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Paralysed Phantasm

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About Me

Layout made by Death-By-SexI am from Romania as i moved here when i was 5 yrs old so my culture is different from the states.I dont have many friends because i trust no one but the very few i do I cherish. Alot of shit happened to me-which is why i write gothic blogs. Feel free to comment.I had a lot of people put some of my blogs on their page-you may do so as long as you contact me first. I know work as a cnc lathe operator at a small plant. I am a spider biologist and a black magick high priestess. I used to work for tattoo artist Denny Huff when he had his shop in St Marys Pa.From Denny Huff-the best fucking tattoo artist "Foolish civilians and their childlike minds. Dont forgive them just because they know not what they do, but punish them with the power u hold." As you can guess by my pictures-i love tattoos and piercings. My newest one is a bat on my neck. Most tattoos that I have are done by Mr Denny Huff-www.dennyhuff.com and myspace.com/dennyhuff I dont like to be fucked with and I hate games people play. All i can say is-in the end i fucking win.I dont take anyones shit-i used to but not anymore.If your going to play headgames on or off the computer-all i can say is fucking grow the fuck up.I FUCKING HATE LIARS.Liars need their mouths stitched shut.I like mausoleums, i fucking hate churches and bible religion-im black magick remember. I love the moon, demons, necromancy and chaos magick.If you see me in public dont start bible thumping and dont question me of my abilities-i dont have to prove myself to any fucker.If i creep you out-its not my fault.Your the one that asked.Im dating Corey Carr-one hell of an awesome guy that treats me like i should be treated and hes one hell of a cook.I love him with all my heart I am a huge supporter of Under Darkest Skies and Paralysed Age-the best bands in the world.Check them out.Akon Ft Eminem Smack That
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Add to My Profile | More Videos"An Overwhelming Stench Of Dying Angels Has Bittered The Taste of God's Wine" Under Darkest SkiesTo hear more Under Darkest Skies please go to http://www.download.com/underdarkestskies www.myspace.com/underdarkestskies www.myspace.com/paralysdageofficial www.paralysedage.comMy favorite bands...www.myspce.com/underdarkestskies http://www.download.com/underdarkestskies www.myspace.com/paralysedageofficial.********I AM A HUGE SUPPORTER OF UNDER DARKEST SKIES and PARALYSED AGE~ PLESE CHECK THEM OUT. YOU WILL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED!!!!!**********

My Interests

Artwork with dead eyes,stitched shut mouths and stitched shut eyes,bats,ravens,spiders,TATTOOS,PIERCINGS,Tattoo artists,art of any kind,poetry,prose,industrial,goth and metal music,black magick,trance progressive music, Poe, Lovecraft and the like, castlevania games, Vlad Tepes,vampires,tarot,demons-anything occult that is black magick www.dennyhuff.com www.myspace.com/dennyhuff WWW.Paralysedage.com and www.myspace.com/paralysedageofficial www.myspace.com/underdarkestskies http://www.download.com/underdarkestskies

I'd like to meet:

Under Darkest Skies www.myspace.com/underdarkestskies and http://www.download.com/underdarkestskies www.paralysedage.com www.myspace.com/paralysedasgeofficial PARALYSED AGE is my all time favorite foreign band-please check them out!!Under Darkest Skies,Cradle of Filth,Joseph Vargo,Rammsteinhttp://www.download.com/underdarkestskies

Music:

http://www.download.com/underdarkestskies www.myspace.com/underdarkestskies www.myspace.com/paralysedageofficial www.paralysedage.com.....NEW ALBUM TRAGEDIA NOSFERATA IN STORES NOW!!FOR SAMPLES OF THIS ALBUM AND THE OTHER TWO-EMPIRE OF A VAMPIRE AND INTO THE ICE-PLEASE GO TO WWW.PARALYSEDAGE.COM ONE OF MY FAVORITE BANDS-UNDER DARKEST SKIES-CHECK THEM OUT!! www.myspace.com/underdarkestskies and to hear more of their talent please go to http://www.download.com/underdarkestskies UDS released Poisioning the Hearts of Fate. Check out their myspace page to hear 4 songs that are on the album and since your there-buy it!Seriously everyone-it blew me away!Its fucking killer!Im a huge supporter of UDS-if you cant tell by my page-we have a problem..LOL
Thanks for your support! Under Darkest Skies, Paralysed Age,Otep,slayer,Cradle of Filth,Pantera,My Dying Bride,Skinny Puppy,Burn in Silence,Opeth,Type O Negative,Underoath,Unearth,Theatre of Tragedy,Stabbing Westward.Alice n Chains,Jerry Cantrell,Static X,Rammstein,Marilyn Manson, Joseph Vargos Nox Arcana and Midnight Syndicate,Silent Hill soundtracks,Lamb of God,Slipknot,industrial and underground,gothic.Trance/progressive.I love foreign music-especially metal and industrial.If your a foreign band invite me to your friends list-as long as you are not country or christian ill apporve you.I HATE COUNTRY and I HATE CHRISTIAN music!!!!sorry guys

Movies:

anything horror-no matter how lame..especially the black and white horror flicks,Night of the living dead,Dawn of the dead,John Carpenters Vampires, Rob Zombie films

Television:

hardly watch it-but when i can its sci fi or international music station,Inked,Miami Ink,anything horror, trance progressive sirius music station

Books:

My all time favorites-E.A. Poe, H.P. Lovecraft { I love his story the vault and horror in the museum}, Stephen King,necromancing,occult,anything horror,Friedrich Nietzsche,anything with black magick.Greek and Roman tragedies are the best.Barker,EC Comics,Crowley,Waite,Montague Summers,anything dealing with art,tattoos,poetry,literature, legends of vampires, Joseph Vargo artwork A HREF="http://www.monolithgraphics.com/" TARGET="_parent"

Heroes:

Azrael,Michael, my planet gods/goddess-spirits and intelligences, baby Goetia, my other goetias, my demons-especially my blood tears, my mausoleums,my other dieties that support my black magicks-others like me and non bible thumpers { HISS!!} More of my heroes- Under Darkest Skies-because they never give up-they just keep getting even more fucking killer! Paralysed Age { Michael and Andrea} becaue they have awesome talent and they are really nice people.

My Blog

SHATTERED GLASS AND THE TASTE OF RAZOR BLADES

Im numb. I have been holding a razor blade in my mouth since i broke up with Corey last friday-my heart once again shattered glass,my mouth not bleeding and my heart not beating. I will never ever let...
Posted by Paralysed Phantasm on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 05:00:00 PST

to a certain someone who killed my heart

Body cold,soul is dying.I am done with all the crying.Pale with black bags under my eyes, my hearing senses the ravens cries. Looking up standing behind a stone, i see him perched on top-all alone.The...
Posted by Paralysed Phantasm on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 09:51:00 PST

To my dearly departed

Today is your birthday and that is why im so blue-i cant tell you what i think and i cant say i miss you.Its been over three years since my eyes last saw yours, now im locking myself up behind lo...
Posted by Paralysed Phantasm on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 11:56:00 PST

broken

As i sit on the floor hearing the croaking nevermore of a raven with a broken wing, a raven that has seen many things. This raven holds a special place in my heart, this raven was with me when i was t...
Posted by Paralysed Phantasm on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 03:12:00 PST

so cold { work in progress}

Twisted, lonely and oh so cold-why is it when we die we never grow old?Shattered cracked broken bleeding. When we die do we have any feeling?
Posted by Paralysed Phantasm on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 11:14:00 PST

new photos and thank you

Thank you all for reading my blogs-i now have 2005 views on my blogs alone. New potos are posted in y pics section-one of my new tattoo by the one and only Mr Denny Huff-the best around here. My other...
Posted by Paralysed Phantasm on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 04:48:00 PST

alone lost suicidal at all cost

the words that i will never forget     When ever your gone i cry for you but not with my tears whenever your here i leap for joy but not with my feet whenever i leave i miss you so when e...
Posted by Paralysed Phantasm on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 10:35:00 PST

Alone in the red moonlight

I feel like death, i feel like dying, the moon is red from all the crying. The mausoleum doesnt comfort me anymore, not her rooms nor her door.The moon doesnt shine as bright and the ravens still come...
Posted by Paralysed Phantasm on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 08:59:00 PST

my twisted mind

This is writ by my good friend nightstalker. His writings are unique and beautiful at the same time as he has given me permission to copy his blog onto mine. Je taime tu grande dragostea mia-for all e...
Posted by Paralysed Phantasm on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 05:53:00 PST

razor blades

I sit here remembering that day in June, the day in the woods during the full moon. I held you when you took your last breath-i held you at your time of death. What i seek I had sought, but you-i...
Posted by Paralysed Phantasm on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 06:24:00 PST