Clara English [♥B.A.D.] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I'm a goddamn Doll.
If you wanna sleep with me and talk about existence, we'll need more than fifteen minutes. I'll tell you what let's forget about the fame, push pause on the game, and get to know each other by our first names.
I am nothing new. Everything I say has already been said .
Just most likely in a more tasteful manner.
I sound just like everyone else.
I believe that in taking the effort in proclaiming to be atheist is to actually give a damn.
I do not.
I believe in choice. I believe in chances.
I believe in honesty. I believe in spontaneity.
I have always been stuck between Romanticism and Realism .
When I was fifteen I fell in love with the fictional character Sydney Carton from A Tale of Two Cities .
I want to base my life off the movie High Fidelity .
Sometimes I remind myself of Charlie from The Perks of Being a Wallflower .
My favorite song is While My Guitar Gently Weeps . Close second is Babe I'm Gonna Leave You .
I am interested in almost everything. And I really like sandwiches.
I'm going to write a book one day just called, I Do Dumb Shit.
My favorite cd by The Cure is Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me.
I spend most of my time in the shower playing with my boobs.
I don't like much.
But I really like the swings.
I am also really bad at strings.
I have a false level of confidence falling out the ass.
And a way of getting to you in the best and worse ways possible.
I'm a mess. I'm a lush.
And I wouldn't have it any other way.
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Lord give me grace and dancing feet. And the power to impress. Lord give me grace and dancing feet. Let me outshine the moon.
Is it so wrong to crave recognition? Second best, runner-up. Is it so wrong to want rewarding? To want more than is given to you? Than is given to you.
Tonight make me unstoppable. And I will charm, I will slice. I will dazzle them with my wit. Tonight make me unstoppable. And I will charm, I will slice. I will dazzle, I will outshine them all.
Standing on the packed dance floor. Our bodies thrown in time. Silent on the weekdays. Tonight I claim what's mine.
Is it so wrong to crave recognition? Second best, runner-up Is it so wrong to want rewarding? To want more than is given to you? Than is given to you.
Tonight make me unstoppable. And I will charm, I will slice I will dazzle them with my wit. Tonight make me unstoppable And I will charm, I will slice. I will dazzle, I will outshine them all.
Tonight make me unstoppable. And I will charm, I will slice I will dazzle them with my wit. Tonight make me unstoppable And I will charm, I will slice. I will dazzle, I will outshine them all.
B.A.D.
January 8, 1989-February 27, 2007
Go to sleep my little timebomb.

My Interests

Link, the chosen one.
Zelda. Zombies. Cigarettes. Drinks. Especially free ones. Working. Sex. The Office. Heroes. The color pink. Plaid. The British. Thunderstorms. Girls. Skinny, white boys. Trashy people. Geeks. Cherry bombs. Gypsys. Lemon drops. PBR. Music. Movies. Singing. Showers. Baths. The word cunt. Stella. Body modifications. Evolved Body Art. My dolls. Pinups. Vintage shit. I like some other shit, but really, I just want to smoke, drink and fuck. And maybe meet an honest person along the way.

I'd like to meet:

My Sydney Carton.

He was there... His car was parked there in the same gas station, all dressed in green, dark green.
I couldn't move my head, but I was watching him in the mirror.
Oh, it was horrible!
His face was sort of erased, but I knew he was looking at me.
Two invisible eyes, two invisible and monstrous eyes.
M83. I would fuck the hell out of them. Both.
The honest. The drunk. The tired. The weak.
The tattooed. The pierced.
The confused. The helpless.

And maybe some hot broads and gypsy punks.

Family.

Sister.

Cousin.

Stepmom.

My other Family.

New School.

Old School.

Baby Love.

My Valencia.

The Roommates.

OMG BFF.

Meow.

Not Megan.

My favorite people.
I have TOO MANY goddamn friends.

RIP Blake.

Scully.

Cleveland.

Princess.

Twin.

Owner.

Young Blood.

Old school.

Pocket Rocket.

Little Bear.

Teddy Bear.

Cocktease.

hello.sarah.

Ex-Love.

High Fidelity.

Cake Hater.

Beer run.

Platos.

Me minus a.

Ginger.

The Boy.

Sleaze.

Young punk.

Bowie Fan.

My White Girl.

See all the rest of these fuckers...

Music:

The skyline was beautiful on fire. All twisted metal stretching upwards. Everything washed in a thin orange haze.

I said: "kiss me, you're beautiful--these are truly the last days."

You grabbed my hand and we fell into it like a daydream or a fever.

I wanna scream, 'Fuck you Lucy.' But the problem is I love you Lucy. So instead I'ma finish my drink and have another. While you think about how you used to be my lover.
Atmosphere. Neutral Milk Hotel. Portishead. The Cure. The Beatles. M83. Elliott Smith. Godspeed You! Black Emperor. Sigur Ros. Yann Tierson. Radiohead. MC Chris. Tom Waits. Atmosphere. Gogol Bordello. RJD2. Tiger Army. Ratatat. The Dwarves. Soul Position. Danzig. Led Zeppelin. Some Misfits. Bloc Party. Evergreen Terrace. X. Dessert Sessions. Blueprint. Johnny Cash. Iron and Wine. Ladytron. Nouvella Vague. HORSE the Band. Yann Tierson. Pirate. Blanche. Lady Sovereign. Air. Phil Collins. The Decemberists. Jeff Buckley. Jay-Z. Underhero.

Movies:

There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.
American Psycho. Oldboy. Green Street Hooligans. Layer Cake. High Fidelity. 28 Days Later. Shawn of the Dead. Little Miss Sunshine. Life Aquatic. Kill Bill. But I'm a Cheerleader. Pulp Fiction. Everything is Illuminated. Shop Girl. The Royal Tenenbaums. Eternal Sunshine and the Spotless Mind. Taxi Driver. Hackers. Valley Girl.

Television:

There's an old Italian saying: you fuck up once, you lose two teeth.
The Sopranos. Heroes. The Office. Scrubs. Weeds. House. Awesometown. Desperate Housewives. The L-Word. The Colbert Report. The Daily Show. My Name is Earl. Sex and the City. Degrassi. Porn. Coupling. The British Office. The Robinsons. Metalocalypse. Aqua Teen.

Books:

I am a disappointed drudge, sir. I care for no man on earth, and no man on earth cares for me.
A Tale of Two Cities. The Martian Chronicles. The Perks of Being a Wallflower. Catcher in the Rye. Fight Club. Things Fall Apart. Choke. Dante's Inferno. Hamlet. A Midsummer Night's Dream. Macbeth. The Fuck-up. Memoirs of a Geisha. Invisible Monsters. The Witch of Blackbird Pond. The Trial.

Heroes:

I always had disturbing dreams from when I was a child. Seeing that they disturb me, I might as well make money from it.
Michel Gondry. Danny Trejo. Exene Cervenka. Beth Gibbons. Sluts. Drunks. Whores.

My Blog

Awesome.

We're awesome.You're jealous.Deal with it.And the Vegas party.We were 'Coked up Vegas Newlyweds' for this Halloween party.Super cute.I will totally eat him.And I guess he'll eat me.I really like this ...
Posted by Clara English [♥B.A.D.] on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 12:15:00 PST

Brief update on my life as a whole.

Bwah.The Mars Volta and Red Hot Chili Peppers show was awesome.Blood Brothers tomorrow.MC Chris on the 19th.I'm pumped.So is Szr.In other news...My boyfriend is still amazing.His son is still amazing....
Posted by Clara English [♥B.A.D.] on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 04:14:00 PST

June 18, 1976.

I sold my soul to the devil to make the rent.And I sold my beer to buy some food.Now one more fee and I am set for the month.Without food, yes, but at least I have a place to stay...right?I got my cam...
Posted by Clara English [♥B.A.D.] on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 09:50:00 PST

Why I'm awesome. You should probably read this from start to finish.

Finally, it appears that my blog is back to working.I've been trying to write this entry for over a day now.And it has NOT been working out well at all.And what's funny is, it's totally not that impor...
Posted by Clara English [♥B.A.D.] on Fri, 05 May 2006 10:39:00 PST

Taaag.

6 people 6 things 6 penisesHere's the deal. If you've been tagged, you have to write a blog listing 6 intersting facts about YOU. At the end of the blog you must then list 6 people that you are going ...
Posted by Clara English [♥B.A.D.] on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 01:01:00 PST

A series of Items. Some bad, some worse, some random.

Mmmmm. Alright. Here goes. Item-Drama. Seriously. Just stop already. Stop doing things to ruin your friendships and then crying because everyone is mad at you. Stop lying. Stop being judgemen...
Posted by Clara English [♥B.A.D.] on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 01:53:00 PST

To you...

Goddamnit. Okay. Dear Best Friend. I am writing this here because we seemingly have terrible timing. What with my not having a phone and you having a new job. And this is the only way you wil...
Posted by Clara English [♥B.A.D.] on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 08:37:00 PST

Ohhh shit.

Alright cool. So. Adam can't read my 'blogs' if they're orange because he has issues with the color orange and the color green. So. I changed my format. It wasn't just for Adam though. That year...
Posted by Clara English [♥B.A.D.] on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 07:52:00 PST

Apparently this is spilling my guts...

1. First thing you did this morning? Cuddled. 2. Last thing you ate? Krispy Kreme donuts. 3. Does your cell phone suck? Um. It's not even turned on. So. Yes. Even when it is...yes. 4. What's ...
Posted by Clara English [♥B.A.D.] on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 08:48:00 PST

Uh. Wow. Weird.

So. My sister has a myspace. That's all I have to say about that. She is twelve and she has a goddamned myspace. When I find that link...*shakes fist*
Posted by Clara English [♥B.A.D.] on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 08:37:00 PST