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About Me

Me... I am a total contradiction to myself, I am colorful, crude, loving, jaded, dedicated, sometimes oblivious, compassionate, occasionally quick witted, with a sometimes dry, sometimes biting sense of humor. I absolutely can't stand to see people hurt in any way at all, and I have never been able to walk away from the people I care for in my life. I'm kind of like a big kid when it comes to things that make me laugh, but of course, it all depends on my mood, and unfortunately, I am MOODY. I absolutely love hard work, being dirty, and being social. I stick my foot in my mouth so often you would think I enjoy it... I am always willing to admit my faults and accept the punishment for my being too foolish or irrational.... My heart is way too big and that has a tendancy to suck ass, but hey.... You gotta try, right?

My Interests

people watching, good conversation, welding, family, animals, hard workin', and hard lovin'

I'd like to meet:

People... I don't really care who as long as you're NOT fake..... If I wanted to listen to an ass-hole, I'd fart..... That being said..... Do as you wish.... People I can identify with.... Just how many FTMs are out there???

Music:

Joan Jett, Janis Joplin, Lords of Acid, Concrete Blonde, S.R.V., Johnny Cash, Tricky, Massive Attack, Grace Slick(Jefferson Airplane), 4 Non Blonds, RamJam, CONCRETE BLONDE!!! Scisor Sisters, Meggadeath, Pantara, Dolly Parton, Hank Williams SR and JR, Social Distortion, Tenacious D, Mearl Haggard, Mel McDaniels, Arc Angels, Cowboy Junkies, Poe, Type O Negative, Pussycat Dolls(I know it's a little off but so am I...), Caroline Aiken, Busta Rhymes, S.T.P., Heart, Pat Benatar, Shakespere's Sister, Alice in Chains, Dead Can Dance, Afro- Celt Sound System, Sinead O'Conner, Hole, Slipknot, Gwar, Ann Murry, Ani Defranco, Dream Theater, Kitty, Black Sabbath(Ozzy not Dio), L7, Babes in Toyland, NIN, Marilyn Manson, Rancid, Popaghandi, Pie Tasters, Op Ivy, Same Day Service, typical lesbien music, and anything 80's, any thing but Creed!!!!! Did I mention Joan Jett?

Movies:

American History X, Natural Born Killers,Tombstone, Bad Girls, The Doors, American Beauty, Tank Girl, But I'm a Cheerleader, Resident Evil 1 and 2, Fifth Element, Pulp Fiction, Sister My Sister, The Exorcist, Finding Nemo, Faces of Death, House of 1000 Corpses, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Chicks-N-Power Tools ; )

Books:

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Heroes:

there are none left....

My Blog

tactile & flow

i have seen the rain on sunny days the feeling was blissful i have felt hot wind in an ice storm i heard trees crackling i have listened to fire in the dead of night the scent of smoke intoxicating i ...
Posted by YOU_TELL_ME... on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 11:50:00 PST

transition.....

pacification,specification,subjugation, alienation, tormentation,intoleration,purification, generation,fragmentation, modification,hanging by a threadas you spend your timehiding, running, falling int...
Posted by YOU_TELL_ME... on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 03:00:00 PST

hazel and blue....

my heart weighs heavy as my mind floods a cluster fuck of ideas and interests unexplored a battery of arms surrounds me until i see you giving your mind and your heart to share not too much just enoug...
Posted by YOU_TELL_ME... on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 12:05:00 PST

never known fear of love.....

pounding awaythis inner achethis pain it knows no bounds sitting in this hurt will it ever give wayto all the joy and all the sounds that push me forward when your voice reaches me i crave hearing you...
Posted by YOU_TELL_ME... on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 04:09:00 PST

when.....

i look at you and see when i first saw the look in your eyes when you first saw me with every fiber of my being i found my loss those pieces of me forgotten long ago and bound captive by pain and reg...
Posted by YOU_TELL_ME... on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 01:06:00 PST

missing....

would it be a stranger that wakes me at night would it be my heart that sinks at dawns early light i take you in my arms and feel so alive there is no describing this power that grows stroger by the...
Posted by YOU_TELL_ME... on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 11:21:00 PST

lyrics... don’t let me die, flogging molly

I walk these streets where my soulless feetHaunt the ground where it was I once treadOn Grafton's Arcade pours the rich commerce rainThough the voices I no longer hear speakHeaven's to blame so on tha...
Posted by YOU_TELL_ME... on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 04:19:00 PST

ice

sitting in my shell there is someone knocking i can see out as well she can see in my shell my world becoming more and more clear with every passing day she taps againfor years i've watched as the ice...
Posted by YOU_TELL_ME... on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 07:39:00 PST

holy shit.....

don't really know how to handle this one.... i'm goin with my dad monday out to the lake to see family there.... he don't know i'm in transition and it's time to tell him.... i can remember hearing hi...
Posted by YOU_TELL_ME... on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 08:23:00 PST

if i promised to keep you safe, would you let me???

i feel the world and all the mess smothering every breath i takethe constant push and pull of every daythe stress that drowns me only leaves when i look in those eyesthe world melts away as i feel you...
Posted by YOU_TELL_ME... on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 11:37:00 PST