really hyper but I drink ten cups of coffee daily so there is a chance that one out of those seven days in a week I am going to be off the wall. LoL. Um..Artistic in the sense that I find beauty in things that some people will see nothing.Um.. What else.. I am kind of cynical, kind of morbid, kind of funny, kind of sweet..I have some pretty strong views about certain things. I have an interesting perspective on S&M, but I probably won't be bringing it up to you. I am Pro-Responsibility. What to know what that means ? Ask me. I believe in humanity even if I am cynical about it as well. I work hard to make everyone around me smile in the darkest of moments. I try to make my life so that when I pass on to whatever is after this I can honestly say. "I lived." I guess if you really want to know me, then you're gonna have to talk to me now aren't you ?

My Interests

Photography. Bondage. Sadomasochism (Outside of intelligent conversation I will not talk about this with anyone.). Fetishism. Writing poetry/stories. The 1950s. Viynl. Dancing. Reading Vampire novels. Erotica stories. Books In General. Crafting. Psychology. Philosophy. Cooking. Egyptian cultures. Role Playing Games. Scary Japanese Video Games. Horror Movies. Buddhism. Painting Minis. People. Knitting and more Knitting.

I'd like to meet:


Anyone who is honest, open-minded, and has a brain for interesting conversations.

Music:

The Brides, NIN, Ani Difranco, Leaetherstrip, Ego Likeness, Wumpscut, Type O Negative, Tapping the Vein, Tori Amos, Wolfsheim, Lords of Acid, Marilyn Manson, Goldfrapp, Jack off Jill, Scarling, Flogging Molly, Cruxshadows, The Luna Chicks, Stabbing Westward, Left Over Crack, Sex Pistols, The Crass, Switchblade Symphony, KMFDM, Pigface, P.I.G, Bad Religion, A Perfect Circle, Tool, London After Midnight, Mindless Self Indulgence, Fugees, Johnny Cash, 30 Seconds to Mars,The Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack, JoyDrop, Paddy Kilrain, Brainclaw, Lennon, Flesh Field, Portis Head, Cat Empire, Garbage.. Jesus the list can continue.. I like almost everything From Industrial to Rap to Hardcore to Musicals

Movies:

-Updated movie list (01/20/08)- Cloverfield, Death Proof, Planet Terror, Rosemary's Baby, I Am Legend, The Bourne Trilogy, Velvet Goldmine, Children of Men, MirrorMask, Kamikaze Girls, Tombstone, The Harry Potter movies, Phantom of the Opera , Night Watch, Dawn of the Dead (Both Versions ), Requiem for a Dream, Silent Hill, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Walk The Line, Nightmare on Elmstreet (all of them), The Descent, R-Point (Korean Ghost Movie), Boxing Helena, Last Quarter, Moon Child, Knocked Up, Down with Love, Breakfast Club...I can list alot, I am a huge movie watcher..

Television:

Supernatural. Deadwood. Queer as Folk. Band of Brothers. FIREFLY. Night Stalker. I no longer have cable so I am happy to say I have no idea what else is on.

Books:

Laurell K Hamilton, but only the Anita Blake series, Exquisite Corpse, Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov, Drawing Blood and Lost Souls by Poppy Z. Brite, Exit to Eden and The sleeping beauty trilogy by Anne Rice, Poems to Mend a Broken Heart by Various Writers, The Inferno by Dante Alighieri, Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk, Philosophy books ex: C. Jung, Nietzche, & Freud.. Titus, Macbeth and Taming of the Shrew by Shakespeare. Stitch 'n' Bitch. A Knight in Shining Armor by Jude Deveraux, The Warhammer Trilogy by Sandy Mitchell, Anything Erotica and Anything Supernatural.

Heroes:

Survivors are my heroes..I mean that in the emotional and physical sense.They are those select individuals who have gone through hell and came back stronger than ever... They are the people who were born impaired but still smile. They are the people who have been dealt a rough hand but still find the beauty in things. On a Personal Level, My Stepmom is very special to me, my father, my boyfriend Grim, and of course all of my friends ( who everyday whether near or far impact me in some way )

My Blog

Hello To All

First of all I want to thank each and every one of you that wrote to me about my dad.  I can't tell you how much I appreciate both the prayers and kind words. Now for the update:  My dad is ...
Posted by Valerie on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 06:39:00 PST

Piercing!!

So yesterday went very very well. We had a little confusion with the time. I had written down 1pm he had written down 11. Lucky for me he wasn't busy and decided to do it at 1 anyway. So we drove o...
Posted by Valerie on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 07:43:00 PST

If Cloves won’t kill me then fucking popcorn will!!!

Can I not have any enjoyment in life ?!?!? Look at this shit ?...
Posted by Valerie on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 01:39:00 PST

I have seen 145 movies out of 209

Copy this list and paste this in a new e-mail.Then put an X next to the movies you've seen, add them up,change the header adding your number, and click "Post" at the bottom.Have fun!1. (x) Grease2. (x...
Posted by Valerie on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 05:17:00 PST

Hair Cut

Pictures of the new cut/color are up! Take a look and comment!  My bulletins don't seem to be working.
Posted by Valerie on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 11:15:00 PST

Help Me Out.

I am going to  get my hair cut on Saturday.  I am bored of what I have now and these are the ones I picked out or had suggested to me by Grim.  What do you guys think ?   Now...
Posted by Valerie on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 10:29:00 PST

Monday II

Mondays are cursed to me...Why?Lastnight, I ended up in the Emergency Room until 4:50 Tuesday morning.  I am not a happy person.  More like an exhausted person.  Doesn't help I haven't ...
Posted by Valerie on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 08:58:00 PST

Woops

I don't know what's up with Tom and some of my friends popping up as deleted.  If I did delete you out of the blue, email me and I will add ya again.
Posted by Valerie on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 08:48:00 PST

Stress Release

So on Monday I get into my car and turn on the car.  My usual ritual: light a cig and check the gas gauge.  When I looked up I noticed my check engine light was on and I felt the car jerking...
Posted by Valerie on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 04:06:00 PST

Origins 2007

Here are some of the pictures from the Origins 2007 Columbus, Ohio trip! I hope you guys enjoy.  I am probably going to be posting a video or two tomorrow and I still have a couple of photos I wa...
Posted by Valerie on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 10:06:00 PST