Colicchie "Bondage of Self" from Andrew Zeffiro on Vimeo .
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Colicchie "Primary Purpose" from Andrew Zeffiro on Vimeo .
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I respect everyone for who they are, and their place in this world, but I have more respect and can relate more to people who have struggled and been through some serious pain and came out on top. I am a true survivor, in life, addiction, and love. But I've learned im not a victim but there's some things you do and don't have control over. Today, I look at my part because if I don't I'll stay sick. But I love my life today. I have everything I need and want today, especially serenity which only came to me because I finally decided to let go and stop fighting. It's also takin me my whole life to say.. I dont give a f*ck about what you think of me! Sure, we all have our complex's from time to time, but i truly don't care if you like me or the things I do in my life because I have enough people who genuinely care for me. I don't have time for people who are gonna judge me. If you can't see me for the true person I am, then I don't want you in my life. I have struggled with this over the years, but i finally know- that those who truly love me, love me NO MATTER WHAT. I take risks in life, I feel it's the only way to be. I give people the benefit of the doubt and try to see the situation from where your sitting too. I believe in 2nd chances because people aren't perfect, (I know i'm not). The only way I hurt myself is when I give too many chances, which I've been known to do. I've learned lessons in life. BIG lessons, but I don't regret anything in my life because it has made me the strong, caring, loving, genuine, independent woman that i am today. I am a good friend and I am loyal to the end. If I know that you genuinely care about me- then I will have your back no matter what. I love my family, friends, and boyfriend with all my heart. My mom, brother, and I have damn near seen death together and have been down some tough, rough, f*cked up roads together, but it has made us so incredibly tight, it's almost unheard of how tight we are. But I can't begin to imagine it any other way. And I feel misfortune for those who don't get to experience that in life. I can be such an amazing person on the inside, and I owe it all to my mother and grandmother. I was raised with great morals and values. I strive to be like my mother. She is the most thoughtful, loving, caring, empathetic, most wonderful woman I know. My brother chas aka Colicchie, is the closest person to my heart. I would take a bullet for him, for sure. And I also am more proud of him than any other person in my life. And actually I have true friends today. Awesome woman in my life and I don't know where i'd be without them. My boyfriend Brian has opened up my eyes to a whole new take on love, friendship, life, and dreams. I think after all these years, I finally realize what true love is. It is not manipulative or painful but it is when two people really bring out the best in each other.I finally have that today and I am grateful.I am emotional, can be real emotional, and can be a lil crazy at times. But people also tell me that I have the biggest heart out of anyone they know. Life is too short for bullsh*t and I lived in drama for so long, that I enjoy a peaceful life today. I appreciate and have gratitude and show it for everyone in my life today, and still wanna accomplish my dreams. But with the help of my loved ones and my God, I know that anything is possible.
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