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About Me


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I am a 22 year old single mother with an amazingly beautiful and smart 3 year old daughter. (ok...so I'm a tad bit partial...but it's the truth)I'm working real hard at trying to get my life in order. I'm doing a decent job so far. I have plans to go back to school soon. I'm taking a few prep-classes online now. In the mean time, I'm enjoying being a self proclaimed semi-looser/bum. I'm just working, hangin out at my mom's house, playing with my daughter, watching endless hours of cartoons on nick jr. and being addicted to the internet. When I do actually escape , I can usually be found hanging out with my best friends, Jen and Aaron, doing some random ass crazy shit.
On the rare occasion that I get the chance to take a break from the everyday life and stress of single motherhood, I try and use the opportunity to take a road-trip to Atlanta to visit with some of the coolest people on the planet and do my part to support the local rave scene. I've got quite a few friends out there that I hold near and dear to my heart. So many of them have incredible, world class talent and a common adoration for the entire EDM culture. The music that they produce and the events they put on are just amazing. I wish I had the luxury of breaking away more often to go out and support all that they do for the scene. As cheesy as it may sound, being a part of the Southeast's rave scene in Atlanta (in even the slightest form or fashion) is like having a second family. (A much more diverse and brightly colored family, but family none-the-less!)I love those guys! ...Yeah...ok....I'll say it...P.L.U.R. bitches!
MY SWEET BABY GIRL and ME. I LOVE YOU TRINITY! YOU'RE MY ANGEL!

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Dollie (yes it's my real name)
Birthday: March 22, 1985
Birthplace: Montgomery, AL
Current Location: Springville, AL
Eye Color: green/brown (depends on my mood)
Hair Color: dark brown
Height: 5'2"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: sweedish, german, polish, ~im a mutt~
The Shoes You Wore Today: i haven't worn shoes today. i been inside all day.
Your Weakness: romance and chocolate
Your Fears: bugs and heights
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni and extra cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get my kid completely potty trained, buy a car, and have as much fun as possible (and try to remember at least some of it!)
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL or LMAO ~ i have funny friends
Thoughts First Waking Up: Damn, i would so still be asleep if i didn't have to piss right now.
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes
Your Bedtime: hahahaha - what the hell is that? bedtime?
Your Most Missed Memory: playin in my yard with my friends when i was little.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
McDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: WAY TO MUCH ~ i missed my calling as a sailor~
Do you Sing: oh yeah, but how well is a matter of opinion
Do you Shower Daily: lol...is that a trick ? ....i try...that's all i'll say. when you have a toddler, sometimes it can be hard
Have you Been in Love: absolutely and it was wonderful
Do you want to go to College: YES
Do you want to get Married: YES
Do you belive in yourself: at times.
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes.
Do you think you are Attractive: yes. some of the time.
Are you a Health Freak: absolutely not
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes, unless they are at night and im by myself, then they're scary as hell.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: I'm smoking now.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no, but i have eaten all of the marshmellow's out of a bag of Lucky Charms
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: eeeew...no
In the past month have you been on Stage: does dancing on top of a bar count?
In the past month have you been Dumped: no, thank GOD
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no...it's January...hello?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: yes...wayy too drunk actually
Ever been called a Tease: yes ;-)
Ever been Beaten up: yes. by my ex. ~violent relationships are such bullshit. here's my public service announcement: get the hell out! don't stay with a man that hits you.HE WILL NOT STOP. HE WILL NOT CHANGE!
Ever Shoplifted: yeah...i couldn't help it!
How do you want to Die: in my sleep at a very old age
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a toys r us kid!!
What country would you most like to Visit: mexico
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue, green, brown
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: taller than me ~ that's not hard to do!~
Weight: any ~ average
Best Clothing Style: i like clean cut guys usually
Number of Drugs I have taken: ummm...please don't make me count
Number of CDs I own: wayyy too many to count at least 150
Number of Piercings: four...so far
Number of Tattoos: none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i don't regret a damn thing. i have learned from each and every experience.

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I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet lots of people....ummm...i dunno. i'll hafta start keeping a list and get back to ya.

Music:

Music is one of the biggest parts of my life. I have grown up with influences of all styles and genres of music. I have an appreciation for every type of music. I typically listen to electronic music (techno, trance, d&b, happy hardcore, trip-hop, etc.) I love all forms of electronic music and the culture that surrounds it.When I'm not listening to my electronic music, my taste in music can be EXTREMELY random. I listen to everything from metal, classic rock, punk, jazz, ska, reggae, rhythm & blues to R&B, rap, pop, and country. You name a type of music........I probably like, at least, one song. Corny as it may sound, Music is the heartbeat of my life. Without it, I'd most likely go insane.

Movies:

Pulp Fiction, Scarface, Goodfellas, House of 1000 Corpses, The Saltan Sea, City by the Bay, Grease, Mall Rats, Clerks, Fight Club, Rocky Horror Picture Show, SpUn, Dazed and Confused, Half Baked, Blow, Basketball Diaries, The Craft, all Cheech and Chong movies, Monsters INC., Nightmare Before Christmas, Super Troopers, Girl Interupted, American History X, Seven, 12 Monkeys, City of Angels, Wild Things, Oceans 11, The Notebook, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas....I could go on and on......

Television:

I don't get much of a chance to sit in peace and watch television, so I only have a few shows that I keep up with regularly. (and if it were'nt for TIVO, I'd never see them!!!)my FAVORITE show right now is Grey's Anatomy. I really believe i'm addicted to it! I've gotten pretty hooked on Ugly Betty and October Road too. When I get the chance, I like to watch C.S.I Miami, The First 48, and just about anything else on A&E. (That's a great fucking network!) I watch Passions when I can, and,of course, a LOT of cartoons because my daughter loves them. Yeah.....that's right.....I'm down with Dora!

Books:

I LOVE any book by Sylvia Browne. All 30 something of them. She is awesome. I love poetry books. Shel Silverstein is my childhood favorite. I recently discovered the PostSecret books. The postcards featured in them are very intriguing. The whole concept behind the PostSecret project is awesome. I hope they continue to put out books in addition to the website. I enjoy reading all kinds of books, but I have to say my ALL TIME favorites would have to be the two diaries I have from my late grandmother. She and I were close while she was alive, but I was so young when she passed. Reading her diaries has given me the chance to get to know her all over again on a completely different level. I'll cherish those books forever.

Heroes:

My hero is my mom, cause she fuckin rocks! She let me move back home after she had finally gotten the house to herself for the first time in for-freaken-ever. Five bad-ass kids and lots of gray hairs later, she's helping me raise my own child. That deserves a medal or something. My only other hero has got to be Spongebob Squarepants, because he can make my kid stop screaming when I can't. Must be some kind of subliminal messaging. Whatever the hell it is, I love it!

My Blog

Before I was a Mom...

Someone sent me this in an e-mail on Mother's Day and I really related to everything in it....so much so that I figured I'd share it with you all. Before I was a Mom...I slept as late as I wanted and ...
Posted by * dork .2 * on Tue, 15 May 2007 04:36:00 PST

I love to watch her dance...

*I love to watch her dance.* *She stumbles about so carefree and happy.* *She concentrates so hard, trying to learn each step.* *I watch her imitate the dance teacher's each and every movement as...
Posted by * dork .2 * on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 01:54:00 PST

*Happy Dance*

Hooray! I finally have a car again! I went looking yesterday at a few different places to get some possible leads on buying a new car. I didn't really intend on buying one right then, but the salesman...
Posted by * dork .2 * on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 07:17:00 PST

Sporks!

http://s71.photobucket.com/albums/i148/dork_2/SporkS/...
Posted by * dork .2 * on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 05:46:00 PST

For My Trinity...

     I have been collecting poems, quotes, inspiring thoughts and song lyrics that remind me of my beautiful daughter,Trinity Alyssa, since the day she was born...probably even bef...
Posted by * dork .2 * on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 02:45:00 PST

Dealing with loss.

Right now my mind is scattered in a million different directions and still in complete shock.  I've gotta get some shit off my chest and outta my head and the only way i've ever really been able ...
Posted by * dork .2 * on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 10:42:00 PST

I'm Forgetting This

I found this in a notebook that I used to write my random thoughts in. It is one of the many mind-boggling, drug induced ramblings that, at some point, streamed through my head....during a very strang...
Posted by * dork .2 * on Sun, 29 Jan 2006 06:32:00 PST

DaY and NiGhT....nIgHt and dAy

Day is gone and night breaks through.The sky is no longer bright and blue.Darkness for miles is all I see.The millions of stars dance for me.The moon casts a shadow upon the earth.Night creatures are ...
Posted by * dork .2 * on Sun, 29 Jan 2006 06:16:00 PST

currently

Currently 1.) Start Time:12:55pm 2.) Start Date:January 17, 2006 3.) Mood:delerious 4.) Eating:nothing 5.) Drinking:coffee with LOTS of sugar 6.) Listening To:a stupid ass commercial on c...
Posted by * dork .2 * on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 11:09:00 PST

the cell phone gods and my 2 year old teamed up!

That's it. I'm convinced. The cell phone Gods hate me and now, they are using my 2 year old against me. After about two months of being convinced that my cell phone had just magically vanished, (ok, s...
Posted by * dork .2 * on Fri, 16 Dec 2005 03:42:00 PST