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i WOULD PERSONALLY LIKE TO THANKS BECKY FOR SHARING hER STORY WITH ME AFTER lISTENING TO my song " Save My Baby " Here Is what she wrote
Dear Gina Marie , Hello
I just wanted to let you know how mych your song touched me. I was crying through the whole thing thinking of all the memories it brought back to me,the ones i relive every single day. My son was born on ..wo months early, he was healthy but still small so he had to ooking so full of pain. All I did was cry and wonder why and isbe transferred to Elmira Arnot Ogden NICU. His stay was only supposed to be a month until he gained more weight and he was ready to go home on Jan 10. That very same day, the day my son was to be finally coming home I received a phone call from the doctor telling me something was very wrong... after blood tests and spinal taps my son was said to have Bacterial meningitis... a type of bacteria that is the worst for infants. The day before I was holding my beautiful baby boy that was so full of life anticipating his homecoming the following day. Then the very next day my son has wires hooked to every inch of him, breathing with the help of the respirator, extremely pale, and l this real?? SO I sat there holding his hand and talking to him when he turned his head and looked at me with this look of pain and I could do nothing.
Two months later and many many tests , two trips to Strong Childrens hopsital in Rochestor and many many meetings with the doctors telling me he had no chance of survival and that I could have surgery done that would make it easier for his care but still he may have months or weeks or I could take him of the respirator. I decided to put my baby on a DNR which is a do not resescitate ... I believed that if it was truly his time to go then God would take him no doctor, nurse or machine could keep him here, I just didnt understand how i had some sort of right to make that decision. It was hard watching him every day but he had good days and bad days... On our last trip to Rochestor God decided it was his time, march 12, 2006. He fought for two whole months while the doctors thought he wouldnt make it a day. He proved everything to me... I believe he fought so hard and I prayed every day that I would get just one more day and every day that he was still here with me was a blessing.
Again, your song really touched my heart, Great Job!
-Becky______________________________________________________
_____This is exsactly why i love writing Becky's story gave me hope in a different perceptive.She shared her pain with me even though her lil one didn't make it. letting me know that even though her lil one didn't make it. it still helped. i am in tears right now because i just want to hug becky and thank her for relating to my song, vocalists are in this because they want to relate to others through their talents singing and or writing or playing or performing.While the song is intense,sometimes the things that hurt the most to relive that again needs to be told , heard and said through music, To let the pain go and no matter what the outcome is or was , to have someone understand and relate to you does help in the most unexspected ways. Becky Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart,
Lead Vocals- Ms Gina Marie
Bass-Danial Solome
Keys- Brian West
BackRound Vocals- ms Gina Marie & Ms Laura
Lead Guitar John Jackson
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