GOOD MORNING MY FRIENDSFor I am told by my loved ones they see beauty not only on the outside but also on the inside as well. I pondered this for many years and then it came so simple to me one day.
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Be You T an ahhhaaa moment came to me that I should just be myself for the spirit within me also shines with beauty!i light this candle on the water
my love for you it always burns
i know your lost and drifting
but the clouds are lifting
don't give up you have somewhere
to turn
the endless clouds they have found you
don't let the stormy darkness pull you down
i'll paint a ray of hope around you
circling in the wind life is like a pray
i'll be your candle on the water
my love for you it always burns ...MAY THE ROAD RISE UP TO MEET YOU. MAY THE WIND BE ALWAYS AT YOUR BACK. MAY THE SUNSHINE WARM YOUR WAY YOU MUST TAKE. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. AND MAY LOVE HOLD YOU IN THE PALM OF ITS HAND.My interests, my life, and living would be ... my partner Robyn to share all my life with. My beautiful Children Holly, John (rip) my son, Heather, and Melissa. My Grandchildren Antonio and Landon Johnathon. Thank you so much Holly!!! One on the way soon!!! Melissa's first! I can't wait to see you! My family and friends. Saving the enviroment. Saving the animals great and small ... Ocean, Land, And skies. There should be no starving people in the world. Doing my part to bring peace to the world.
I love being in the outdoors; Photography (all the nature pictures have been taken by myself under my pic's) Camping,Fishing,Swimming,Boating,Hiking,Biking,Horseback Riding,Climbing,Spending time at the Ocean,I love beinging near all water. Viewing the Stars and Planets, astrology,Working out at the gym,Tae kwon do,Boxing,Racket Ball,Tennis,Volleyball,Softball.
Reading,Writing (currently writing a Autobiography)Studying to become a Reiki Master.
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Learning about the Healing arts ... Charkra Healing, Chakra Balancing, Color Therapy, Aroma Therapy and much more in that department.
Animals, There are 3 adopted pets from the Animal Shelter living with my partner and I. Two Cats and a Dog. Guess I have a love for all creatures, and enjoy learning about them.
I enjoy being around people, making new friends, and keeping the golden ones through all these years. I enjoy helping those that want to help themselves. Doing fun things together without any drama durning that time.
Love Music, Singing, Going to Concerts. It was a wonderful experience being in New York several times Watching the Broadway Plays Wicked, and Beauty and the Beast.
Traveling is awesome!!! My partner and I moved from New Jersey to Washington driving by car across the country. I've lived in many states enjoying all the nature I could get my hands on in each state. I was born and raised in Wisconsin. My partner was born and raised in Washington ... Takoma.
I'm a rock hound and a seashell lover. Its fun getting some from speciality stores and finding those special ones that my partner and I go out to get.
I would like to meet the friend I myself am striving to be as a friend. I would like to meet friends that are non-judging of who I am. A true friend is hard to come by that will stick with you always however I know they are out there. I'm not alone in the matter. There are so many differant interests and personality's. A whole rainbow of differant people. Kindness, Respect, and Honesty go a long way. Thank you for viewing my profile perhaps we can become friends?
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♥Tamara
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In Memory of my son John. 2/14/1986 - 7/6/2005
So many miss him. He was such a loving son with the biggest heart I know. He worked with people in a group nursing home for a short time and belonged to the aspca (animal abuse) donationing each and every month. He was my 6'4" gentle loving giant. I'm blessed in every minute I had with John and hold all the memories we shared close to my heart. One day we will once again be in one anothers arms. Until then I move forward with all the gifts John has blessed me with as being my son passing them on with-in my heart and his.John's last picture I have of him ... he graduated and was so very proud. He stated that was the greatest thing he did. However I know he did many great things.I love and miss you my son in body. In soul I know we are always connected by the light.What Makes a Mother?
Written by Jennifer Wasik
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard Him say.
"A Mother has a baby"
This we know is true
"But God can you be a Mother,
When your baby's not with you?"
"Yes, you can," He replied
With confidence in His voice
"I give many women babies,
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay."
"I just don't understand this God
I want my baby to be here."
He took a deep breath and cleared His throat,
And then I saw the tear.
"I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child's smile,
With all the other children and say...
'We go to Earth to learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My Mommy loved me oh so much,
I got to come strait here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much,
But I visit her every day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow's where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
Mommy don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I'm here.'
"So you see my dear sweet ones,
your children are okay.
Your babies are born here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lesson's through.
And on the day that you come home
they'll be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart
it's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start
In memory of my sweet angel JOHN and to all the other mothers out there with children in heaven.
Though some on earth may not realize,
you are a Mother.
Until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day
and know that you are the best one!"
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My one and only sibling. My Sister and I.
Kathleen my mentor. My friend. The best. I thank you for all that you have done. For showing me I could make it back to standing once again where I thought I never could and for taking the steps I had to take with all your times of reminding me that I had to take them and I could. How can you say thank you for you giving me the power to suceed. To forgive again, and go on.My children for keeping me going all these years. For being such a blessing in my life and showing me what loving so deeply and regardless of any mistakes is all about. For all the memories we have shared exspecially the good ones that are ingraved upon my heart. For the learning of the hard times and still loving with all our hearts. I love you all so much.My grandson's Antonio and Landon. How could my love get any deeper. Well you both suceeded. True treasures from above. Gramma loves you both so very much. Hard to even explain in words. My heart longs to hold you in my arms.My Grandma S. for being there always for me and loving me in some of the most alone times I've felt. For showing me such great love in all ways. For being a best friend through out my life and saving me from the hands of abuse on many occations. My safety, My Grand, My Angel.My Father for saying that he loved me and for holding me close in the worst day of my life when my son passed. For showing me the love of photography, astronomy, and rock collecting. For working hard to earn a living and giving his loved ones all that he had to give. I love you Daddy.My Mother for teaching me the depths of love, the love for nature and all creatures great and small. For teaching me forgiveness towards others and what family is supose to be.
I miss you Mom and love you always, forever.My Partner Robyn for saving my life and giving me unconditional love. For all letters, notes, and poems you left me. For all that we do together in all the common things we love to do. Too many to list :) For making so many of my dreams come true. For being the bestest friend in the whole world. I'm so very blessed in you. I love you. My soulmate. My dream come true. Thank you for loving me through some of the most darkest hours days even weeks and months and having the patience and loving kindness, Nothing compares. The sunshine that came to my skies when I thought I'd never stop seeing the rain.My Sister Shannon for loving me always and knowing just how to make me laugh and smile. For all the walks and late night singing, For the bed she shared when we were small after I'd watch a scary movie. Thank you so much fo being all you are Shannon. I love you with all my heart.My Sister Shannon and My brother-n-law Bill
For taking over when I was over whelmed and numb durning the passing of my Mom and Son's passing. Thank you!My Niece Amanda and Nephew A.J. For being the best and only one's I have. I was blessed in getting the best of each one. I love you both so much and am so thankful for each of you.My aunt Melissa and Uncle Ron ... for all the love that they have given me. For being there when Robyn and I sat alone and sitting by us in such a difficult time. For looking out for my daughter and grandson. For laughing with me ... How I love my aunties laugh! Your so loved.Aunt Sandy for saying I was her special one and spending so much time with me. Making me laugh even when I felt like crying. For all the love she has shown me. For the plane ticket home when I couldn't have made it without her help. Know that your loved.My friends. You all do so much for me. Each and everyone of you are so very dear and special and hold a special place in my heart. I love each and every one of you. The golden rays that shine so bright, the warmth and light you bring to me, I truly pray you'll always stay. And dance and play, and shine with me. For my garden would not be the same without you in it.To all those of the past, present, and future for teaching me. Being a friend, loving me, and leaving a footprint upon my heart.
Right before my Mom's passing unexpectedly on 9/28/04 she was talking to me on the phone and wanted me to listen to the song IN MY DAUGHTER'S EYES by Martina Mcbride. Well I didn't hear the song until the day before my mom's funeral and the words are as follow's.
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In my daughter's eyes I am a hero, I am strong and wise and I know no fear. But the truth is plan to see She was sent to rescue me I see who I wanna be In my daughter's eyes.
In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal Darkness turns to LIGHT and the world is at peace This miracle God gave to me gives me strength when I am weak I find reason to believe In my daughters eyes.
And when she wraps her hand around my finger Oh it puts a smile in my heart Everything becomes a little clearer I realize what life is all about.
It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough It's giving more when you feel like giving up I've seen the light It's in my daughter's eyes.
In my dauther's eyes I can see the future A reflection of who I am and what will be Though she'll grow and someday leave Maybe raise a family When I'm gone I hope you see how happy she made me For I'll be there In my daughter's eyes.
I played the song for everyone to hear on the day of Mom's funeral and now when I miss her and wish I could hear her once again I play the song she left for me ... In my daughter's eyes ... I also look into my childrens eyes seeing and feeling just exactly what she meant. I love and miss you Mom.
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