you don't say! |
having no progeny of my loins forces me to create with my head. no art, no science, no mechanics. what do you make when driven to make nothing? no field of interest, no pursuits. no magic. my only cla...
Posted by aspartame on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 08:37:00 PST |
wet palmed, dry mouthed |
*i am actually plaguerizing myself here, reposting a response that i wrote to a friend's blog entitled "let's panic later". if i was ever MORE of an insect impaled on cardboard, i cannot remember that...
Posted by aspartame on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 08:28:00 PST |
- it ain't just a river... |
if i gave a name to the pain that i feel, to the panic in my chest, to the insidious MADNESS in my head, would i then have to:
introduce it to my friends?
return its' calls within 24 hours?
allow...
Posted by aspartame on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 09:20:00 PST |
"...sooth the burn, wake me up..." |
it makes me kind of nutty when people cut and paste the lyrics to a song and post it as a blog. no commentary, no backstory. just cut, paste, and post. i can completely relate to the urge to do it; so...
Posted by aspartame on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 03:28:00 PST |
the serpent in my garden |
*to friends and well-wishers: don't panic! this is only a bit of steam from the cooling towers of my brain. it's gotta come out somewhere...and if you can't post bloated hyperboles on the internet, wh...
Posted by aspartame on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 11:56:00 PST |
ramble on |
i spend so long trying to formulate a definitive opinion, i sometimes lose sight of what it is i really want. the idea that appearences are everything is so true, and yet so deceiving. sometimes we tr...
Posted by aspartame on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 04:12:00 PST |
"10... 9... 8..." |
in a slightly more perfect world, i would be doing this, just before the stroke of midnight, champagne in hand, my potential kiss in arm's reach, on new year's eve. but as it is, i'm over 24 hours ear...
Posted by aspartame on Sat, 31 Dec 2005 05:09:00 PST |
the turkey situation |
think about the holidays. you want them to be special. not just special. memorable. you want to have a little magic in your life, once or twice a year, and the holidays are perfect to pin your hopes a...
Posted by aspartame on Thu, 24 Nov 2005 05:52:00 PST |
scenes from a pep talk (between me and myself) |
bound and gagged, i write this, because bound and gagged i am. if i could remember how i got here, i could recall the safe word and set myself free. but i feel like i live here now. all memory of the ...
Posted by aspartame on Tue, 18 Oct 2005 07:37:00 PST |
Welcome to Boy-Speak 101 |
this may very well be the end of the sexual revolution. for me, anyway. i'm feeling very disillusioned about femininity. is there anything that's okay about being a woman? i've come to the realization...
Posted by aspartame on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 06:44:00 PST |
