our story....... | 
well its been a week and you havent called.....and why well its because once again shit got real for a minute and after that moment of  real life in between us you have dissapeered......and the p... Posted by RACHEL on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 11:52:00 PST | 
OVER | 
OVER IM gonna start this off the way I have many times before...well its 2:00 am and Im up thingking of you...waiting for a phone call....funny hu after all this time and everything thats happened how... Posted by RACHEL on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 12:40:00 PST | 
In learning to let go of you... | 
In learning to let go of you....I have learned so much about my self and its easier said then done and that I know now.. from my many attempts to do so and failing to follow through....... Posted by RACHEL on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 01:53:00 PST | 
too late..... | 
So how Iam I supposed to forgive you for all the shit you did to me.....when you cant forgive me for the things I have done when in reality....you have done way more life changing things that hav... Posted by RACHEL on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 11:30:00 PST | 
breaking up...kinda.... | 
how do you tell some one that you care very much for.. that...you just cant do it any more yeah I care but the struggle to keep things up is becoming way to hard and overwhelming...Its not a... Posted by RACHEL on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 12:45:00 PST | 
three years so you say.. | 
3 years..you could say... three years..thats what you say we have known eachother for three years..BUT do you know the truth of it is three years and I have always dropped everything for you thre... Posted by RACHEL on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 12:32:00 PST | 
Venting | 
venting hmm venting... so i guess im writng because i need to vent everything in my life is well...turned up side down as of right now and its just as i felt i was begining to move forward....one pers... Posted by RACHEL on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 12:35:00 PST |