to sum it all up:
i think too much, i talk too much & i laugh too much. i probably have a little OCD & ADD. that's all you really need to know.... don't try to figure me out. but if that just won't suffice... read on...
i'm a walking contradiction: i was born to be a mean girl, but deep down i think i'm actually kinda nice. i'm "one of the guys" with hidden girlish tendencies. i'm probably the sweetest and bitchiest person you'll ever encounter. i try to find the good in everyone i meet, yet i like very few people i come across (namely haters... you know who you are). "i'm not CATTY, i'm OBSERVANT". i look high maintenance but am actually super chill. i take care or myself, but not to the point that i'll obssess. i try to look 'put together' not 'made up'.
i like to keep busy, but will drop everything for a friend in need. my friends are everything to me. i know all the people i need to. everyone that's a part of my life is here for a reason. i've got quite the circle of acquaintances, but let very few people actually get to know me. i don't like people knowing too much about me.
i have nothing to hide, yet rarely volunteer information. i've led a fairly interesting life and have done some pretty stupid shit, yet regret none of it, for without everything that's happened, i wouldn't be who i am today... and i rather like myself. i make no apologies for who i am, who i've been or the things that i do. i am who i am, like it or not. and if not, i won't hold it against you. everything that i do is backed with the best of intentions. i want nothing more than to make people happy. even if that means sacrificing my own.
i try to distance myself from all things negative, but keeping a positive outlook is a lot easier said than done. i'm pretty much always in a good mood - even when i'm upset (yeah, i know that doesn't make sense). i've recognized that i have some minor issues with expressing my true feelings, but i've learned better than to let my guard down. i hate being seen as a 'girly girl', there's nothing worse than coming across as weak and needy.
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a few words i try to live by...
"i would rather die of thirst, than drink from the cup of mediocrity"
"anything less than mad, passionate, extraordinary love is a waste of time. there are too many mediocre things in life to deal with and love shouldn't be one of them."
"if you do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always gotten"
"good character is more to be praised than outstanding talent. most talents are to some extent a gift. good character, by contrast, is not given to us. we have to build it piece by piece by thought, choice, courage and determination."
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