ABOUT ME.... DO WE REALLY KNOW ONES SELF? AND DO REALLY KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CLAIM TO KNOW? SHIT... I CHANGE LIKE THE WIND.
SOMETIMES I WAKE UP AND FEEL AS THOUGH I'M IN A WORLD ALL ALONE. OTHER TIMES I FEEL AS THOUGH I'M RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF A GIANT ANT HILL AS SOMEONE UP ABOVE IS HOLDING A MAGNIFYING GLASS ABOVE ME. SOMETIMES IM ADAM SANDLER IN A WOMANS BODY. YA DONT HE WISH........................
THEN, THERES ALWAYS THOUGHS DAYS WHEN I FEEL AS THOUGH I'M RIGHT WHERE I BELONG. I LOVE TO WONDER WHERE AND WHO I HAVE BEEN IN PAST LIVES AND WHO I'LL BE IN MY NEXT.
I BELIEVE THAT THE VERY THINGS THAT MOVE US (OUR SOULS, OUR EMOTIONS, OUR DESIRES) SAY ALOT ABOUT WHO WE ARE. I ALSO BELIEVE EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. FOR ME..... MUSIC AND SCIENCE............. I CONCIDER MUSIC MY AIR AT TIMES AND THE SCIENCE OF THE WORLD MAKES THE HAIR ON MY SKIN STAND TO A STIFF. SO IN THOUGHS TWO THINGS SEEM TO BE ALOT OF WHO I AM. THAT WOULD BE WHAT YOU WOULD FIND IF YOU SCOOPED OFF THE TOP LAYER.
NOW IF YOU WERE TO DIG A LITTLE DEEPER YOU WOULD FIND A WOMAN WHO WAS VERY INDEPENDENT, BLUNT (TOO BLUNT AT TIMES), A PETER PAN WHO NEVER WANTED TO GROW UP, A MOTHER OF 5, A DREAMER (FOREVER), A WANT - TO - BE MUSICIAN IN MY OWN HOME,(I PLAY PIANO....LEARNING TO PLAY ELECTRIC GUITAR, AND THEN ON TO THE DRUMS) A COULD BE PHILOSOPHER, AN AMATURE WRITER. YOU WOULD FIND COMPASSION IN LARGE AREAS BUT YET, UNCOMPATIONATE JESTURES IN SMALL ONES. YOU WOULD SEE A WOMAN WHO WANTED THE WORLD BUT NOTHING IN IT. YOU WOULD SEE WINGS ON AN INVISIBLE ANGEL AND HORNS REPALCING HER HALO. YOU WOULD FEEL THE WIND BLOWING IN ALL DIRECTIONS AND WONDER WHY IT FELT IT COULDN'T STOP.
I GEUSS DOWN DEEP...........I'M ALOT OF WHAT THE WORLD IS SCARED TO BE. I LIKE IT THOUGH........ IT'S GROWED ON ME.
I STRIVE TO BE DIFFRENT THAN THE WORLD SO MUCH THAT IT SCARES ME. THE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD SEEM SO FAKE AND SO DISTANT FROM THEIR OWN INNER BEING......... I WILL NEVER BE THEM PEOPLE.
I LOVE TO HAVE FUN AND I LIVE FOR THE MOMENT AND ENJOY MY TIME WITH MY FAMILY. THEY TOO ARE THE AIR I BREATH. THE REASON FOR LIVING. THIS IS ME! SAY HELLO TO TRISH. DI I MENTION I SPEAK TO MYSELF (AND YES I DO ANWSER MY SELF)IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE IT DONT FUCK WITH IT.
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