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Colicchie - Hope Exists
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Hip hop is my life, you always hear people say that, but I truely mean it. Everything I do reflects through my music. Hip hop is stagnate. I don't believe in a lot of the shit that is on the radio. But then again that's rap, not Hip hop, their's a difference. The differentiation between a rapper and a lyricist is, a rapper is someone who believes in the art for the money and fame. A lyricist is someone who honors the culture and divulges themselves through self-expression. First before anything, to let you know, I'm not your average lyricist. I don't rhyme about other things that most people do. I'm not afraid to be vulnerable or being susceptible to circumstances I fear, or just can't accept. I'm not omnipotent, I have no unlimited authority. I do believe that knowledge is infinite and benevolence will conquer. To tell you about me with no embellishment, I once lived inhumane, an animalistic level feeling such a torturous existence. I'm from a place where too much was never enough. I've endured immense anguish and severe degradation. I had no solicitudes about the tomorrows approaching me. I couldn't comprehend how every breath is a present from God. I'm not religious. Religion is for people who are afraid to go to hell, but spirituality is for those who have already been their. That's just my belief. I've shook hands with the devil. It was criminal activities all day, lying, manipulation, cheating, stealing, desecrating personal capabilites, was mentally deceased, and encountered despair. Suicide looked like that healthiest option. I was taught that desperation is a gift, a gift i don't ever take for granite. This isn't to boast or gloat in any sick, demented way, I'm just trying to let you know where I'm at, and where I've been. My dignity was curtailed, had no desire to live. Even when a despicable drug dealer would put a gun to my forehead, subsequent arrest, and multiple overdoses, I still couldn't find anything in my life that was plausible. Today is different. My outlook has changed. I can suffer from distorted perception and neglect the exact nature of my wrongs, but my awareness has been exalted tremendously. I don't use pain for an image. I now believe in prayer, honor, being trustworthy, loyalty, honesty, integrity and internal growth. Fuck money, property and prestige. My tolerance can fluctuate for situations I'm placed in. I don't put myself around ignorant and arrogant people. Pessimism can be contagious. People with malice incentives or malevolent tendencies I stay away from. It's easy to spot them, its that awareness I mentioned earlier. I can feel ostracized at times and my main goal in life is to be comfortable in my own skin. My humility glistens in the way I implement my characteristics. A lot of times it feels like I'm not gonna make it where I wanna be in life, but I came to a conscious realization that, every compound movement I make will have a long lasting impression. I respond to life sometimes through the lens of the past. I wouldn't change shit. It made me who I am today. It's essential to cherish your path and trust the process. I live by, if I can help you, I will, if I can harm you, I won't. Hope does exist, you just gotta find it. The only genuine reason I'm still alive is Gods mercy. I JUST WANNA BE HEARD!