night owl
"In this world I own nothing to no one, live by the days or however your money's spent. talent's a common thing but I haven't seemed to find mine yet. I’ve ridden my insecurities all the way to a place called destiny, I'm not looking for an apology...I realized no one feels a bit like me so don't you say "I told you so". I'm not a fool I just know what I know. I’ve crawled on my hands and my knees to find a place that fit me, I’ve been ashamed, I’ve failed, felt pathetic. It should have broke me but I wouldn't let it. don't let anyone tell you its not where your from its where your at, I’ve spent my life escaping and I always wind up coming back. I’ve spent my whole life searching to find everything is fake, gotta say that I'm not sorry. not sorry that I can’t relate"
"..and with the awful realization that New York was a city after all and not a universe, the whole shining edifice that he had reared in his imagination came crashing to the ground"
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