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Bendy

The invisible and the non-existent look very much alike. - Delos McKown

About Me

My sweetie Michael and I have been together for over three years. He's my best friend and lover for life. We have six sugar gliders (now the boys are fixed).~~I love mindless online games. Games should not be stressful, but then I also enjoy board games like Scrabble.~~Tattoo junkie, coffee drinker, pessimist, lover not a fighter, book reader, movie watcher and good friend.~~Oh, and don't forget that I'm a depressed, morbid, atheist little bitch. I love the dark and unusual: murders, murderers, gore, and dark humor.

My Interests

Reading, goofing off, playing on the computer, watching movies. Geez, I'm boring.



I'd like to meet:

More friends.

Music:

The Prodigy, Tool, Led Zeppelin, A Perfect Circle, Nine Inch Nails, Front 242, Depeche Mode, The Smiths, The Cure, Placebo, Marilyn Manson, Concrete Blonde, classical, techno. I absolutely hate country music. I'm depressed enough as it is; I don't need to hear about a tear in your beer. Besides, that twangy sound grates on my nerves. I do love anything I can dance to, techno especially. And I'm a headbanger from the '80's, so I like my music hard and fast.

Movies:

Sixteen Candles,Donnie Darko, Shaun of the Dead, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Office Space, The Princess Bride, Fight Club, Serenity, Paradise Lost I and II

Television:

I don't watch TV; hell, the antenna isn't even hooked up on it. Couldn't get the local channels if we tried. We just rent the DVD's. CSI: Las Vegas, The Simpsons, Southpark, Firefly, whatever looks good

Books:

I can't imagine life without books. Favorites: The Catcher In the Rye, To Kill A Mockingbird, anything by David Sedaris and Augusten Burroughs, the Uncle John's Bathroom Reader series of trivia books, books on serial killers and mass murderers, the macabre, and the strange and unusual have always been favorites. Really, this space is too small to list them all!

Heroes:

Anyone who speaks their mind or isn't afraid to actually use their brain once in a while.

My Blog

The sleepy one.

I got a new medication!  Didn't expect that one did ya?  My emotional episodes were getting on my nerves.  I cried at everything.  Songs on the radio that weren't particularly sad,...
Posted by Bendy on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 06:54:00 PST

Googling Bendy

This was a little hard for me to find stuff but:GO TO GOOGLESearch as directed in the following using "quotations"Copy paste a phrase on the first page of results*Type in "[your name] has" in the Goog...
Posted by Bendy on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 05:32:00 PST

My work wish list (so far)

 Mrs. Mason asked me what kind of job I wanted.Here's what I've come up with so far:Not customer service where I have to be on the dang phone for 7 hours.  I don't mind talking on the phone,...
Posted by Bendy on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 06:37:00 PST

Good day ya’ll

Well this whole depresion thing has me stumped as usual.  Like I told someone earlier, I know I will have a bad day after having a few good ones.  It just happens.  That’s what ha...
Posted by Bendy on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 04:17:00 PST

Working

Why do companies feel the need to crank up the air conditioning as soon as it gets warm outside?  I’m freezing in here. I have a blanket and a sweater at my desk.  Oh, and fuzzy house ...
Posted by Bendy on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 09:21:00 PST

The Arboretum

Here’s some pictures of us at the Dallas Arboretum.  You’ll see the same ones on Michael’s blog. It was so beautiful.  If you’ve never been, you need to go.Aren&rsquo...
Posted by Bendy on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 07:06:00 PST

Why is it?

Why is it that I get sad?  Most of the time, it comes out of nowhere.  This week has been a nice example of ups and downs.  Crying at the laundromat and then fine later in the day while...
Posted by Bendy on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 05:14:00 PST

The Zombie Attack

I never even dreamed that this thing actually happened in real life.  Zombies in Grapevine!  Hundreds of them!  Stopping 5:00 evening traffic for at least 20 minutes! And I was a part o...
Posted by Bendy on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 12:19:00 PST

Drug of Choice

We all have our vices.  Besides the obvioius chocolate attacks, my drug of choice is caffeine. I need it, I want it, I crave it.Right now, I'm drinking coffee with milk and Sweet N Low.  I'v...
Posted by Bendy on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 05:28:00 PST

It’s a manic Tuesday

Haven't blogged for a while and thought I'd share of my latest bit of mania.  Today I'm pissed off.  I feel like my body is screaming, if that makes any sense at all.  I'm jittery, tens...
Posted by Bendy on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 04:03:00 PST