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carla

im still hurting lars!

About Me

well oftentimes im wondering if i have a sign taped at my back that says break my heart.. i don't know if i dont deserve to be happy in this lifetime.. cguro nga ang problema sa akin.. im always using my heart over my head that's why i always end up crying...im wodering how bad i am not to be accepted,all i know is im a good lover and a good friend but oftentimes misunderstood..i hate to explain that's why when there's some issues i choose to just stay away from people involved than to explain my side.coz i guess its just a waste of time,effort, and saliva if they already think its your fault and if they're not willing to listen.. my imperfections make me more human but nobody wants to accept that im just a human.. idont want to say good things about myself just to make people love me..and just to make me feel good about myself.im getting numb but still i dont want to be 30 yrs old and feeling the same pain and playing the same game..i want someone who'll stay and never let me go..somebody who will show the beauty of life and the meaning of my existence.. im easy to get along with, hindi maarte,hindi bolera,at masarap magmahal..but im always hurt guess im really stupid! p

My Interests

books..computers,music,poems,love,life,

PATTI AUSTIN lyrics at higit sa lahat "PAG IBIG"lars magnus lundgren

i like dogs

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet someone who will just simply accept me and my imperfections,someone who'll understand the way god made me and a guy who will bring out the best in me. someone who will lift my spirit,someone who will make my heart melt, someone who will send shiver down my spine..someone who will not make me cry...someone who will not let me be the person i am not.. someone i can talk laugh,cry and drink with. someone who's not perfect.. but definitely good looking.. someone who will love and take care of me.. someone who's not so aggresive but not so tame.. someone who's real and not just an imagination.. someone who's true someone who will give me life someone i will love for the rest of my life someone who will stay FOREVER.......

Music:

in ur eyes

Movies:

van helsing,day after tomorrow,hellboy,if only & ever after

Television:



Books:

danielle steel books

Heroes:

none

My Blog

wala lang

30 Things I Love About You I love the way you love me,And how you tend to careI love the way you laughAnd how you tend to stare I love the way you make fun of meAnd how you say you don'tI love the w...
Posted by carla on Mon, 15 May 2006 03:46:00 PST

another sad poem

I tried to be strong when you broke my heart... I did not cry, yet now I do; for we're far apart. You told me you loved me - so sweet and sincere... You made me so happy, I had nothing to fea...
Posted by carla on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

paalam na..tangap ko na

Paalam Na : Bakit nang magpaalam ka Sabi mo ay babalik Hanggang ngayo'y wala Sino nga ba ang bago mo Mas malambing ba siya Mahal pa ba ako Hindi ko na pansin paglipas ng araw ...
Posted by carla on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ANG PAG IBIG NA TANGA!!!

Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at totoo pa rin. Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw. Masaya magmahal. Malungkot mag...
Posted by carla on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

"POEMS FROM MY CRYING BROKEN HEART"

Second Chance Dance -with the man with the strawberry lies Hurt -as I stare at those bottomless eyes Yearn -to recapture his loving embrace Bleed cause he's throwing fists of disgrace I l...
Posted by carla on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

*a tear fell for you*

How Things Used To Be As I sit back, relax, take a glance, and wonder what had happened to all the memories we have I can't help but to think how things used to be. For a brief second at a ti...
Posted by carla on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

*para sa lalaking umiwan sa akin!!!!!***

Tears of a Broken HeartMay you never be, in your lovers arms May she not desire your bewitching charms May the night of sorrow knock, hard on your door May it steal your enchantingly seductive lure M...
Posted by carla on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

"THE SEPARATION OF MY PARENTS" *( the pain of leaving)

Never again : Tears fall down my face, they keep flowing one by one, the pain begins to show, please tell me what i've done. the sad and angry part of me, wants to just let go, i want to be comple...
Posted by carla on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i stilll remember the day u left me...........

Can't Do A Bid For You" It's been like 9 months, 8 days, 12 hours since you went away. Every thought in my mind is only you, pictured so fine. I wonder, do you ever reminisce about our privat...
Posted by carla on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

* rain wash away my tears.......*

Rain Rain fall on me Rain wash my pain away Rain stop the hurt that won't go away The hurt that haunted me all these years Rain fall to my face, Touch me with your cold grace Raindrops surro...
Posted by carla on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST