hanging with the girls and the boys and the girls who are boys and the girls who are girls who were boys!!
The fetish scene, painting, photography, d/s lifestyle, and trying to fit more hours in my day.
The Invitation
By Oriah Mountain Dreamer, A Native American Elder
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon.
I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened up by life's little betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide from it, fade from it, or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you're telling is true.
I want to know if you can dissapoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal to not betray your soul.
I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see beauty, even when it is not pretty everyday, and if you can source your life from the Great Spirit's presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, "YES!".
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up after a night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and still do what needs to be done.
It doesn't interest me who you are or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself, and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
ChelseaMS
Fifth Element, The Last Unicorn, Dark Crystal, Underworld, Blade Trilogy, Pirates of the Carribean, Mean Girls, Story of O, Never Ending Story... What the Bleep do we know anyway? ~~ IF you have not seen this movie... I HIGHLY SUGGEST YOU DO! That is all I can remember at this point!
OH YEAH...... B movie JUNKIE... the cornier the BETTER! WOOHOO!
Discovery Channel Whore.... (including the sister channels), CSI MIAMI (i love you H!), CSI and adult swim :)
My 2 amazingly gorgeous little ones, Jacqueline and Brian... If for only a moment, I hope to bring light and love to them as they have to me from the moment we met.
Those whom are not afraid to FEEL...