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da jamz .. via Webjay
I WANNA FUCKING BAND... ................ ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. i play guitar n bass.. always wanted to play drums though.. i can at least keep a beat, heh. oh, and i aint too shabby at singin :-) got the techniques of stza from leftover crack, danny from against all authority, and mutha fuckin billie joe down. techniques, not impersonations...................... ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. .....
if you have nothing worth dying for, you have nothing to live for . ................ ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. ..................... ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. .....
war doesnt determine who is right,
it only determines who is left
anti-racist, anti-sexist, anti-prejudice, anti-homophobe, anti-elitist, anti-xenophobic, ... no-ones perfect , and you should KNOW ur own, (and those around you's), faults, rather than ignore them and pretend they dont exist just cuz sumbody might be uptight or insecure. knowing them will lead to a better connection and understanding of urself and others. greater bonds overall
i got asked if i hated 'preps',, i dont care "whut u r", im friends with everyone. ur label shouldnt determine who you are , if it does, then i probably wont like you at all. there is so much more else to take seriously than that trivial kinda crap ................ ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. ..................... ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. .....
i played football for over 6 years (until i got diabetes), i did track, ummm, i draw like a madman, did really well in schizool, tech in theatre,,, blahblah,, r u still fuckin readin this?................. ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. ..................... ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. .....
im a perfectionist , but ive learned to not let that get in the way, as it can, and only use it where/when its beneficial. ya gotta learn to still let other people have their input, as nothing is perfect from one mind... and MY perfect, isnt everyones ................. ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. ..................... ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. .....
im pretty good at being unbiased , and eliminating spin or opinion in any situation, from politics to arguments,, and see from all/everyones angles. i can usually help settle any unrest/quarrel bewteen or amongst any one/ people................... ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. ..................... ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. .....
im a fast learner in any situation, and good under pressure or in a tight spot ................. ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. ..................... ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. .....
i think all the time, and that has lead to both success and destruction... but no matter whut i still feel knowledge is better than ignorance ................. ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . ..................
i beleive in a form of anarchism , but NOT the completely chaotic no rules no boundaries thing.. that would just lead to easy exploitation, and gangs and seperation and survival rather than unity and progress. which would be the opposite of whut id want. cuz really, if noone gave a shit, would u have a house or computer to be reading this on right now? no, cuz u cant build houses or computers, especially starting from raw materials. so i definately would not label myself an anarchist, and put myself with the majority that beleive that crap.. i just beleive there doesnt need to be different classes, or seperation in any form. we should all work equal to get equal back. its like a slight aspect of communism, (but definately nowhere near actual communism. just the one aspect of people giving and getting equal,, that always seemed to get trampled over by whutever dictator decided to use it to their advantage. obviously showing communism doesnt work) where everyone works as a whole to benefit all as a whole, without the rest of the shit of "you need to look like this, dont stray from the uniform lifestyle" that always gets tagged onto it... you dont need to all be exactly the same to work together. simply put, dont be an asshole, dont exploit people, dont use 'power', no greed, no hierarchies, be urself without thinking whut you think its 100% the way everyone else should be, which goes for everything from religion, to lifestyles, to music, to hobbies, to jobs, etc. work for what you want, and help others whenever possible. self government controlled by the people ... not a cesspool of (trained to be) apathetic ignorance, controlled by those motivated by self profit, and completely secluded and invulnerable behind their office positions, money, and height above the 'little people' ..................... i guess you could call me one of them anarcho-syndicalists . ........... .............. .............. .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. .....
i have strong opinions, but id be hypocritical if i felt i was always right. and i think no opinion can be strong if it isnt ever challenged. you arent right just because u dont know anything else. i have good friends who r strong left wing and right wing, i have friends that drink, and smoke, and do drugs, who like all different kinds of music, and come from all different kind of social, religious, ethnic and geographical backgrounds, with all different money situations. pretty much every aspect of life, and all over my spectrum, and just because i wouldnt live my life the same way, doesnt mean i cant find a place for them in my life, and that i cant still respect and learn from them. and i love discussing views on life and the things around us.
people say i look mad a lot, but im really not. im usually just off in my world, thinking of this or that, or just not in any real mood, and thats just the face i get. i think its my eyebrows .. damn genetics. it takes a lot to make me mad, and ud know by more than just a look ................. ........... ..............
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im not too big on materialism . i like things, dont get me wrong, but items shouldnt be the things in life that make u happy. if things bring on certain memories, either of childhood, or people throughout your life, thats prefectly fine.... but to live and die for a designer label purse, please kill yourself and stop wasting life ........ ........ ....... . .................. .....................
CONFORMITY: the american way
MEDIOCRICY: the american dream
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i dont care what people may think of me. however, if a person dislikes me because they perceive me wrong , thats a totally different situation. you can hate me all day long for what i actually am, but if you just make assumptions, or have me completely wrong, and base all ur opinions of me and those like me on that wrong foundation,, i hate that. im much more than a fashion, or label or clique or association or sum stupid shit.
another misconseption being, i dont care what people think means i just want to be different or look sloppy as to show my 'not caring'. or the inverse of: im a hypocrit for buying certain things like clothes or hair dye when i 'dont care'. no, i dont care whut YOU think about whut i look like, but that doesnt mean i have no self pride or that i dont give a shit about whut i look like. i look how i want to. because III like it. and me 'wanting to' is not based off what you want, nor is it simply a NONCONFORMING REBELLION!! meaning 'ill hate whutever u like and like whutever you hate'. thats having even less of a brain than just following the grain. so yes i think things like abercrombie n fitch are rediculous. i think hot topic is even more rediculous. cuz at least american eagle isnt taking something meaningful and turning it into cheap profit off a confused youth and just making them more confused and segregated. its all for the braindead and unaware either way. ............. .............. ........ ........ ....... . ..................
spreading diversity by existance ............. .............. ........ ........ ....... . ..................
as far as religion goes... ive studied the better part of most of them. been to all different churches, read all different holy scripts and yadda yadda, and have come to conclude that i am agnostic . no, that is not satan worshiping.. morons... because first of all, satan is a christian beleif, and being agnostic is not necessarily linked to christianity. i beleive there is or was some form of higher power that started it off, and may still watch over. i beleive in science and evolution also however. yes, that IS possible. look, something created the things that evolved correct? fate can be helped correct? there ya go. however, i dont really beleive most scriptures, including the bible... mainly because it was altered and rewritten so many times, and things were taken out, specifically to attract more people, and to not let them know of things that may steer them away from it. propaganda,, pretty simple. i beleive, as with many different religious books, that it has many good life lessons to it, that many people should stick to. however, i dont beleive we were put here just to worship. im pretty sure the awesome thing that created all this, didnt do it merely for an ego boost, so that, they can all praise him all day with everything they do 24/7, or else you go to hell forever. that would make earth just some prerequisite or application to see if u suck up enough to be granted nice things. thats ridiculous. live ur life, help others when u can, dont be hostile, be grateful.............. .............. ........ ........ ....... . ..................
with that said, i love discussion stuff of this sort with people. psychology and sociology are very interesting to me, and i THINK i have a pretty good conseption on it all. especially if someone has a problem with me, as long as they arent too snooty or think they are too good to talk to me, i love discussing it. most re-occuring situations being those in "hate-groups" and 'religious positions' . ESPECIALLY since most of the "superior beings" and 'religious followers' i talk to, dont know half the shit they are even talking about, and i hate to see blind faith. and when it ties into something like hate and violence, its a big deal to me, and fucking stupid its usually always based from own self-insecurities and misconceptions of history and todays world.. as far as religion, u wanna beleive it, thats cool, but at least have some reasons behind it that werent spoonfed to you without attention to detail. if you hold an opinion, it should be from your OWN reguard, from your own thoughts, your own conclusions, your own studies and experiences. not from what you heard. 'faith' is NOT ignorance to anything else. be your own person, and if thats really who you are, you would WANT to educate yourself with it, you would WANT to spend your time on those subjects, especially if youre going to discuss it, let alone defend them against me. and with any decision, you must study both/all sides of it. not just the ones your familiar with. if you know why yu WANT to do sumthing, you also in turn need to know why you DONT want to do sumthing else. ..................... ........... .............. .............. ........ ........ ....... . .................. .................................. .............. ........ ........ ....... . ..................
you do not have to be a snotty arrogant drunk drugged out loser with no future to be a punk. that is not whut the lifestyle is about. yet ANOTHER reason i hate the sex pistols ... ........... .............. .............. ........ ........ ....... . ............................... .............. ........ ........ ....... . ..................
i hate living in a town where the beer is the life of the party. are we all so one dimentional and boring? drink and be merry, by all means! but dont only be merry BECAUSE ur drinking... jesus thats sad. ..................... ........... .............. .............. ..................... ........... .............. ..............
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Blind faith in
Bad leaders is
NOT Patriotism
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anyways, i have the ultimate greatest friends list ever... not meaning the most people on it, but simply the best of the best!!! haha check it out u'll get a laugh, people r sick and have no lifes , and im supporting them in it mwahahaha...... ....... .................. .................... ...................... .......... .............. .................... ....................... .............................. ........ ........ ....... . .................. .....
fav book is farenheit 451 by ray bradbury, i like comedy movies like anchorman and biodome, or thinking movies like donnie darko... video games r pretty cool. LIVE at concerts... i get into my car, and turn the volume on the music full kick, cuz thats where id rather be... sXe = straight edge... never done any of it, never will. my decision for myself. has nothing to do with, or against, you.
oh yeah, and one more thing, d.i.y.
DO IT YOURSELF
DONT SHOP HOT TOPIC
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