BABY GIRL IM #1 AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE#2

About Me

First of all.. im a survivor. Ive survived all the lies that have made me wise.. IM not into games or hurting people just for fun and i despise people that do so . I am a fun loving , out going , outspoken , big hearted girl . I'm the proud SINGLE mother of a beautiful little girl and a darling little boy . They alone complete my world. Im not looking for a man that needs a mommy.. if your dont have a self asteem im not the one to come to try and fix it.COME ON WE ALL KNOW THAT INSECURITIES ARE A HUGE TURN OFF.. I MEAN WHO WANTS TO BE ASKED EVERY FIVE MINS.. IS EVERTHING OKAY ? WHATS GOING ON WITH US? SHOULD I LEAVE AM I BOTHERING YOU ?? WELL YOU WERENT UNTIL YOU STARTED ASKING ALL THAT CRAP. IM MORE COMPLEX THEN YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE.. BUT ITS WELL WORTH IT . If your not all MAN then im not interested. Ive got my own kids and im not interested in raising an adult . So maybe i sound a little bit like a bitch .. but at least you know what your getting yourself into. Im not going to play games and i wont tolerate bullshit.. if you want to be with someone and still mess with other girls.. then im not the girl for you. I know that im more then enough to handle so if your one that regards himself as a playa.. dont mess with me.. cause i live by the standard of.. we can do it together.. you want to be a playa .. ill be a playa .. and we will play together... you want to lie.. ill lie and we can lie together.. play games with me and ill play them better.and i will end up winning.. . deep inside but not to far from the surface lies a psycho you have the power to bring it out or to let it sleep . i really dont have much time or patience to deal with men that have major insecurities.. im a cute girl.. and i might get hit on .. right in front of your face.. if that happens and im with you know that im a big girl and if im there with you.. ill leave with you ...so consider it a compliment !!!.... i dont hurt people for fun.. and im perfectly capable of brushing off unwanted attention. just so you know i have a 6 month rule.. take that however you want.Im a smartass and if you can dish it out with me you better be able to take it to . dont get me wrong .. there is a very sensative loving side of me.. and if your worth it.. you will see it.. if not you will think that im the biggest bitch that ever walked the face of the earth.. its your loss if thats the side of me you get to know. Im turning over a new leaf in my life.. one that means im not taking anymore shit off of men (or women) and not being used. Ill find what im looking for in this life no matter what .. if you think your man enough to handle this lil spit fire.. YOU LET ME KNOW

My Interests

Singing ... dancing... laughing.. loving life and having a good time.. spending time with my beautiful children and people that I care for ..

I'd like to meet:

MyHotCommentsIm not so sure that i plan on " meeting " anyone on here.. but you never know i guess.. i hate liars.. i spent the last two years of my life with a person that pretty much lied more then they told the truth.. secondly i hate games.. and .. well.. everyone has drama.. so what can you really do about it..so.. if your not a liar, or a game player.. then by all means say hello.. if your about all that other junk.. please .. do us both favor and leave me alone !! im an out going person.. but a lil shy at first . i like people that can actually hold a conversation about something relevant .. well.. holding a conversation period seems like a feat for some.. lol. anyways.. i guess you could say im a social butterfly and i like pretty much everyone.I want more out of life then i see most people wanting.i currently work two jobs im a customers service rep and i work at in youth corrections.. and i love every min of it.. not that i love to see kids locked up .. because i dont but i really love the chance to help kids that were just like me out of control and in desperate need of some sort of understanding.. plus its nice i think for the kids to be able to see that you can get out of that kinda life.. and make something of your self
MyHotCommentsi cant really tell you what im looking for cause im not looking for anything or anyone in particular to tell you the truth im quite content working being self sufficient and raising my kids .. so i guess i can better explain what im not looking for .. IM NOT looking for someone to give me this life.. ill do that on my own. I dont need tons of money , althought it would be nice, i just want a wonderful life, go to work come home and take care of my family. Life , it seems has lost its meaning to so many people. DRUGS, SEX and everything in between seem to be the most important things to so many people.. well sorry but i want more. so to those of you men that find it proper to email someone trying to date online , saying almost irristable things like.. " your so hot, id love to give you a massage" or .. " your lips look so kissable" Please refrain from sending me anything.. its not flattering.. actaully its more of an insult .. but worry not im sure there are women on my space that are as desperate as you put yourself out to be.IM not talking about everyone.. so if this doesnt apply to you.. then dont worry about it okay ?? oh yeah.. and i almost forgot.. i dont really care who thinks this is some kind of " popularity contest" or who just sends friend request to have friends.. or who never talks to friends or whatever !! ITS MYSPACE PEOPLE !! get real.. i mean its not like people run around and say " GUESS HOW MANY MYSPACE FRIENDS I HAVE !!" well no one really cares now do they.. SOME POPULARITY CONTEST.. find something else to cry about.. its just silly ! retro layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com love / music / movies / frazy Hot Free Layouts girls layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com

Music:

I LOVE MUSIC AND PRETTY MUCH ALL KINDS FROM COUNTRY TO RAP TRACY CHAPMAN, MELISSA ETHERIDGE, MATCHBOX 20, ROB THOMAS, RASCAL FLATTS, SUGABABES.. I LOVE IT ALL.. WELL.. MAYBE NOT ALL OF IT.. BUT MOST OF IT

Books:

V.C. ANDREWS, JOHN SAUL, .. AND ACTUALLY ILL READ ANYTHING .. I LOVE TO READ

Heroes:

I have a few heroes in my life but as funny as this may sound my main hero is my little girl. Everyday she wakes up with a smile on her face. She loves me no matter what i do or where i have been. She loves truley un-conditionally . She has so many personality traits i only wish i had. Secondly Id have to say its the kids i work with . They have come from such horrible backgrounds and yet everyday they are willing to trust again , learn more and love you for just being in their lives.

My Blog

lets play 20 questions

5 minutes is all im asking. Current mood: accomplished 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and ...
Posted by SHALLOW CHICK !! LOL on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 10:36:00 PST

different today

i dont know why today is so different.. ive been doin so well.. when it comes to missing you .. but today it seems my heart is calling for you.. and i cant stop thinkin about you .. about us .. a...
Posted by SHALLOW CHICK !! LOL on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 08:28:00 PST

friends

i learned a valuable lesson today .. you have "friends" friends , good friends, best friends, best best friends and if you as lucky as me you have someone like nate no one really understands our frie...
Posted by SHALLOW CHICK !! LOL on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 11:54:00 PST

okay so its a silly analogy

so tonight i decided i was in the mood for an artichoke.. okay not so much in the mood but i knew that if i didnt cook it soon .. then i may as well throw it away.. so i cooked it.. well i thought it...
Posted by SHALLOW CHICK !! LOL on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 09:32:00 PST

NOW !@??!

so now that its all been said and done for so damn long.. now that by myself ive righted all the wrong.. now that im finally able to move on, now that ive made a life for myself.. for our family.. ...
Posted by SHALLOW CHICK !! LOL on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 09:01:00 PST

what to do

.....its the middle of the night and she says.. can i please come over and sleep in your bed?? its just that .. my friends are all here and they have all these girls over here they keep tryin to make...
Posted by SHALLOW CHICK !! LOL on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 07:36:00 PST

JUST RAMBLING....

I DONT THINK ID BE SETTELING IF I HAD YOU.. BUT I WOULD SETTLE FOR SOMEONE LIKE U.. IS THERE ANOTHER ONE OUT THERE? CAUSE I NEVER EVEN BELIEVED THERE WOULD BE A yOU.. THAT COULD CAPTIVATE MY HEART.. ...
Posted by SHALLOW CHICK !! LOL on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 06:58:00 PST

LIFE ..BLAHH..

LIFE IS WEIRD SOMETIMES.. IT SUCKS WHEN PEOPLE YOU CARE ABOUT CHOOSE TO MAKE BAD CHOICES FOR THEMSELVES ESPECIALLY WHEN KIDS ARE INVOLVED IT SUCKS WHEN YOU SEE SOMEONE YOU CARE ABOUT SIT ON THE FENCE ...
Posted by SHALLOW CHICK !! LOL on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 09:23:00 PST

A PRETTY GOOD DAY

YAY ITS MY BIRTHDAY .. IM 23 TODAY .. AND IT KICKED ASS . I WENT TO SCHOOL, A GOOD FRIEND SENT ME FLOWERS.. ( NO ONE HAS EVER SENT ME FLOWERS BEFORE ) MY MOM MADE ME A CAKE, AND I WENT TO DINNER WITH....
Posted by SHALLOW CHICK !! LOL on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 10:00:00 PST

=)

the last two days have been pretty damn awesome.................. thats all i need to say about it !
Posted by SHALLOW CHICK !! LOL on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 04:13:00 PST