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About Me



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I used to have pink bangs, they were my trademark so to speak... miss them greatly. I have what is called Borderline Personality Disorder. Sometimes... I act crazy. The worlds greatest song is "Bohemian Rhapsody!" I've lived here in ATL for a year now! I tend to throw random objects at people (mainly at work.) I know what I want out of life, just have yet to figure out how to get it heh. Music is the center of my world outside of my friends. As the tube-tech song goes "Music is life, life is love, love is music, music is life!" My personality is hard to describe. Even if you hang out with me for awhile you still won't understand me or how I think for a long time. That's just how I am. I can honestly say my friends are the best in the world, they own yours on a daily basis and when I say daily I mean hourly. They are also pretty strange but worth it in the long run. It irks me when someone doesn't do something they say they are going to do. I'm pretty OCD. Don't trust too easily, have a huge fear of not being able to breath. I'm this weird mixture of half raver and half metal. That also stems to my personality not just taste in music.
Dane Cook makes me laugh. Seriously "who shit on the coats?!?!" Some of the greatest people are truly under your nose. I'm sarcastic, love to laugh, seriousness is over-rated 75% of the time. I love my job and I love the store I work at even though it has a lot of issues.
When asked something I will tell you my honest opinion. I tend to talk about whatever pops into my head, no matter what it is or how stupid. Everyone says I'm easy to love but hard to 'keep' loving. I guess cause I'm so stubborn. I write a fuck-ton of poems and random insanity some of which will be posted on my blog while the others well, not posted.
Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||| 38%
Schizoid |||||| 30%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 66%
Antisocial |||||||||||| 42%
Borderline |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissistic |||| 18%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 66%
Dependent |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||| 34% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
personality tests by similarminds.com (*laughs* so it is pretty accurate cause I do have BPD)
Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results

Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Liveliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Dutifulness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Social Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Paranoia |||||| 18%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Introversion |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Anxiety ||||||||||||||| 50%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Independence ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Perfectionism ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Tension ||||||||| 26% Take Cattell 16 Factor Test (similar to 16pf)
personality tests by similarminds.com
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My Interests



» Raves, going to the gym, MUSIC, dancing, Salvador Dali, work, movies, chill time, art, reading, writing, contemplating stupid stuff, eating out, trying new things, not being in control all the time, internet surfing, helping people & friends, sleeping, chewing on plastic pen tops, listening to various live dj sets for hours, remembering my friends back home, missing my friends back home...
Ill Will Press
Dance Safe«

I'd like to meet:



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Anyone who knows what they want out of life (it's a good start!)

Music:



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Local dj's: Dj Orchid, Mayhem, Belrok, REL1, Evil Z, Matt K, Kid Dynamite, Sid Reflux, Cynispin, Spunkie, Jason K, Fitzpatrick, Wes Kane, MissAble and all the ATL/Bama dj's I haven't mentioned.
Techno/EDM music:Neophyte, Klubbdriver, Floorfilla, Overseer, The Viper, Tommyknocker, Squad-E, Guyver, Ferry Corsten, Dj Darkzone, Dj Infiniti, Dj Monk, Rick West, Scott Brown, Felix Da House Cat, Re-Con, Darren Styles, Circ, Tha Playah, Eyeopener, EZ rollers, Narcotic Thrust, Robert Miles, DJ SY, Space Frog, Armin Van Buuren, Dj Rap, Orbital, Happy Hardcore, Tiesto, Tall Paul, Paul Van Dyk, John Digweed & Sasha, ATB, Depeche Mode, BT, Fatboy Slim, Crystal Method, Chemical Bro's, Rob D, Jay Vayne, Groove Armada, WishFM, Lio, Dj Liquid, Zombie Nation, Paul Oakenfold, Underworld, Ashiva, Tube-tech, Lasgo, Dj Sammy, Gigi D'agostino, Mayhem he can throw down on the tables, Pendulum, Venegaboys, Aphrodite, Baby Anne, Jen Lasner, Dj Shadow, Jackal & Hyde, Hybrid, SL2... Seriously this could go on and on and on.

I also like: The Postal Service, Professional Murder Music, Esthero, Chevelle, 3 Doors Down, The Eagles, Queen, Enigma, Sevendust, Soulfly, Massive Attack, Portishead, America, Tangerine Dream, Spacerocket, Atreyu, Rammstein, Memento, Chevelle, Static X, Razed In Black, Crooked, Incubus, Godhead, Apoptygma Berzerk, Republica, Hatebreed, Killswitch Engage, Trapt, Trust Company, Haste, Disturbed (mainly Shout 2000), SisterKillCycle, Queen Of The Stone Age, Custom, Garbage, Smashing Pumpkins, Mellowdrone, The Dandy Warhols, A Perfect Circle, Tool, Celldweller, Anorkia, Bjork, Unwritten Law, Greenday, Gorillaz, Zepplin, Super Tramp, Manson, KMFDM, Fisherspooner, Butthole Surfers, Fleetwood Mac, Cher, Tori Amos, Guns N Roses, Nirvana, Eminem, 50 cent, Ying Yang Twins, Master P, Rob Zombie, White Stripes, ZZ Top, Tool, Tom Petty, David Bowie, Strokes, Tears For Fears, Staind, Smashing Pumpkins, Radiohead, Powerman 5000, Peter Gabriel (love that man's music), OINGO BOINGO, Murderdolls, Ministry, Machine Head, Beck, Lords Of Acid, BUSH, Duran Duran + 1,000's more (you get it) «

& love to listen to 80's music.

Movies:



» Goonies, Back To The Future, Saw 1 &2, Can't Hardly Wait, Sin City, Groove, Legend, Labrynth, X-men, Queen of The Damned, Rollerball, Full Metal Jacket, Snatch, Boondock Saints, The Dark Crystal, Breakfast Club, Sixteen Candles, Cube, Schindler's List, Memento, American Beauty, The Shining, Amadeus, Braveheart, Donnie Darko, The Princess Bride, The Green Mile, Gone With The Wind, The Machinest, The Last Unicorn there are hundreds... «

Television:



» Law and Order, I LOVE the Discovery Channel, Animal Planet, ER, CSI, The Deadliest Catch. Lots of shows. «

Books:



» Anything by Christine Feehan, Kurt Vonnegut, L.A.M.B, Sylvia Plath and Tom Wolfe. S.C.U.M Manifesto, Garth Nix I'll read anything really. «

Heroes:


» Tears For Fears"Break It Down Again"
So those are my dreams
And these are my eyes
Stand tall like a man
Head a strong like a horse
When it’s all mixed up
Better break it down
In the world of secrets
In the world of sound
It’s in the way you’re always hiding from the light
See for yourself you have been sitting on a time bomb
No revolution maybe someone somewhere else
Could show you something new about you and your inner song
And all the love and all the love in the world
Won’t stop the rain from falling
Waste seeping underground
I want to break it down
Break it down again
So these are my schemes
And these are my plans
Hot tips for the boys
Fresh news from the force
When it’s all mixed up
Better break it down
In the world of silence
In the world of sound
" no sleep for dreaming" say the architects of life
Big bouncing babies, bread and butter can I have a slice
They make no mention of the beauty of decay
Blue, yellow, pink umbrella save it for a rainy day
And all the love and all the love in the world
Won’t stop the rain from falling
Waste seeping underground
I want to break it down
Horsin’ around
Pray to power
Play to the crowd with your big hit sound
And they won’t simmer won’t simmer, won’t simmer down
Play to the crowd
Play to the crowd
Play yeah yeah
It’s in the way you’re always hiding from the light
Fast off to heaven just like moses on a motorbike
No revolution maybe someone somewhere else
Could show you something new to help you
With the ups and downs
I want to break it down
Break it down again
Break it down again
No more sleepy dreaming
No more building up
It is time to dissolve
Break it down it again
No more sleepy dreaming
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My Blog

Renfest-ness aka renfestivus for the rest of us

Anaheim won the Stanley Cup... freakin sweet!!! I knew I should have bet on it this year!!!It's funny when you hear a song by the Buckwheat Boys on the radio at work. Especially when it's Peanut Butte...
Posted by » Lips like morphine « on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 08:08:00 PST

I LOVE days like today...

Days like today are what makes the world go 'round. Everything fell into place, has been for awhile now and that just makes me feel all the more comforted by everything and everyone. My friends, I lov...
Posted by » Lips like morphine « on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 07:33:00 PST

tears are filling up their glasses

God I love this song. It's just so... everything. When I listen to it, it makes me feel calm. No matter what is going on I could listen to this song and it will center me.Watched The Fountain earlier,...
Posted by » Lips like morphine « on Tue, 29 May 2007 09:55:00 PST

RITM or bust...

So yeah going to buy another ticket or two for Rabbit In The Moon. ROAD TRIP TO NC!!!Hella yes, this is going to be a awesome experience! I'm so glad my friends are going so we can share it together :...
Posted by » Lips like morphine « on Sun, 27 May 2007 08:27:00 PST

meh

So ended up calling Lindsay today and she said that since something seemed off she wanted to see me after we got off the phone. So went to her office and yeah I just balled my eyes out for a couple of...
Posted by » Lips like morphine « on Mon, 21 May 2007 05:55:00 PST

no i won't do you harm, my love for you goes on and on.

Where do I go from here? Two steps forward and three back? It took me a hard fall to realise what all I've done. All the things I'd push back (memories mainly) to the back of my mind all came to the ...
Posted by » Lips like morphine « on Sun, 20 May 2007 10:59:00 PST

funny stuff


Posted by » Lips like morphine « on Sat, 19 May 2007 06:10:00 PST

Do you imagine?

Ok so just downed 3 slim fast shakes in hopes that it will make me get back to what is called my "threshold weight" (which is 125) I can't drop below that weight or else bad things will happen. It's ...
Posted by » Lips like morphine « on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:07:00 PST

cause I just can't go on

I have a lot of thinking to do. A lot. Instead of trying to find answers to whatever questions you're looking for on my blog, try asking me next time. You know who you are.The Longpigs - "On and On"Al...
Posted by » Lips like morphine « on Mon, 14 May 2007 03:24:00 PST

not deserved

I don't deserve anything or anyone good or whole. I'll just mess it up like I always do. After all these years I finally have a regret. This epiphany is 6 months too late. I just wish you could unders...
Posted by » Lips like morphine « on Tue, 08 May 2007 05:07:00 PST