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*Cobalt Rain*

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About Me

Please don't 'borrow' the picture beneath my name at start of page. It is a digital painting of me created by my dear friend Paul @ Blu Gnome Graphics. Thank you. ~JC
Hey Y'all, I'm Jaymi or JC...
I was born the Princess in a fairytale to a true King of love, gentleness, intelligence and family with his loyal and loving Queen at his side, they gave birth to two sons and myself...
I was raised on a small horse ranch I found a deep love of animals and nature... I love riding horses and finding beauty in the wonders of nature, the sunshine, the stars, the rain... beautiful never ending trees with branches that reach to heaven, streams of water that you know flows to all corners of the world, honeysuckle vines that stretch and reach through every fence so that they can surround the world with the amazing nectar and fragrance of the south... This is where I find beauty, and indeed God.
I was raised in a way that taught me to always seek my own truth, never to follow what society dictated or expected me to adhere to...
I was taught the way of a Southern Baptist by my Mother and her church, but was given free rein to find my Lord by my Daddy who showed me God in everything that I saw... God is the ocean, the mountains, the trees, the streams, the animals and even in us... I've read books and spoke with people from many different religions and found certain truths in each, but I've discovered in order to be religious we should follow the guide lines given by only one religion... I don't think God cares what we choose to call ourselves, I don't think He cares what we wear nor where we go to church... I think what matters to Him is that we trust and believe in Him...
My church is any place that I can feel God... by the ocean is where I feel Him most... but I can find him anywhere that I seek Him... I always have been able to... And I honor God by following the golden rule... I always try to treat others as I would want them to treat me...
I could go on with this topic for hours and hours on my beliefs and thoughts on religions or my lack there of... I am sincerely a spiritual person, but I have no true religion...
I am not a Bible thumping fanatic but I stand behind my beliefs and I would fight to protect my rights to feel and believe what I choose... You don't have to agree with me, you don't even have to believe in God... but I have found it is a much gentler journey through life when you can find something to believe in.
I tend to be a very complex person. LOL My family calls them 'mood swings', I say It's just 'ME'... One minute I am laughing and being ridiculously silly, the next turn very serious and somber. If you believe in the horoscopes/signs... perhaps I am the true definition of Gemini.
I almost always speak my mind... at times hurting the feelings of those that I love, Not intentionally, but honestly. I've never been one to candy coat things nor do I enjoy having the lies go down like M&Ms instead of truth! Honesty is always the best policy!
I'm always interested in other's thoughts and views on religion and/or spirituality, music, family, animals, nature, LOL almost anything so if you'd like to discuss this topic, feel free to email me.
I am a very strong person, strong minded, willed, and spirit...
But I am also a serious girly girl! I love sparkly things, soft things
Lace, fluff! LOL I love flowers and moonlight, long walks on the
beach and hugs! I love talking and being teased, I love being
treated like the only person on the planet and I love being spoiled.
I love candle light and long, warm baths, I love babies and puppies
However... I am very single, I am way not looking...
I believe lasting love, the real kind, the indescribable, awe inspiring kind
only comes once in a life time... When you find your soul mate you should
hold tight and never let fears or anything else get in the way of that...
I did. Now that one perfect moment in time has passed. I'm not sure that
I'd reach for it again if I could, but I do recognize what I lost and I miss it.
"When you've come to the edge of all the light you've ever known and are about to step off into the darkness of the great unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen: there will be something solid to stand on, or you'll be taught how to fly."
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly , Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.
"Across the years I will walk with you
in deep green forests
on shores of sand
And when our time on earth is through
in heaven too,
I will hold your hand"
Patience arises from an absolute knowing that all things are occurring in perfect order. You experience patience as acceptance and a freedom from the need to control the outcome of every situation. Patience allows life to unfold in all of its beauty. This thought is just to remind you to go with the flow.

My Interests


The slide shows below are filled with my original photos. I hope you enjoy! ~JC





Things that I ENJOY...
There is NOTHING that I enjoy more than music. I have literally thousands of CDs. Also I love Dancing, Reading, Writing stories and poetry, Drawing, Painting, Photography, Road Trips, Long Walks, Swimming, Horseback Riding, Cooking, Decorating, Designing, Spending time with my family and my pets, and the list goes on and on...

Things I LOVE...
Music, Dt. Mountain Dew, Chocolate, Super Heroes, Animals, The Ocean, Children, Honey Suckle, My Family, Poetry, Powerful Quotations, Nature, TREES, Candles, Aromatherapy, Rain, NC Lighthouses, Home, North Carolina, The Constant Search for the next thing that inspires my happiness and creativity- and the list goes on and on...

Things that I HATE...
War, complacency, Physical, mental and emotional abuse towards women, children, men and animals, Informed prejudice, Racism, Sexism, Murderous Weather, Mean, Rude People, Bad Drivers, Closed Minded, Stupid People, Spiders, Snakes, Bugs, Car alarms... and the list goes on and on...

Things I Collect...
CDs, Stars, Candleholders, Angels, Crystal, Cobalt Blue Glass, Dreamsicles, Books, Angel Cards -and the list goes on and on...

General things that interest me:

Quotations
Essential Oils & Aromatherapy
Greek Mythology
Spirituality
Hippies
Poetry
Photography
R&B and Soul
Angels
Romance
Tantra
Writing
North Carolina
Vampires
Medieval and Renaissance
Arthurian Legends
The Last Unicorn
Philosophy
Reincarnation
Massage Therapy
Ghosts
New Age
Faeries
Passions
Blues
Philosophy of Mind
Intelligence
Dream Analysis
Creative Writing
Sleep and Dreams
Spirit Guides
Erotic Stories and Fantasies
Healing through Touch & Color
Psychic Abilities
Meditation
Karma
Soul Mates
Twin Spirits
Animal Rights
Candles
incense
Poems
Tarot
Mysticism
All things that FEEL good, mentally, physically or emotionally!

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I'd like to meet:

I would love to have been able to meet Pablo Neruda! The greatest poet of all time!!! And to have met the lady that filled his life with such glorious inspiration, romance and poetry.

I would love to have met Albert Einstein, One of the greatest thinkers of all time, to talk with him and see if he was down to earth and level headed or if he was a bit spacey, nerdy, and would have been fantastic on the geek squad!!! LOL

I would love to have met Vincent Van Gogh, One of the greatest artists of all time... And talked with him to see what his life was truly like and what made it so sad and lonely... if he was in love and without the love of his life, or if he never truly loved anyone other than his art, which in turn left him lonely, disheartened and depressed

I would have loved to have met Elvis Presley, a true talent and poet of the soul... I would have loved to have talk with him about his life, the things in his life that pushed him to the edge and the people in his life who had neither the courage nor the intelligence to pull him away from the edge before he fell over

WOW! I could go on and on with this topic! LOL As you can tell, I have the ability to be a bit wordy as well as opinionated as hell! Sorry 'bout that! NEXT!!!....



The following are random thoughts and quotes...
Just a wonderful treat I enjoy from time to time (when I am really good) called SARCASM!!! LOL

THE NEXT TIME THAT YOU THINK YOU'RE PERFECT...
TRY WALKING ON WATER!

Laugh your heart out
Dance in the rain
Cherish the memories
Ignore the pain
Love and Learn
Forget and Forgive
Because remember you
only have one life to live!


Life is TOO short to wake up every morning
with regrets, so love the people who treat
your right, forget about the ones who don't
and believe that everything happens for a reason,
If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your
life, let it. Nobody said that it's be easy, they
just promised that it WOULD be worth it!
LIVE!!! Make life worth it!

"When power leads man toward arrogance, poetry reminds him of his limitations. When power narrows the area of man's concern, poetry reminds him of the richness and diversity of existence. When power corrupts, poetry cleanses."
John F. Kennedy









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Music:

My tastes in music are ridiculously eclectic!
I love R&B (most), Jazz (a lot), Rock (the old stuff), Alternative (some), Pop (some), Country (not the whiny stuff), Gospel (the new stuff), Classical (most), Rap (the good stuff not the crap) LOL I love ALL kinds of music!

My taste in music like most things, flows with my moods... Highs, lows, angry, in love, happy, sad... All deserve, inspire and receive their own music...

A list of some of my favorites will come as I am so inspired to type them out! LOL

Movies:

City of Angels, Legend, Merlin, Excalibur, Crazy Beautiful, Love Jones, Message in a Bottle, Note Book, The Lake House, The Crow, Matrix, Playing By Heart, Rumors of Angels, Serendipity, Hope Floats, 10 Things I Hate About You, You've Got Mail, Notting Hill, Love and Basketball, The Best Man, My Best Friend's Wedding, Gone With The Wind, Wizard Of Oz -Not Necessarily in that order, with the exception of the first one! And there are many, many others...

Television:

Smallville, Bloodties, Moon Light, Crossing Over, Ghost Whisperer, CSI (all), Cold Case Files, House, Life Time, History, Discovery.

Books:

I love Romance Novels, Self Improvement, Spirituality, Poetry (ALL Pablo Neruda, YES!!!) The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran, and the list goes on and on! LOL
I simply adore the dictionary!!
I've read many good books lately...

These are the LAST FIVE books that I have read

Recent Romance Novels

THE DUKE IN DISGUISE

CAPTIVE OF MY DESIRES

Other Books,

BEING IN BALANCE
by Dr. Wayne W. Dyer

LIFE AFTER DEATH
by Deepak Chopra, M.D.

THE AROMATHERAPY BIBLE

Heroes:

Smallville: Far Away
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This section is an odd one for me... I love Super Heroes... Superman being my absolute FAVORITE! I just think he is the coolest thing! Invention, if you will... A man made of steal that can fly, he has X-Ray vision, he's incredibly strong, miraculously intelligent and amazingly ROMANTIC!!! I have Superman Cartoons, The Superman Set (With Christopher Reeves), Lois & Clark (the series) and my new Superman Obsession ---All disk sets of Smallville and the newest to arrive on Sept. 25, 07!
I also have a strange interest and fascination with Dracula... Myth, Legend or invention?? A man that has the power to bend people to his will... I remember watching the old Dark Shadows reruns with my Daddy... When Barnabas Collins wanted the women... he merely focused on what he desired and they came to him... There was something very intriguing about that, even to a child... and as I got older, I found the notion of that to be quite erotic... I enjoy Vampire movies... I especially liked Dracula 2000... It was both visually stimulating and thought provoking... I like that very much!
Dracula 2000-Like A Prayer
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Add to My Profile | More VideosBut to truthfully answer who is my Hero... Hands down! It was my Daddy... A real man, not a made up one... he stood for all things good in my eyes... As a child, I truly believed that he was God! In a Southern Baptist Church, they'd preach 'Go to God with your troubles and he'll help you' ummm. Were they talking about my Daddy? 'Go to God with your pains and he will heal you' I looked down at the band-aid on my knee, further wondering why they were calling Daddy -God... 'God wants us to love and honor our parents'... YEA! Yesterday Daddy fussed at me for being loud with Mother. 'Ask God's forgiveness because he loves you no matter what you've done' --- I know that, my Daddy tells me he loves me more than anything in the world, even when I'm bad. *SMILE* Ahhh the innocence of childhood...

So who is my hero... the man who raised me to be the woman that I am... He taught me honesty, love, forgiveness... He taught me to treat all people with the utmost respect... He gave me my unquenchable love for music, art poetry... my unending desire to learn, grow, change... My Daddy was not only my Father, he was my protector, my teacher and my best friend, when he died... I died with him... My life changed in unimaginable ways... It is still a struggle to wake up and realize again today he is not here.
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Without You

  Without you& Not to breathe& Because I cannot drink of your air& My chest feels tight& My heart feels full& My blood silently drowns me& Not to sleep& Because I cannot drift into your slumbe...
Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 01:39:00 PST

Wilting Love

Wilting Love   Like a flower That once bloomed    And danced in the sunshine     Our love is wilting from lack of        Attention...
Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 01:38:00 PST

What if you die?

  What if you die?Have I let you know how important you are to me?The skies are filled with tears... What if this is the last breath you take?Will you even know that you have been loved my entir...
Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 01:37:00 PST

Can you feel me?

Can You Feel Me?   I need you. Like the air that blows rhythm to my heart... Music through the darkness that used to send me into peaceful lullaby,       &nb...
Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 05:49:00 PST

Imagine

Imagine...          Sometimes               late at night... I lay awake and imagine you standing sideway...
Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 05:47:00 PST

The Edge Of Reality

Walking on the edge of reality the climb is steep the fall is deep and you are always there The edge is sharp the cut is quick if I move I have not a prayer This is fear there are tears t...
Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 03:49:00 PST

The way of the wizard

Was it the way of the wizard, oh so strong and true that reached out and took my hand and lead me straight to you The wizards way helps us to regress in time and space it helps us remember another r...
Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 03:46:00 PST

What are you doing to me?

  What are you doing to me? I can't get you out of my mind You play in my thoughts like a child at Christmas like a new puppy in the spring like a lover toying with my emotions and setting me on...
Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 03:44:00 PST

With all my love

  With all my love...         I need you. like the air that blows rhythm to my heart... I need you. like music through the darkness that used to send me ...
Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 03:20:00 PST

Alone

Alone...Alone... tears running deep...many times silently behind broken eyesso that no one else can see...The pain is thick and foreversmothering and strong ashes to stone...    ...
Posted by *Cobalt Rain* on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 03:19:00 PST