Headaches and Insomnia

**********{{Updated Profile}}**************************************ONLY GOOD THINGS TO COME IN 2008****************This page is a lot harder to get onto than my other page. So if you want a random friend request, find my other page and add me! :P..........Real people only on this page!!I think that the reason for me having so many best friends- is because I love people and fun but I recently found out that respect is soooo important. I have learned that if you are nice to people, people will be nice to you. Be your own leader. I loss somebody who truly cared about me because I wanted to be a sassy bad-attitude person. They walked right out of my life and never looked back. Sometimes I feel so lonely, even if I am literally not. It's just not worth it- all of the drama. You will only hurt yourself. I really want and I need nice and respectful people around me. People who remember at all times that others are humans. People who REALLY treat others as they would like to be treated. If you are disrespectful, trust and believe that I don't need you around me.I want to start an association for Americans living in the Bahamas where we get together and have events and get to know people with the same types of interests. It's hard for me because yes I grew up in Nassau, but I moved to the U.S. and my morals and everything else changed and never ever would I discriminate against my own people, but as for now I guess as my Bahamian friends would complain- I'm not the same person as before. I'm American now. And since I am happy with who I am now, I'm not going to change. So I want to hang out with people like me. Private message me if you feel what I'm saying and want to do something about it.I'm so confused. I want to get to know God better. I feel as though He is talking to me at times, with these deep and very direct dreams where He is actually speaking with me. I experience some things in those dreams! Powerful! Scary and real situations but hey- I am glad that I got to do that so that I can share with you. I feel as though God wants me to do some work for Him. At the same time, I am not a traditional Christian where I don't allow myself to do fun things. I still like to party and go dancing -but not like crazy, but I do like to. God actually came not for the Saints but for the sinners, and He actually uses people that you would never think that He would. I guess I fall into that category! LOL! I want to be like Isreal and the New Breed- the praise and worship people and get together with some people who are non-judgmental and we can enjoy praising God and talking about Him and reading the Bible together and not discriminate against any other denomination. Just get together and send Praises up to the Lord. Private message me for ideas.I'm moving to Florida next and I would love to get to know some fun people from there! :D I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace) I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)