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The following is an excerpt from "CHIPPING AWAY AT THE SOUL OF ME" titled "AFTERHOURS" pg.66I try reaching but, there is nothing to grasp a hold of. I see myself falling down this dark hole that’s only getting wider and appears to be bottomless. The more I try to relax and break this fall the more I feel myself slipping even more. I just keep falling and the more I do I realize I won’t be coming back it’s so deep and dark. This hole appears to have no end, but the deeper I fall the more my entire life flashes before me and all the while I see the things that appear to have brought me happiness only brought me pain. I don’t seem to remember how I got here. I think the hours in the daytime didn’t allow me to fall because I had many responsibilities that would consume my mind and drain all my energy. But, for some reason I am not afraid of falling down this hole because I see scenes from my life. I see images of my childhood the things that were given and also, the things that were taken away.I see the images of my adulthood all my mistakes and bad decisions and the good ones as well. I began to see how I placed so much energy on trying to please everyone it is quite sad because I should have been more concerned about pleasing GOD and myself. I placed everyone first as if my duties were only to serve others. I don’t know where I picked up such a habit. I look and see images of me and I could barely see myself because, I have all these attachments on my body. I am carrying other people problems and concerns around with me and worried about their welfare, when the majority of them could care less about mine. You would think I am some type of sculpture someone designed because I am so weighed down with a lot of meaningless things. Then it’s as if someone steps in front of me and started removing the attachments to lighten my load but, I’m still falling. I began to see reflections of my face it’s bright and cheerful but, than I see another image which appears to be my soul it’s dark and empty.It felt as if I had not way out of this darkness. The chains that appeared to be wrapped around my soul was heavy and held me down. I was in apredicament and I really felt as if I had no way out. I am crying and shouting, but does anyone hear me?

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The following is an excerpt from my newest release "WHEN LIFE PUSHES YOU TO THE EDGE" titled "HEART WOUNDS" pg. 131There are so many wounds that are in the way. We hurt so deep inside and we try hiding all the hurt and these invisible wounds today. I hurt in my soul for all the women who allow themselves to be used and abused as an instrument of hiding in the shadows of brokenness. I believe that low self-esteem pull women into a need of acceptance, yielding themselves to fit an acceptable image. We have gotten to a place in time where we accept just about anything to have someone in our lives. We allow them to dog us, beat us, cheat on us, disrespect us, lie to us, take our love for granted, use us, change us, and strip us of all our self esteem and respect. We waste months and years of our life wishing and hoping that maybe one day, we would wake up and things would be different. We need a healing for our souls to give us a new life. We need to be healed and become whole again. To remove all this pain and misery because we are truly torn apart and broken hearted. That one day we would be loved the way we should be loved.... They would hold us like they should.... They would talk to us like we are somebody and special....they would look at you like you mean something to them.... All the lies would stop and they would ask for your forgiveness from all the hurt, they have caused. Some of us are dreaming and holding on to false hopes and promises. We must put...... Continued later. Please come check out this awesome book at WWW.CHIPPINGAWAYATTHESOULOFME.COM and receive your autographed copy today, along with a free gift. These books are moving fast, so come and receive your copy today! Thanks for your time, Author Angela M. Thomas. God bless you.