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PAshen it Rx

ashleefairchildjones

About Me

At a point in my path where I am realizing a few key elelments: Fear is an incredible detour, yet also serves as a huge teaching tool. Love is quite the same. Realizing the difference between the two is the challenge, and a fucking good test. Graditiude is numero uno essential. When all else fails just say "thank you." YOu can never say it enough. Try your best not to forget. i'm a nostalgia addict. i focus alot on remembering. everything. i believe our wisdom lies here. i believe we know alot more than we give ourselves credit for- its just a matter of finding those clots of potentioal in that massive brain (and soul) we tend to neglect so often. details are extremely important, especially in art and beauty. i'm a sucker for genuine craftmanship and things made by hand...like muppets and quilts and chalk drawings on the sidewalk...right now my focus is mostly documentary photography, ceramic sculpture and illustration. i also care for reading and writing and singing and dancing, amoung a multitude of other ever-changing interests and hobbies. i take care of other people's children for a living which results in an endless supply of stories and shenanagens...i'm a bad speller but a damn good kisser. i like making weird loud noises at random moments. Alchemy is my main trade. Not turning rocks into physical gold, but rather working on myself through my own actions and thoughts, loving my enemies while learning through my dramas, being thankful every moment, adjusting my eyes to (try and) see through illusions, exploring the mysteries of the universe, of relationships, of strangers, of myself. Trying to accept and work with change...blossom with it, wither away with it, crumble and die with it, knowing i'll be planted and go thru the spirals again, holding a little bit more under my belt if i'm lucky.
You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You? MyGen Profile Generator MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

i know it's confusing but i'm not this ashlee

adventures, magical joyness, etc. everything..these days photography, scultpture, paintin, drawin, dancin, writing, numerology, spiritual alchemy, astronomy, anthropology, questionin, wonderin, arguin, acceptin, forgivin, changin, growin, laughin, lovin, kissin, rompin, sploshin and splashin! Oh an i collect old childrens books, especially those with innocent sexual undertones:

I'd like to meet:

people who make me laugh so hard i cry and people who make me cry so hard i laugh..

Music:

a bit o this and that: stuff my pothead hippy parents listened to....ic rock and oldies, reggae/dancehall, tiki/exotica, folk, anything classic that I can sing to, fem emo vox, and anything I can ice skate or do interpretive dance to. Anything the Madam plays, she's my music monkey...

some names off the top of my head...nothing to make me sound cool-just stuff that i cry to; rufus wainwright, jeff buckley, ani difranco, andy stochansky, pete yorn, mason jennings, gilian welch, joni mitchel, ella, billy, nina, sarah, chet baker, supergrass, van morrison, cat stevens, bob marley, sam cook, that harmonica music off amelie, and other stuff that escapes me when asked. i have a tough time with names, but when i hear something and like it, i'll definitely let you know. oh, everyone should check out KRYSTLE WARREN at least once in their life.

Movies:

the princess and the warrior. harold and maude. mommy dearest. the million dollar cat. labrynth. ledgend. the neverending story. american beauty. life is beautiful. fight club. midnight madness. pee wee's big adventure. all audrey films. all baz lurman films. all tom twyker films. all films by that french guy who did amalie. movies that invoke imagination and take honest and detailed hands-on work; a good example is jim henson's classics like Labrynth and Dark Crystal-he was a fucking visionary, and he understood the universe more than most take time to realize:

Television:

six feet under. nothing tops it. i'm a sucker for reality competition shows sometimes too, i.e. project runway

Books:

the giving tree. a light in the attic. where the sidewalk ends. many lives, many masters. BE HERE NOW farenhiet (sp?) 451. the tao of pooh. the te of piglet. bringers of the dawn. earth. the alchemist. the prophet. mansions of the soul. how the universe works. a dictionary of symbols.

Heroes:

mister rogers and my mama

My Blog

i know i know i know

but it feels pretty fucking great...so I'm rollin with it.
Posted by PAshen it Rx on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 12:53:00 PST

i see you're still waiting on that spine donor.

the word cunt doesn't do you justice.i hate you i hate you i hate you.fuck you.fuck you with something hard and sandpapery.i take it all back.i hate that i've allowed you to cause me to hate.this is n...
Posted by PAshen it Rx on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 05:57:00 PST

ATTN: MYSPACE/LOVERS

Okay. I reached the realization that this myspacehabit has to be cut down to a minimum...I think itfinally hit me when I was trying to arrange a creativedate with a friend just to make another fun def...
Posted by PAshen it Rx on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 06:09:00 PST

Repetitive encounters gotcha down? Try looking within.

Noted from "The Tao of Psychology" by Jean Shinoda BolenSynchronicity can pave the way for people coming together. By unraveling the circumstances through which two people meet to enter a "significant...
Posted by PAshen it Rx on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 11:12:00 PST

bad lighting and resolutions

i'm a little lit as festivites wear down in my blood stream so while erin's washing her facei just have a few things to say. first of all, spending the countown to 2007 under evil florescent lights i...
Posted by PAshen it Rx on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 02:59:00 PST

Nocturnal Landscape

A constellation like day; the horizen behind it by lightsand flares fingered and shrouded,that went and came, fell or stood, restless, phantom-like; and if it went, deep night fell,And if it came, the...
Posted by PAshen it Rx on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 08:59:00 PST

fucking golden retrievers aint all that

fucking dogthis fucking dog is so damn needyand all these rich breeders keep coming up to me and saying"Great Dog." or "Aren't they Great Dogs?" or "I had/have one myself, aren't they great?"No,there ...
Posted by PAshen it Rx on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 08:35:00 PST

found my journals from africa...a bit o' my doc photography and rainy day reading

Okay so I thought these were long lost. Summer before last I lived in the Southern Highlands of Tanzania, Africa.I went on a mission from the moon and volunteered teaching english and helping out at a...
Posted by PAshen it Rx on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 03:05:00 PST

birthday hullaballoo

senta,me,jamal,reename and my familysenta my soul sista, moi, jamal the jerk, and my mad-damn! reena(the pic was so big i didn't know where else to put it)...
Posted by PAshen it Rx on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 05:40:00 PST

Six Ways of Looking at the Rain

a poem written by my senior-in-highschool-sista, sarah katherine jones:Glinting cloud salivaStreams towards the lilacs and mint and mulch, Making miniature WWI shell craters in the Earth,Upturning the...
Posted by PAshen it Rx on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 11:35:00 PST