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xxKissMeDeadlyxx

I've suffered the tortures of the damned, Sir...

About Me

For whom it may concern; Forge ahead until you can no longer bleed, fall in love until you can no longer dream, feed your eyes and ears with all the knowledge your fertile mind will allow in this lifetime, for you are married to the earth and stars friend, and they in turn are providing the festivities which embrace your wanting person every feverish moment and haunted hour.
I am a neurotic, obssessive compulsive perfectionist with masochistic tendencies, i have a tendency to push others away, develop anxiety attacks over the most menial things in life and sink into depression and antisocial states of being. i am extremely cynical and thrive on dark sarcasm and seek out similar life forms...i would like to give thanks to my parents and my environment for making me the fine upright citizen that i am today
You Are 52% Abnormal (not stats tested, unreliable - stupid online surveys)
You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.
You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?

My Interests

Books,Ballet,Music (like food, water,shelter....and who needs clothes?)...sunny days reading in central park...misdirecting the tourists...ADULT SWIM (love cartoons)...ashtanga yoga...DIY fashion...Coffee and cigarettes...good rock....live shows...chasing the huge cat-like rats in the unionsquare subway at 2 AM...conceptual art bores the crap outta me (get over it..its out!!!!)......wandering aimlessly through used book stores with 6 bucks in my pocket...punk-disco burlesque, dance, dance, doing the ian curtis dance

I'd like to meet:


Someone who isn't a fuckin hipster
and Michel Gondry

Music:

.:tHE vELVET uNDERGROUND::mUSE::tHE mELVINS::mODEST mOUSE::jEFF bUCKLEY(I love Jeff Buckley)::sIOUXSIE & tHE bANSHEES::.nICO:::ALOHA::mR. bUNGLE::aRCADE fIRE (fckn awesome)::sTARS::.::dEPECHE mODE::tHE cHAMELEONS:::sIGUR rOS:.::lED zEPPELIN::::APC::bAUHAUS::eCHO aND tHE bUNNYMEN::pJ hARVEY:nEW oRDER::tORI aMOS::sHAM 69::jOY dIVISION::eLVIS::dEATH fROM aBOVE 79::tHE sMITHS::mOTORHEAD::sOCIAL dISTORTION::tHE rEFUSED:: tHE cASUALTIEs::cLOUD cULT::.vICTORY aT sEA::.bJORK::tHE gLORIA rECORD:: fAITH nO mORE::bILLY iDOL::jOHNNY cASH::NIN::tHE kINKS::tOOL::sCREAMERS::tHE dOORS::jANES aDDICTION::dEAD bOYS::kAITO::mILLIONAIRE::aPPLESEED cAST::wEEZER::gUNS aND rOSES:: iGGY pOP aND tHE sTOOGES::dAVID bOWIE::bILLIE hOLIDAY::pSYCHEDELIC fURS:: jOHNNY tHUNDERS:: hUSKER dU::pAVEMENT::bLACK fLAG::mARS vOLTA::rYAN aDAMS::sTELLASTARR*::tHE cLASH::sONIC yOUTH:: tHE tALKING hEADS:: tHE wALKMEN:: vIOLENT fEMMES:: bAD bRAINS::tHE pIXIES::the nATIONAL:: tHE cURE::mAZZY sTAR:: tHE jEALOUS sOUND::sAY hI tO yOUR mOM::: jETS tO bRAZIL:: jOHNNY lEE hOOKER:: HIM:: bUILT tO sPILL::sLEATER-kINNEY::: tHE vANDALS:: aGENT oRANGE:: tHE rAMONES:: rADIOHEAD:: fUGAZI::mUDHONEY:: tHE bEATLES:.mewithoutyou::

please come back to brooklyn soon..

Movies:

Donnie Darko, Akira Kurosawa, Michel Gondry, Wes Anderson, Fritz Lang, BIG samurai movie fan..bushi bushi!!!, Hara Kiri, Daytrippers, Contempt, Metropolis,American Beauty, Fight Club, Pi, The Boondock Saints, Clockwork Orange (pure genius kubrick) Usual Suspects, Adaptation, Trainspotting, ALFRED HITCHCOCK, Badlands, Chasing Amy, Alphaville,Reservior Dogs, Full Metal Jacket, 24 hour party people, Jean-Luc Goddard,, Wonder Boys, The Breakfast Club, Psycho, Buffalo 66, The Kid, Natural Born Killers, The 5th Element, Spike Jonze, The Goonies

Television:

Im sorry, I believe TV is evil

this is arguably the best video I've seen on youtube (fugazi & adult swim)

Books:

Alot of books on statistics and clinical research..fun fun =) Chuck Palahniuk (I eat up his writing like its crack)...Im a whore for Nietzsche (My Favs: The Gay Science, Thus Spoke Zarathustra)...Camus' "The Stranger", Ayn Rand "The Fountainhead", "A Brief History in Time" (that man amazes me), "In the Fascist Bathroom" Greil Marcus, Kafka, Sartre, geeky neuroscience books on brain waves and imaging, Le Petit Prince (I still read that one every now and then), The Idiots guide to Quantam Theory.

Heroes:

The guy who serves me my coffee every morning....

Your results:
You are Supergirl Supergirl 75% Wonder Woman 70% The Flash 65% Green Lantern 55% Catwoman 55% Robin 50% Spider-Man 50% Iron Man 45% Superman 35% Batman 30% Hulk 25% Lean, muscular and feminine.
Honest and a defender of the innocent.
Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

My Blog

romping through the wine fields in a drunken stupor w/ Lindsay and J

San Francisco here i come, watch out!!
Posted by xxKissMeDeadlyxx on Tue, 22 May 2007 04:59:00 PST

come out and support your local amateur burlesque dancers!

this coming monday night its another amateur burlesque contest at galapagos, see ya there kiddies!!http://www.galapagosartspace.com/events.html
Posted by xxKissMeDeadlyxx on Wed, 09 May 2007 04:13:00 PST

public pervert

this week was an indescriable, random set of events...lost her in mind and body, it eats away at me everyday...job promotion, custom analysis, the fucken bitch doesn't know research...cheap beers & fr...
Posted by xxKissMeDeadlyxx on Mon, 07 May 2007 04:55:00 PST

"A dame that knows the ropes isn't likely to get tied up"

and more random quotes that mean something to me...Between two evils, I always pick the one I never tried before. Cultivate your curves - they may be dangerous but they won't be avoided. What's great ...
Posted by xxKissMeDeadlyxx on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 03:12:00 PST

cancun!!!!

just got back from cancun...mexico was fuckin awesome, i think it will take this entire week to recover from the massive bodily damage. ive never been to a resort where they had tecquilla and wine on...
Posted by xxKissMeDeadlyxx on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 04:58:00 PST

weakness

ive lost all control again, the main factor that i revolve my life around. can never be at peace with who i am. i only can see the evil, the badness when i look into the mirror. i am a prisnor, trap...
Posted by xxKissMeDeadlyxx on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 09:39:00 PST

StRandEd iN bRooKLyn

MTA :.::.Money Theiving Assholes.::.: OKay, this rant is officially going to top all my others. If you dont give a shit than FUCK OFF!! because every New Yorker is in the position to curse and comp...
Posted by xxKissMeDeadlyxx on Thu, 22 Dec 2005 05:33:00 PST

HELLO, mY nAME iS cANCER

Got the scare of my fuckin life...and Isolation captures this blog mood perfectly...
Posted by xxKissMeDeadlyxx on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 06:28:00 PST

My nightmare about AD Agencies

I has this frightful dream last nite...I dreamed that the huge corporate monsters Ogilvy and Time Warner began to build their own private military units and they were growing exponentially...I had to ...
Posted by xxKissMeDeadlyxx on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

FUCKIN KICK ASS ALBUM U MUST BUY NOW!!

Have I got one for you darlins, Mike Patton with the Distillers...oh my god, this guy is a musical madman!! I love this cd so much...pure insanity. If he has the time Mike needs to like make a movie w...
Posted by xxKissMeDeadlyxx on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST