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Kurt

But there I was, just me and my existential funk.

About Me

Listening to your story and I’m waiting for the punch line, when it finally gets here I forget to laugh. So you forget I’m in the room and you hide behind the black light, turn away and make funny shapes on the wall. I’m gonna light a candle and I won’t feel so all alone, like a child my mind starts wandering off. Then I’ll count the times that I’ve been careless with the way that I feel, the way I feel for you and the way I feel tonight, waiting around for you.Laying face down on the bed, the pillows getting soaking wet, anyone who was watching would say I look strange. Cause I’m 23 years old and still the water’s dripping from my eyes, still I think I’m good enough. . I’m gonna light a candle and I won’t feel so all alone, like a child my mind starts wandering off. Then I’ll count the times that I’ve been careless with the way that I feel, the way I feel for you and the way I feel tonight, waiting around for you.
-The Nisa, Moods of Innocence
At this moment in time, I wish to declare myself the coolest person in the freakin' world. Let it be written, let it be done. Actually I'm quite shy and uncomfortable in social settings. Talking just to talk is certainly not my forte; however, I'm slowly but surely coming out of my bubble. This is for certain. Enjoy the pics.
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Above and beyond all things, I consider myself to be a disciple of Christ and not a person with any particular religious affiliation. I'm always open to higher learning and don't desire to be spiritually stagnant until I find all that I seek. It was said, "Seek and you shall find" not "let the pastor or minister seek and tell you what you need to find or will find and how to find it." That's all I have to say about that, that's all I have to say about me really. All I am is my relationship with Christ.

I'm astonished at the ease by which we have integrated our consciousness into this non-material form we call myspace. Keyboards and computers and digital gadgets serve as portals that we use to project ourselves into this "non-material" realm. I mean, like, if I die in a horrible car collision tomorrow, my myspace would still live, and that's just kinda creepy and cool at the same time.
So I have this habit of goofing around and interacting within this crazy myspace thing for the hey of it.
AND I'M ADDING FRIENDS LIKE A CRACK FIEND TAKES TO THEIR CRACK.
Why the hell not?
I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

#1 interest = NIGHTLIFE PHOTOGRAPHY
PS: ALL PHOTOS @ NOKTURNALBK.COM

The Gnosis Archive

An interview with Carl Johann Calleman

I'd like to meet:

Friends for the end of the world
Hello, I know there's someone out there
Who can understand
And who's feeling the same way as me
I'm twenty-four and I've got everything to live for
But I know now that it wasn't meant to be
cause all has been lost and all has been won
And there's nothing left for us to save
But now I know that I don't want to be alone today
So if you find that you've been feeling just the same

Call me now it's alright
It's just the end of the world
You need a friend in the world
cause you can't hide
So call and I'll get right back
If your intentions are pure
I'm seeking a friend for the end of the world

I've got a photograph, I'll send it off today
And you will see that I am perfectly sane
Not for a lifetime or forever and a day
cause we know now that just won't be the case
There will be no commitment and no confessions
And no little secrets to keep
No little children or houses with roses
Just the end of the world and me
cause all has been gone and all has been done
And there's nothing left for us to say
But we could be together as they blow it all away
And we can share in every moment as it breaks

Call me now it's alright
It's just the end of the world
You need a friend in the world
cause you can't hide
So call and I'll get right back
If your intentions are pure
I'm seeking a friend for the end of the world

-Chris Cornell

Music:



Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force

Books:

Dan Brown's "DaVinci Code" and "Angels and Demons" PS: What if angels were demons and demons were angels? What will you do then?

Right now I am reading "The Mayan Calendar and the Transformation of Conciousness" - Calleman, "Critique of Pure Reason" - Kant, and "2012 - The Return of Quetzalcoatl" - Pinchbeck

Heroes:

The historical Jesus (I make a distinction between the "historical" Jesus and the many different teachings in the Christian churches as I do not currently have a "church home"). So knowledge begins with experience...I had an experience that can never be negated in my world...Jesus is and will always be my hero.

My Blog

Random Pics from Night of Paparazzi

Photos taken on 2-29-08 at the Daiquiri Lounge in Lubbock, TX.Photos taken by the staff of www.nokturnalbk.com (myself, Cesar and Alex)ALL PHOTOS @ WWW.NOKTURNALBK.COM ...
Posted by Kurt on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 04:14:00 PST

Best blog Ive ever written

(I'm still in the process of adding more stimuli to this blog for your thalamus to filter, so check back in on this blog if you are reading this and are interested in the subject matter we broached to...
Posted by Kurt on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 09:34:00 PST

Dating Protocols

1.  My number one priority is to make you feel like you are the greatest blessing to me as you are.  If this is too overwhelming then find other options because I refuse to be in a miserable...
Posted by Kurt on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 05:56:00 PST

Im wierd

The next relationship I envolve myself with will be for love and not for anything else first simply because if something else comes first then nothing else comes.So I can simply say this to summerize ...
Posted by Kurt on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 01:16:00 PST

Recent haps and other randomness

So I work at Stenocall in Lubbock, TX.I work in a department, and have for a few months now, which deals in the business of answering forwarded calls for businesses that need some calls after hours r...
Posted by Kurt on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 02:32:00 PST

You Might as Well Jump

Congrats Chance and Nikki on your newfound life together!Much Love,Kurt   (I'm in the back on this one behind the tall kid)PS:  If you ever require a good wedding photographer, ca...
Posted by Kurt on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 12:24:00 PST

Tales from the Taproom

Vol. 1Sat. February 24, 2007Jazz (19th and Memphis - Lubbock, TX)for pics click hereThe winds of change were blowing so fiercely upon my life they sucked.A relation once made but now lost left me bewi...
Posted by Kurt on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 01:40:00 PST

Doctor said I need a Backeotomy

So woke up this morning and in my lower back I felt thesensation that I can only describe as being the borderlinebetween stiffness and pain.  It went away after a few minutes.And it go me thinkin...
Posted by Kurt on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 11:32:00 PST

My Guru can kick your Guru's ass!!!

There is something to be said for clearing one's mind.  If a person can really do this, the world becomes a case study in effortless mastery.Just over a year ago, someone I have no problem calling my ...
Posted by Kurt on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 02:57:00 PST

Coming Clean

I am so full of fear right now.Who am I?What am I?When will I know,Where the answers lie?Why am I in such a situation?To what extent can you and I answer such questions and not be fools?...
Posted by Kurt on Fri, 11 May 2007 11:12:00 PST