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Juan

In the end we will remember not the words of our enemies but the silence of our friends.

About Me


Hi, My name is Juan. I'm 18 years old. I like to draw, paint and write poems. My favorite color is black, my favorite band is Ill Niño. I like to listen to music all day. If you want to know something else about me just message me.



I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.


Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.


Ich möchte nicht alles zu jeder sein, aber ich möchte etwas zu jemand sein.


This is one of my poems:
Everyday I see people live their happy life’s
While it seems to me like I’m the only person alive
Feeling my stomach turn inside out
Hearing haunting voices in my head
Sitting alone
Feeling like nobody cares for me
Used and abused
My heart cannot bare the pain anymore
My body is slowly filling up with anger
Feeling myself scream within me
Hate filling my eyes
Losing trust in the ones I love
Disliking everyone I see or talk to
Hating the things I once loved
I don’t care for anyone anymore
How can I care?
I have been there for everyone
But all I get are backs turned against me
Getting sick of being used
Tired of being there for back-stabbers
I’m getting tired of feeling left out


I hate when guys dont respect girls
Girls like to be respected

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Thanks friends...

My friends you're always there for mewhenever I feel sadI know our friendships true.And although we haven't been friends for longin this short time it seemswe shared so many things alreadyWe come fro...
Posted by Juan on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 09:33:00 PST

I can't take this no more...

I can't take this no moreThe lies the pain the thought of myselfI just want to hide deep inside myself where nobody will lookAll the fairy tale say once upon time~Deep down inside there I was confused...
Posted by Juan on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 09:18:00 PST

Im tired of always putting on a show...

Im tired of always putting on a showto hide the pain insideto pretend nothing bothers mewhen deep inside its at its boilingIm sick of not having a true friendSomeone who understandsSick of everything ...
Posted by Juan on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 09:13:00 PST

you wouldn't even care...

I laugh, joke and look as if I'm having fun,But inside I'm crying.I smile, chat and act crazy,But inside I'm crying.I talk to you as if there is nothing wrong,But inside I'm crying.If a gang of lads ...
Posted by Juan on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 09:03:00 PST

Nightmare...

Can someone help me escape from this nightmare? For I am too weak to escape myself Feeling myself die with every passing minute Trapped in my own nightmare Seeing nothing but darkness fill up ar...
Posted by Juan on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 08:50:00 PST

No one is there to make me smile...

I sit aloneMy life a misery torn apartJust like my broken heartMy life of being sad Just makes me madI do not wish to be lonesomeNo one is there to make me smile......
Posted by Juan on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:09:00 PST

I saw our friendship fading...

I came to you the hour I was in painLooking for answers.I knew then you'd be my friend,I knew it from the start.Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life,You picked the pieces up and help me t...
Posted by Juan on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:07:00 PST

People keep trying to mess with me ...

People keep trying to mess with me Too bad that they can't see The pain and rage that I carry Inside of me I thought I had friends It took a while to realize Who are my friends and who is usi...
Posted by Juan on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 07:30:00 PST

Favorite...

This are some of my favorite videos.              ...
Posted by Juan on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 11:20:00 PST

Satellite

  After all these years I was ready to open my heart I thought we were so close, but now we are miles apart I know, nothing is for granted with the things called love Sometimes it hurts so much,...
Posted by Juan on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 11:05:00 PST